amnesia princess

Chapter 89

What is Lan Ling doing here?
With doubts, Yu Xi and Su Su got up and came to the door, only to see Lan Ling, dressed in dazzling blue, flying in like a butterfly.

Indeed, it flew in, because Lan Ling hurried over as soon as she knew that Yu Xi had returned to the Prince's Mansion.

She has never given up on being an adult, so she has always sent someone to guard the Prince's Mansion. As soon as Yu Xi comes back, someone will tell her immediately.

In fact, Lan Ling didn't know about her elder brother until now, because Lan Zhen kept the news sealed up and didn't let too many people know, and this too many people refers to Su Su Lanling and the others.

Because this matter is really too big, no one thought that the eldest prince would do such a thing, especially Lan Ling is his younger sister, how can he bear this fact?
Although he knew it wouldn't be long before he could hide it, Lan Zhen just wanted to take care of everything and tell his sister.

"Why are you here?" When she saw Lan Ling, Su Su didn't have a good tone. In the past, Lan Ling always fought with her for things, and last time she made Sister Yu sad.

When Lan Ling saw Yu Xi, she immediately raised her eyebrows. After searching for so long, she finally found her.

Ignoring Su Su, Lan Ling went directly to Yu Xi, "I have something to tell you, come with me!" Said Lan Ling was going to hold Yu Xi's hand, but was blocked by Su Su.

"What are you doing? You want to take Sister Yu out to talk about something, can't you say it in front of us?"

Seeing Susu's domineering look, Lan Ling frowned slightly. This cousin who had been against her since childhood was still so arrogant.

"Princess, I'm looking for Liang Yuxi for something now. If you delay, I can't guarantee that your elder sister Yu will blame you!"

"What nonsense are you talking about? Why would sister Yu blame me? You want to say something to my sister Yu again, and you want to be angry with her, right?"

In Susu's eyes, as long as Lan Ling appeared in front of Sister Yu, Sister Yu would be in a particularly bad mood, so she had to protect Sister Yu well so that Lan Ling would not take Sister Yu away.

"you……"

"Okay, princess, may I ask what you want to say?" Yu Xi interrupted the quarrel between the two at the right time. If this goes on like this, who knows what will happen in the future!

Lan Ling glared at Susu, then turned her head to Yu Xi and said, "In short, it's about you. I just want to tell you something. You can listen to it or not."

It was so difficult to be a good person. She swore that she would never be a good person again. She was just making mistakes for herself, and they didn't believe her, which was too wronged.

Hearing this, Yu Xi frowned and thought about it. Originally, she thought that Lan Ling was here to mock her. Ye Yingxi once wanted to marry her because she didn't want Lan Ling because of her. She must be very proud, but seeing Lan Ling like that Very similar, what is she going to do?

"Sister, don't listen to her!" Susu pouted and gave Lan Ling a blank look, and said to Yu Xi.

Yu Xi thought for a while, then smiled at Su Su and said, "Don't worry, the princess won't eat me, I'll come as soon as I go!" After speaking, Yu Xi followed Lan Ling and walked out.

Susu stomped her feet angrily, turned around and went into the back room with a snort, if she waited until Sister Yu was bullied, she would definitely not let Lan Ling go.

Following Lan Ling to the garden, the sun was so dazzling that people couldn't even open their eyes. Yu Xi found a gazebo and sat down with Lan Ling face to face.

The wind is blowing quietly, occasionally a cool breeze flashes across the cheeks, and the hair is faintly blown. Inside the gazebo, there are all kinds of melons, fruits and refreshments. Yu Xi's eyes fall on other places, and Lan Ling is also slowly tasting Tea, it looks like two people are chatting and drinking tea.

But only they knew in their hearts that they didn't have any good feelings for each other. Yu Xi always thought that the person Lan Ling was going to marry was Ye Yingxi, while Lan Ling was jealous that Yu Xi could get such an outstanding man.

Women are always so narrow-minded, no matter how tolerant they are, once they encounter emotional matters, all women look the same, their minds become very small.

Outside the gazebo is a circle of flowers and plants, which are very small and cute. There are light blue flowers mixed in the tender green grass. Although it is not very attractive, it makes people feel very comfortable.

Occasionally, the fragrance of flowers will be brought into the noses of the two of them with the wind, and it won't go away.Lightly makes people especially like it!
"What exactly did you want from me?" Finally, when the cup of tea was about to bottom out, Yu Xi broke the calm.

Lan Ling pursed her lips and looked at Yu Xi. This woman's skin is really enviable. It's so good. Her princess' skin can't even compare to hers. It's a strange phenomenon.

"Why is your skin so good?" Lan Ling asked Yu Xi with a thoughtless sentence.

Blinking her eyes, Yu Xi looked at Lan Ling puzzled, "What did you say?" Could it be that she came out to ask this?
After realizing what kind of stupid question she asked, Lan Ling was a little embarrassed, but pretended to be okay: "It's nothing, I'm here to tell you that Ye Yingxi was in Haolan a few days ago!"

"I know!"

