love without formula

Chapter 185

"Bi'er, I'm not interfering in your life." Feng Che didn't want to give her such an impression.

"No... Am I being selfish? Having your love and being so close to him?" Bi'er sat on the sofa with her knees hugged, her chin lightly touching her knees one after another, her eyes revealing A touch of sadness, "Che, in fact... I have always wanted to learn to be strong and independent, but I have never been able to do it. In the past two years, I have not even been able to support myself... I am just trying to use 'being strong', I’ve been escaping from reality.” Occasionally, I want to talk to someone and try to face my inner world.

"When a large number of reporters surrounded the house, I was really scared..."

"No one is by my side. Like the day my parents passed away, blood flowed down the stairs in large swaths, and no one wanted to stay by my side. The night was very dark, but no one's voice could be heard..."

Bi'er buried her cheeks between her knees, trembling slightly, not wanting to recall that nightmare past. "It didn't take long for a lot of reporters...surrounded me, asking where...they kept asking about my father and mother."

"However, when I wanted to be strong, my good friend and Jie betrayed me..." once again sent her to hell.

"Without them, I still want to live a good life, but when I want to be strong again... my relatives abandoned me again, and they took everything from me."

"For two years, I have been strong and alive, but I have nothing to lose..."

Feng Che hurriedly hugged her, and said with pain in his heart, "Enough, don't talk about it. It's all over." Damn it, why did I bring it up?

Bi'er hid her face in his arms, her body still trembling uncontrollably.Weeping softly, she said, "That day, I missed you very much, wanted to see you very much, and hoped that you were by my side..."

"But I can't see you...I'm very scared, very scared...like I will die at any moment."

"If Jie hadn't come... If there was no Jie, I don't know what I should do. I can't handle so many reporters... I really want to die..." Both hands grabbed Feng Che's neck excitedly Clothes, it has been a month since the incident, and the pain is only buried in the bottom of my heart, and it has not really dissipated.

Feng Che understood how deep that hurt was to her. A young lady who originally lived in a greenhouse faced the departure of her relatives, the betrayal of both her boyfriend and her friend, and the insults of her relatives and friends in a short period of time. , was forced to be desperate.Physical injuries may be easily healed, however, this mental blow again and again...

Looking back, when the two first met, she still looked so cheerful and strong.Feng Che tightened his arms, and it felt like a miracle that she was still lying in his arms safe and sound.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Those damn reporters all came after me.Feng Che regretted it to death now, the good and happy atmosphere was disturbed by his own words, and it also reminded her of the past that she couldn't bear to look back on.

Time is slowly passing by.Feng Che hugged Bi'er tightly, making up his mind that he would slowly heal the wound in her heart with the love of his life.

(End of this chapter)