amnesia princess

Chapter 97

It was still night, still without moonlight and stars, it was pitch black, just like her heart.

what to doIt was all just a misunderstanding, but Ye must know nothing about how she would face it, yet she hurt him so deeply.

When she was in pain, she could imagine that the night must be more painful.

That time when she saw him, facing his face that had lost its luster, and his eyes full of affection, she was able to reject him, and she could only blame her own ignorance and ignorance.

Why did she fail like that, she forgot all the things Ye did to her, she believed others so easily, but excluded the most trustworthy people from her heart, the misunderstanding was her own fault, the pain She is also reaping the consequences of herself, but she can't forgive her failure and let the most beloved person suffer so much.

It's been so long, and Ye has never given up looking for her. It can be seen how serious and responsible he is to himself. Only she, only her, a big fool and a big idiot, will always not believe him and don't go to see him Serious eyes.

why?They are clearly in love, but why she trusts others so easily and misunderstands Ye Ye.

Everything was just a mistake in her judgment, but what face does she have to face Ye now?

He vomited blood, and his illness was all caused by her. His pain was beyond her imagination. Because she knew how a person felt, she knew better that Ye couldn't find her own situation when she was unclear. Next, a person bears the pain silently.

The cold tears fell unscrupulously, but no matter what she did, it was useless, the damage had already been done, how could it be undone?

Impossible memories, impossible self-blame, what should she do?In addition to worrying about Ye's body, there is now another worry in my heart.

Tell Ye Shi the truth, can he forgive himself?Even if he forgave herself, how would she forgive herself?
With tears in her eyes, Yu Xi leaned on the table without closing her eyes. She felt sorry for what he had done alone, and felt sorry for him who alone endured the pain that should not belong to him. It was all her fault, her fault!
In the early morning, the fog was thick, and things could not be seen clearly from ten miles away. The weather outside was extremely cold, without a trace of heat.

Almost everyone in the inn was fast asleep, and Murong Ding got up very early to prepare a lot of exquisite and delicious breakfasts, just waiting for Yu Xi to wake up so that she would be full.

After waiting for a long time, almost everyone in the inn got up, and the mist was blown away by the sun, but Yu Xi's room door was still locked tightly, and there was no movement.

Murong Ding was a little impatient, and walked back and forth in the box, sending people to watch Yu Xi's door all the time, but after waiting for a long time, there was still no news, and he couldn't help but feel a little worried. Xi's room door.

He knocked on the door and said, "Sister, sister, wake up..."

But no matter how much Murong Ding called, there was no movement inside, and the silence made Murong Ding uneasy.

He slammed on the door again, but still no one answered, Murong Ding suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart, and the door was pushed open by him.

When I entered the door, there was no one there, only a note on the table.

Xiao Ding, I'm leaving, don't come to me, what you said last night let me know a lot, I don't blame you, because you don't know anything, but I blame myself, I don't believe him so much, I most The people I love, but I hurt them, these are the reasons why I can't forgive myself.

I don’t want to go with you, I know you care about me very much, and I also know that you are sincere to me, Xiao Ding, I have always regarded you as a younger brother, I hope you can listen to my sister once, don’t look for me, I will be safe, no Something happened, but now I want to be alone and think about my own affairs, so don't look for me.

With two simple sentences, Yu Xi just emphasized that Murong Ding should not look for her.

After reading the letter, Murong Ding frowned, feeling very uncomfortable in his heart, blaming him for harming her together with his sister, causing her to suffer so much, blaming himself for not being able to make her happy, and now, he has to tell her A fact, a fact that made her blame herself.

He, Murong Ding, was the number one prince in the world, and he never regretted what he had done, only this one thing, he regretted it.

To Liang Yuxi, he didn't know what his feelings were, he just wanted to see her smile, it was very simple, there was no love between men and women, there was a little brother and sister love, but this time he seemed to push her into a sad state. edge, let her suffer more pain.