Hearing this, Lan Ling spit out the sip of tea that he just drank, looking at Yu Xi in surprise, Lan Ling asked in surprise, "How do you know?"

"What on earth are you going to say?" So what if she saw Ye Yingxi or not, anyway, she was no longer hers, what purpose did Lan Ling have, to ask her to talk to her about Ye Yingxi? Do you really want to piss her off?
Seeing Yu Xi's defensive eyes, Lan Ling felt a little uncomfortable, and said in a muffled voice: "Actually, he is here to give the betrothal gift, the one who will marry me is not him!"

Hearing this, Yu Xi was stunned immediately, if he didn't marry her, then why did Ye Yingxi come to Haolan Country?
"Does it have something to do with me? I have nothing to do with Ye Yingxi anymore!" The words were true, but Yu Xi didn't think so at all.

Ye Yingxi, she still minded when she heard it again. In fact, when she heard Lan Ling say that he would not marry Lan Ling just now, she felt relieved for a moment, as if her own things were still her own, and nothing belonged to others, but So what, the relationship between them has long been broken, even if he doesn't marry Lan Ling, he will still marry someone else, she has convinced herself to accept this fact,

No, it should be forced.

Because once she really believed in Ye Yingxi, she always felt that he could not deceive her and would always treat her well, but after hearing that time, she completely collapsed, and no one knew how she felt in her heart , Saying it out, is already very powerless.

"The person Yeyingxi loves is you, how can you say that it has nothing to do with you?" Lan Ling said angrily.

"Do you love me?" Yu Xi asked coldly with a self-deprecating tone.

If you love her, you won't get entangled with other women. If you love her, you won't stop looking for her all the time. If you love her, you won't cheat her.

Her child also died because of him, so in this life, she will not forgive his fault. A little life has been lost before it came. Although she has never been a mother, she loves her dearly. She loves that her baby cannot be born. .

A woman is born with motherhood, but she lost her baby and a chance to be a mother. All of this was given by that man. Hate is too superficial, love has no hope.

No one knows what kind of inner world she lives in, and she can't bear it and can't break out, so what kind of sadness should it be?
Seeing the expression on Yu Xi's face, Lan Ling suddenly felt that Yu Xi needed a lot of love and affection. She didn't understand why there was such a heartbroken expression on her face, "What's wrong with you? Ye Yingxi? Don't love you?"

After a pause, Lan Ling continued: "Since you disappeared, I saw him frantically looking for you, almost turning the capital upside down, and he changed into a different person, he was not polite to anyone, right People have lost a little emotion, as if they have suddenly become an emotionless person, do you know what he looks like now, you can't even imagine that he can't smile when he sees anyone, and he doesn't have any expressions, only indifference He doesn't like to talk too much, if I didn't force him to come this time, how could he come to offer the bride price!"

Such a person is really scary. Although Ye Yingxi was a little indifferent before, she has never used that feeling of fear of approaching, but this time, she really felt it.

"So what? I've already passed him!" So what if he found it, so what if he knew he was wrong?Can her baby come back?Can she go back and say she loves him with a smile, but accept him tenderly?

Everything is impossible, their cracks can no longer heal, the pain is so clear and deep, she will never forget it in this life.

Even for the sake of the baby, she would not forgive him.

His love is too superficial and too heavy, she can't bear it, she just wants a simple, ordinary relationship, but her experience is so complicated, from the initial trust in him to the uncertainty at this moment , she has no strength to argue.

Right and wrong, true and false, there is no expectation for everything, she loves him, and has always loved him, but she can't comfort her heart to forgive him.

Some mistakes, once made, cannot be saved.

"What on earth are you thinking, Ye Yingxi loves you so much, don't you want to go to him?" Originally, Yu Xi thought that she would be very excited when she heard the news about Ye Yingxi, but now it seems that she doesn't care at all , this made Lan Ling very upset, she was only running around for their happiness, thinking that she, the princess of Haolan Kingdom, would worry so much about other people's affairs in time!

Yu Xi enjoys the light wind blowing, it feels good to feel a little cool around her neck, but why is she not so happy in her heart?Shouldn't such weather be enjoyed, shouldn't one be in a good mood?Why do you feel anxious?
She said she didn't care, and forced herself not to care or to think about it every day, but once she heard the news that he still cared about her, his kindness would instantly erode her like a flood.

Brushing the hair off her cheeks, Yu Xi said softly: "If it's about Ye Yingxi, I'm sorry, I don't want to hear it anymore!"

His good and his bad are already far away from her, and I don't want to follow in his footsteps, because I feel that I can't catch up.

Lan Ling looked at Yu Xi angrily, "Why are you like this? You obviously love him, why do you pretend to let go of yourself? Do you think you will be happy? Judging by your expression, you are a living dead. What do you think? Isn't it good for two people to love each other? Why do you not care so much? "

If there is a man doing this for her, she will love him well and love each other for the rest of her life, but she is not qualified, because she was born in the royal family, so she is destined to marry someone she doesn't like, and after that, It's up to her.

