Nongmenfu girl's daily life

Chapter 618
With a child, Qin Lu couldn't take Lin An'an all the way away with light work. They hired a carriage and moved forward slowly. As the sky gradually darkened, they found an inn to settle down first.

Qin Lu originally wanted Datou to share a room, but Lin Anan asked the groom to live in the same room with the child.

"He would be scared alone." Lin Anan said after returning to the room.

Qin Lu closed the door and frowned, "It doesn't look like he's afraid."

"The child pretended to be strong on the surface, but in fact he was very fragile inside. All his extreme behaviors were just to protect himself."

"You know him very well." Qin Lu smiled and sat beside her.

Lin Anan sighed: "Leaving his relatives and going on the road with us two strangers, he felt uneasy, but in order to learn how to treat his younger brother, in order not to embarrass his mother, and to prevent his father from seeing him thinking about killing his mother, He chose to leave, he is a very soft child."

Qin Lu nodded in agreement: "He is a very contradictory person. He kills people without blinking an eye, but he is willing to sacrifice anything for those he cares about."

"It's very similar to you." Lin Anan looked sideways at Qin Lu, and said softly, "Protect your weaknesses and be stubborn."

"Like me?" Qin Lu chuckled softly, "Maybe this is also the reason why I hit it off right away, which made me want to accept my apprentice."

Lin Anan held his hand and smiled softly.

She remembered that she felt mental illness from Qin Lu's supernatural powers, which should be caused by childhood problems. Later, when he mentioned that he was a child, he would become irritable, but since he knew Qin's mother was a fake. It seemed to be relieved, and he no longer felt the depression from him before.

She leaned her head gently on Qin Lu's shoulder, feeling soft in her heart.

It would be nice if we could meet sooner.

He always said that he is his sun, he is the cold and dull moon, living in the dark night, it is because of her light that there is light.

If we could have met earlier and illuminated him, his childhood would not have been so hard.

The reason why he took the big head away was because he remembered his father's injustice when he was a child, right?
For the love of the youngest daughter, the three sons were treated slowly.

If Datou went to the military camp with her mother and younger siblings, even if General Gu wanted to treat them equally, it would be very difficult, and it was impossible for Datou to have no grudges against him.

In fact, Qin Lu expressed his admiration for the big boy more than once in the letter, but General Gu never mentioned the big head in his reply letter, obviously he didn't even want to mention it.

"Qin Sanlang, if my mother and I hadn't been killed back then, and I hadn't changed my soul to the end of the world because of Requiem Gu, would we have met earlier?"

Qin Lu gently stroked her long hair, narrowed his eyes, his eyes were a little dazed, as if he was imagining the scene of meeting his young daughter-in-law when he was a child.

"Maybe you won't pay attention to me." Qin Lu said softly: "I was thin and small back then, with a sallow and emaciated complexion. Compared with my big head now, I may be even uglier."

Although the big head is a little bit bitter, at least there is mother pain.

But when he was a child, having parents was like a child without parents.

If I can’t get enough to eat, I have to go to the river to wash clothes at a young age, and I have to go up the mountain to cut pigweed and chop firewood...

If I hadn't met a kind teacher, I wouldn't have been able to study.

When he was studying in the school, the master would quietly give him an egg every day. If it wasn't for the help from the master and the protection from his elder brother, it would be impossible for him to grow up well and grow so tall.

Thinking of my wife...

Sadness flashed in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)