He didn't understand what love was, he just thought it was a burden, but seeing Liang Yuxi like that, he was afraid, afraid of love, it could torture a person to such an extent.

There is no motivation to do anything, nothing can make her happy, and when she turns around, she will burst into tears. For him, Murong Ding, such a day is no different from a region.

Putting the letter in his hand away, Murong Ding quietly walked out of Yu Xi's room. She said not to look for her, so he would listen to her once, but if something happened to her, he would never let it go.

The fog had not completely dissipated, Yu Xi was walking on the road alone, the grass on both sides was covered with dew.

Her black hair was wet with mist, she didn't care about the cold air, the icy cold wind was blowing on her body, she just wanted to walk to him by herself, but she wanted to make sure whether he was bad or not.

The trees seemed to be sleeping, and the green leaves were well hidden. The scenery along the way was full of vigor, but Yu Xi was not in the mood to appreciate it at all.

Both hands seemed to be numb and unconscious, and the clothes on her body wrapped her smaller body, but there was no trace of heat. The moment she walked out of the inn, she felt the cold of early winter.

Recalling that Ye once said that in winter, they can leave the capital and go to the Royal Garden to escape the cold. Fishing together in the Royal Garden, enjoying the flowers, watching the sunset...

All the good memories returned to her mind, but it was a different emotion. She used to be full of longing, but now she was full of doubts, but now, she is more trusting.

It's a pity, if she didn't trust others, if she didn't misunderstand him, then they should be holding hands now, admiring the sunrise, maybe, their cute baby will sleep in the cradle, and they will stand by the side, tenderly looking at his baby.

So many fantasies, so many beauties, they were all easy to get, but they were all destroyed by her own hands.

How could she forgive herself?Ye must have thought about those beautiful things many times, but now, they can only miss and fantasize in different places.

It hurts, my heart really hurts, how can she be so bad?

A person who loved her so much, but was hurt so deeply by her, he didn't know where to start to make atonement.

Walking slowly, aimlessly, she firmly knew where she was going, even if she was hated, she would go to see him.

As a punishment for herself, she has to walk to the capital by herself, walk into the Yewang Mansion, walk to him, tell him everything, tell him that she was wrong, if she can't be forgiven, then she won't blame him, because She's already disqualified.

With only a few taels of silver on her body, she couldn't hold on at all, but she was not afraid at all, and she didn't have the heart to shrink back.

After walking for five days, she rested at the cheapest inn or a place where no one lived outside at night, eating coarse grains, and her clothes had already changed from clean to messy, but she didn't care about these things at all. The firmness on the face is the motivation to keep her going.

Tell myself every day, Ye, is waiting for her, Ye, needs her very much.

Although these are her own thoughts, only these words can support her to go on.

The journey was so hard, her feet were already torn and blistered, and every step she took was painful, but she couldn't back down at all, and gritted her teeth. She could only look ahead and tell herself that soon she would be You can see the person she thinks about day and night, the person who has done a lot for her, the person she loves the most in this life.

The thoughts in her mind became clearer and clearer, she loved him, she has always loved him very much, even when there was a misunderstanding, she couldn't stop herself from loving him.

She always wants to avoid some things, but some things, the more she avoids them, the more they will surface. Since knowing the truth, she has completely cleared her mind.

If he can accept her, then she will be with him regardless of everything, even if she abandons everything, she only wants him and loves him alone.

If he can't forgive her, then she will silently guard him, bless him all the time, look at him from afar, as long as he has a smile on his face.

In the past, she thought love was too complicated, and she was always deepening her feelings, but now she realized that their love has always been pure, and she was too bad to believe him.

Why do I fail so emotionally?Those who should be believed the most don't believe, but those who have conspiracies should be believed.

The pain in her feet became more and more serious, and the worst thing was that she caught a cold. In this early winter, after she had lived for so long, she actually caught a cold.