She has always insisted on herself, because she knew where she was going, so she didn't fall in love easily. She originally wanted to marry Ye Yingxi, but she already had a lover, so she gave up, but now seeing Liang Yuxi didn't care so much, she was really angry in her heart.

Seeing Lan Ling's angry look, Yu Xi said, "Why do you care so much about me and Ye Yingxi? Don't you always hate me?"

When she was in Tianxiang Kingdom, she was very arrogant in front of her. The princess had a full posture and looked domineering.

Lan Ling smiled bitterly, "At the beginning, I fell in love with Ye Yingxi. I should choose such a man, regardless of his identity or other things. It's just that he chose you, so there is no room for me to step in. I, Lan Ling, am not I'm a kind person, but I'm not a vicious person either, since you left, I can feel Yeyingxi's pain, so I want to bring you back together again."

Yu Xi appreciates Lan Ling's straightforward words, she just likes to say something, although Lan Ling has a bit of a princess temper, she is not bad and she knows it.

"The relationship between us is no longer pure love or not. Some things, if you miss it, you miss it. There is no chance to redeem it, you know?"

Love is too complicated. She used to think that as long as she finds someone she likes, she can live a lifetime and live happily together forever, plainly, lovingly, but now, she is no longer that innocent and pure You Xi. Yes, there are too many things that need her to think about, besides, there is an unborn baby between them, which is the eternal pain in her heart, and it is impossible to heal.

How could she accept that person without any scruples?
No matter how much you love, there will be grudges.

"Princess, thank you for your help, but I don't need it anymore. If it's okay, I'll go back first!" After speaking, Yu Xi got up and was about to leave.

She was afraid, afraid that if Lan Ling continued to speak, she would be shaken and would want to find him, but she was afraid of seeing scenes that she didn't want to see, very scared, very scared.

Because of deep love, I am even more afraid!
"Are you really going to care about those so-called trivial things? Is your love so cowardly? You don't even have the courage to accept it. Why do you love?"

Lan Ling shouted loudly at Yu Xi's walking figure.

Yu Xi stopped walking...Finally stepped out!
Tears fell silently, it was because she was timid, she was cowardly, she dared not accept it, because she was afraid of getting hurt and hurting!

She tried very hard to forget everything about him, but why couldn't she always do it?

She misses him, misses him very much, wants to lean in his arms, tell him her grievances, wants to see his gentle eyes, misses him a lot...

But she was afraid, afraid of his cold and ruthless eyes, afraid of holding his hand, but she couldn't feel the feeling of his heart...

If it is possible, she really wants to go to his side and make him love him, but how long can his love last?
Don't dare to believe him, because she heard that betrayal with her own ears, what kind of sadness is that?
Gradually quickening her pace, Yu Xi hurriedly returned to her room, buried her head in the quilt, and cried loudly, but she didn't dare to make it too loud, because there were many people who cared about her outside, and she couldn't let them Worry.

But her heart was so sad, the uncontrollable pain made her breathless, her heart was particularly conflicted, she wanted to see him, wanted to know if he really loved her, but she didn't have the guts to meet her.

Is she really that timid?But wasn't she very bold before, she dared to do anything, she was not afraid of anything, as long as it was what she wanted to do, she would have no hesitation.

"Sister, sister, what are you doing?" Susu's knock on the door came from outside, with a hurried and worried tone.

Yu Xi wiped away her tears, looked at herself in the glasses, her eyes were still red, shook her head helplessly, and walked slowly to open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Susu stared at Yu Xi worriedly, and suddenly, as if she had discovered something, Susu said loudly: "Sister, did Lan Ling bully you? Why are your eyes red? Huh?" That damned princess dared to bully Sister Yu, she would not let her go.

Seeing Susu's injustice, Yu Xi smiled lightly, pinched Susu's little face and said, "It's not that she bullied me, don't blame her, it's just a little sand in it!"

No one would believe such a lame reason, and of course Susu would not believe it either. She stared displeasedly and said, "Sister, don't lie!"

Yu Xi smiled and nodded, "Of course I won't lie to you, I'm really fine, Susu don't worry!"

Susu looked at Yu Xi suspiciously for a long time, staring into her eyes until Yu Xi almost couldn't stand it anymore.

"Don't look, I'm really fine!"

Seeing that Yu Xi still refused to say anything, Su Su didn't ask any further questions, and said, "If Lan Ling bullies you, you must tell me!"

"Okay, I got it, you little girl, I'm not that easy to bully!"

Hearing this, Susu finally nodded her head in agreement, and suddenly thought of something, she immediately jumped up and said, "Sister, um... um, I know one thing, it seems to be some kind of rebellion... I don't know, I'm just I want to ask you to inquire together!"

As soon as Yu Xi heard it, she immediately had an idea in her mind. Could it be that the eldest prince still acted?
But why didn't Lan Zhen tell her?

"What do you know?" Yu Xi anxiously pulled Susu and asked.

Asked by Yu Xi, Susu shook her head, "I don't know very well, I just heard what someone said just now!"

"Susu, let's go to the palace immediately!"

Seeing Yu Xi's anxious tone, Susu agreed without saying a word, and the two went out together!

(End of this chapter)