The reborn daughter is a concubine

Chapter 593 Waiting for Rebirth (2)
"Miya..." I threw myself into Miya's arms, put my arms around his neck, and poured out my uneasiness, "Sister Qiao is gone, she doesn't want Luan'er anymore! You don't want Luan'er either, Everyone don't want Luan'er anymore!"

I got carried away and vented the emotions in my heart. These days, I really have been tortured enough by helplessness and fear!
"I didn't want Luan'er..." A low voice sounded above my head, I was startled, Mi Ya didn't want me, right!He has always been willing to take care of me, and it was I who pushed him away!It was I who was afraid of delaying his happiness!

I suddenly realized my gaffe at the moment, and got out of his arms, "You'd better go!"

Since I have chosen to let go before, why should I selfishly bind him to my side?I am not his responsibility!
I clearly felt that Mi Ya's body was stiff, and his eyes looking at me became more and more scorching. I could faintly feel the reproach in his eyes, but even if it was reproach, I didn't want to drag him down!
I pushed his body away and ran all the way, I just wanted to escape, to a place where Mi Ya couldn't find it, maybe in this way, he could gradually forget the burden on him, forget about me, and then have a good time Marry a wife and have children!
I led the horse, left the mansion, and galloped on the horse, but Mi Ya was chasing me closely. Finally, in a place where there were many people, I managed to avoid him. I watched from a distance. Watching Mi Ya look around, sighing deeply, but, I didn't expect that the potential danger is getting closer and closer to me at this moment!

"Luan'er..." I was startled when I heard this voice, even if it turned into ashes, I would recognize it!

I turned around and looked at the woman in Tsing Yi in front of me. The hostility in her eyes was stronger than before. I knew that the comer was not kind, and with my own strength, I couldn't escape Qing Luan!
I think, if Sister Qiao or Mi Ya were by my side at this time, they would definitely not let Qingluan take me away!But……

I don't know Qingluan's intentions, but I do know that she has seen the relationship between me and Mi Ya, and my thoughts towards Mi Ya, I know she is very unwilling, after all, Mi Ya was her lover , Once, that man only had her eyes on her. With her temperament, how could she tolerate her former lover being tied to me? !Even if she doesn't love Mi Ya now, she won't make Mi Ya fall in love with other women!

This is Qingluan, who has become brutal, bloodthirsty and ruthless Qingluan!
"Sister, how about we make a game..." Qingluan smiled strangely, it was a harbinger of danger!

game? !The game in her mouth is to torture me and Mi Ya, and she wants to prove to me that Mi Ya doesn't have me in her heart at all!I don't care about the result, but I don't want Miya to be hurt by Qingluan again because of me!

However, when I saw that he chased him out of the city, I felt happy in my heart. At least Mi Ya was worried about my situation. When I saw Mi Ya return from outside the city, my heart was Extremely peaceful, that's fine, I just hope that Mi Ya is safe and sound!
However, I didn't expect that the reason why Mi Ya turned back was all because of me!

I went back to the place where I was born, and when I came back again, everything became very strange. My father is much older. The child who used to be the same size as me is now an adult, but I... still maintain the original His appearance has not changed in the slightest!

I bear their gaze, and I'm already used to it!

At this time, what I care most about is Miya's safety, and what other people think of me is as insignificant as dust to me!
Qingluan wanted to be the patriarch, but she didn't expect that her cruelty had already made everyone panic in the clan. At this moment, the clansmen would rather push me as the patriarch, who was not grown up, than surrender Under her rule!
In front of everyone, my lord father revealed what Qingluan had done to me!Your father once had some concerns, is he going to fight now?

"She's a monster...will never grow up..." How could Qingluan be reconciled, she did all this to make me no longer an obstacle to her becoming the patriarch, judging by the current situation, she could only use this Ways to shake the minds of the clansmen and elders!
"She's not a monster!" A voice came from a distance, so familiar that it made my heart tremble, it was him!Miya!