Since she was a child, she has never been sick. An Ye Youxi has always been an iron man, but she fell ill in this season.

Headache, runny nose, fever, everything seemed to happen suddenly, she was completely at a loss, because there had never been a precedent, so she didn't know what to do now.

Fortunately, she has already arrived in the capital, but it is still a day's journey to go to Yewangfu!

At night, I slept alone in the cheapest inn. I almost had no money on me. I pawned all my beloved earrings and lay on a hard bed, unable to fall asleep.

Coughing all the time, she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't speak, her head was hot and cold, and she didn't know what to do.

Silently, tears still fell, I really wanted someone to care about her and take care of her.

She had never been sick, she didn't know what to do with a headache, she didn't know what to do with a sore throat, tears of grievance fell drop by drop.

Falling asleep in the middle of the night, Yu Xi kept calling Ye Yingxi's name.

In a daze, she returned to the edge of the cliff, behind the military camp full of flowers.

I still remember that at that time they were snuggling together, his broad chest wrapped around the smaller her, and the inexplicable sense of security eroded her all the time.

Happiness is so simple. The ignorant little girl who didn't understand love was pulled into the river of love by his own hands. Since then, she can't extricate herself and can only sink deeper and deeper, but she doesn't regret it. Falling in love with that man is her dark night. The happiest thing in You Xi's life.

In a trance, she saw his gentle eyes, looked at herself kindly and said: "Yu'er, Yu'er..."

Then she smiled sweetly, hooked his neck, he naturally hugged himself, the gentle kiss gradually fell down, the gentle movement, the masculine breath, everything is so nostalgic.

Suddenly, Yu Xi opened her eyes and looked around. The worn-out furniture and the hard bed under her body made her feel uncomfortable all over, and the sunlight outside was particularly bright and dazzling.

Rubbing the aching forehead, it turned out that everything was her illusion, and she had been away from the night for so long, but she remembered clearly every movement and every look in his eyes.

"Dong dong dong - dong dong dong -" There was a hasty knock on the door, Yu Xi frowned and stepped forward to open the door, and saw Xiao Er's disgusting face.

"What's the matter?" Looking at the waiter impatiently, the environment of this store is so bad, and the service attitude of the waiter is also particularly bad.

The little girl glanced at Yu Xi disdainfully, and said in a blunt tone, "Twenty cents a piece, ugly girl, pay it quickly!"

Hearing this, Yu Xi glanced at him displeasedly, took out a delicate purse from her cuff, [-] Wen coins, counted it, Yu Xi only had [-] coins, hesitated for a while, then slowly raised her head and said : "I only have nineteen essays, can I..."

Before he finished speaking, the silver and the pouch in his hand had been taken away by the little boy, and he looked at the pouch with bright eyes and said, "I'll use this to pay for it!"

"No, I can't give you this purse!" It was given to her by Susu, at least it is worth dozens of taels of silver if pawned, and a penny is worth this purse, this little girl is really greedy.

Seeing Yu Xi's refusal, the little girl put on a straight face, and said fiercely, "I only gave you twenty cents a night because of your pity, so what's the point of taking your broken money bag now!" Xiao Er turned around and left.

Yu Xi was furious but helpless, she had no choice but to bow her head under the eaves, but she swore that she would definitely take this purse back, because it was given by Susu!

After going back to the house to pack up her things, Yu Xi left the dilapidated inn.

Walking on the road, her head was a little dizzy, and the blisters on her feet hurt her badly, but there was no way, she persisted for so long, as long as she persisted, she could reach the palace.

Because she was afraid that her appearance would attract perverts, Yu Xi had always dressed herself up as ugly, that's why the little girl called her an ugly girl just now!
Although she has some skills, in ancient times, there were many people who had skills. Her three-legged cat couldn't beat a few people at all. In this place, she could only hide herself.

Tianxiang Kingdom, she finally returned to the capital of Tianxiang Kingdom, this familiar place, this place full of memories.