He still came, I subconsciously looked at Qingluan, and noticed the jealousy in her eyes, Mi Ya walked up to me in the sight of everyone, and he announced to everyone, I am not a monster!It is such a guarding posture that makes me feel extremely peaceful in my heart!
I didn't even know that he risked being wanted by the queen and brought me the medicine to save me. I took the medicine and his painstaking efforts over the years!At that moment, I hoped that I could really heal and be a normal woman who could let go of love and bear children for the man I love!
However, I tasted the blood in my mouth and saw the smile on Mi Ya's face gradually turn into panic and panic. I knew that God would not be so merciful to me!
I was hugged by Mi Ya, the familiar temperature, the familiar chest, although I couldn't stop the blood from my mouth, but I was happy, even if I died, I would be willing to be in his arms!However, I am worried that Mi Ya will blame herself, this man is too pitiful, but I don't have the ability to feel sorry for him!I smiled, trying to make myself smile brightly, I wanted to tell him, thank you for his company and care all these years, I wanted to soothe the worry between his brows, I wanted to...

I want so much that even God thinks I'm greedy and doesn't satisfy me with anything...

I want to see Mi Ya one more time, even if it is only one... However, my consciousness gradually slackened, and I vaguely heard him whispering in my ear, "Luan'er, you must hold on, wait for you Wake up, and I will marry you..."

I remember this sentence, how I hope I can really get better and become her wife!But can I really do it?

My fate is too naughty, never in my control!
In the end, his face became more and more blurred. I don't know if I can open my eyes again and look at me—the man I love!

I don't know how long it took before I opened my eyes. At that moment, I was excited like never before. The first thing I did was to look for Mi Ya, but he was not in my tent. The maid found my father My lord, my lord father told me that Mi Ya had to leave in a hurry, and asked me to wait for him in the clan!
I wait!I remember the promise he made when I was in a coma, and I will obediently wait for him to come back!However, at that time, I didn't know that what I was waiting for was such a result!
Every day, I watch myself in the mirror gradually change. I grow taller. The women in the family sew many clothes for me. They are all scarlet. I wear my favorite color. My father often watches the changing I nodded with a smile on my face, "My Luan'er is the most beautiful girl in the world!"

The most beautiful girl? !In my eyes, Elder Sister Qiao is the most beautiful woman in the world. I just hope that it is enough to be the rose flower of Mi Ya for the rest of my life, to accompany him and bloom quietly!
The days of waiting were really hard. I looked at the entrance of the clan every day, hoping to see Miya come back soon, but that day, Qingluan let me know the reality!
Mi Ya...will he exchange his life for mine?

It turns out that my growth at this moment is all bought by Mi Ya with his life? !

I desperately want to find him, no matter where he goes, I will find him!

For several days and nights, I didn't stop. There was only one thought in my mind, and that was to find Mi Ya as soon as possible and make sure he was safe and sound!
However, when I saw him, the tip of my nose felt sour. How could the man lying on the couch in front of me be the energetic Mi Ya? !
"Luan'er, I really love you!" It was difficult for him to speak, every word he uttered, even every breath, made my heart ache!

Why?why?If I have to trade his life for my life, I would rather never wake up that day!I owe him so much!

"You said that after I get well, you will marry me as your wife, you can't break your promise!" I held his hand, still unwilling to believe the fact, that Mi Ya had become so weak!

"Luan'er, you are so beautiful!" He smiled, if the price of growing up is so tragic, I would rather be that monster who never grew up!

I will never forget the way Miya gradually closed his eyes in front of me that day, and I will never forget the piercing pain at that moment, the sky gradually turned white, but he didn't open his eyes again!
"Mi Ya, I'll take you back to the mountain!" I carried his body on my back and walked out of the house. I wanted to take him back to the small courtyard on the mountain, which only belonged to me and him!

On Yulian Mountain, everything is exactly the same as when we left. Someone asked me to bury him, but I was reluctant to let his body rot in the mud. Maybe in the eyes of others, my actions were too crazy , but I still kept him with medicine!

The wooden barrel that I used to soak in the medicated bath has now become the place where Mi Ya waits. I am doing what Mi Ya used to do, looking through the pharmacopoeia day and night, looking for better ones that will keep him in good health. method!
I talk to him every day like he's still alive!Even if there is no answer, I am happy to talk to myself like this, because I hope that if God sees my efforts, he can return Mi Ya to me again!

I have been waiting, waiting for the hope of a dead man waking up!

(End of this chapter)