I remember that I said in my heart that I would never come back, but now she is still back.

Because of one person, she left here, and because of that person, she set foot here again.

I don't know why, but when I walk here, I feel at home and have a familiar taste.

I like this feeling very much!
Although every step she took felt like stepping on a knife, although she was about to faint from the headache, even though she seemed to be about to fall at any moment, her heart did not allow herself to fall.

Victory is just ahead, how can she back down?

After walking with difficulty, people on the road would occasionally look at her sympathetically. It was really funny that she, An Ye Youxi, would end up like this one day.

But she doesn't regret it at all. The suffering she is suffering now is just the consequence of her own. It is because she is too willful, because she is too selfish, because she is too weak, and she doesn't know Ye's heart, and she doesn't believe in their love .

I really want what if, but there is no such thing as what if in this world, so she wants to make it up, no matter what the price is, she has to make it up.

No matter how difficult and tiring it was, nothing could stop her determination.

After walking for a whole morning, Yu Xi was already a little unsteady, but as she got closer to the Yewang Mansion, her heart became more and more excited, and she couldn't control her excitement.

Just because...he and she are going to meet each other.

She quickened her pace, ignoring the excruciating pain, she just wanted to hurry up, get to know his news sooner, his illness, is it healed?
It's been so long, it should be all right, but she is still worried, she can't feel at ease if she can't see whether he is good or bad with her own eyes.

The scenery along the way did not arouse her interest, even though she was so hungry, even though her cold was still not cured, nothing could stop her determination to go back to Yewang Mansion.

Working hard to support myself, that belief is very strong...

Finally, she finally arrived at the Yewang Mansion, looking at the big characters that were close at hand, she felt extremely excited and nostalgic.

Once, this was her home, the end of her and his happiness, but she left, left their happiness, their home, regretted it, her own was gone forever, but now she came back, bringing With all the confession, all the care, all the love back.

Ye, whether she accepts it or not, she doesn't care so much anymore, as long as he is healthy, as long as his smile, no matter what, she will make him become the Ye Yingxi before.

He is personable and extraordinary, with a noble temperament in every gesture of his hands and eyebrows.

It was not the slovenly Ye Yingxi who she saw last time without any dignity.

Just as he was about to go forward, he saw the door of the Yewang Mansion suddenly opened, and a few imperial physicians in imperial uniforms came out. Yu Xi's heart suddenly rose to his throat.

There is an imperial doctor here, what's going on?Ye's illness hasn't recovered yet, why did the imperial doctor appear here?
Worried about getting together all of a sudden, seeing the butler sending those imperial doctors away with a frowning face, Yu Xi hurriedly stepped forward, "Butler!"

Hearing this, the butler turned around and looked at Yu Xi, wondering, "Who are you?"

The housekeeper was a little puzzled, the voice sounded very familiar, but he didn't remember that he knew this woman!
It was only then that Yu Xi realized the attire on her face. Just as she was about to explain, she saw a woman walking out of the gate of the palace. She was dressed in plum red, her hair was shining with pearls, and she had a beautiful face.

Exquisite facial features, bright big eyes, alluring in Gu Panjian, without too many words, every movement of her is enough to attract the senses, and her bumpy figure is even more amazing.

Heart, suddenly lost a lot of excitement.

Why is she here, why is she smiling so brightly, isn't she sent away long ago?

Murong Ranqing, she actually appeared in the Yewang Mansion, what happened?

"Housekeeper, who is she?"

Still a gentle voice, the kind that makes people listen very comfortably, but now Yu Xi doesn't like this voice and this person at all. Murong Ran's feelings are really terrible, and she sighs to herself that her scheming is not as good.

Lowering her head, Yu Xi hurriedly turned around and left, but the housekeeper ignored her yelling at her.

If she came here to see Murong Ranqing, she would rather go in quietly and take a peek at Ye Ye.

Leaving in a hurry, the blisters on her feet were so painful that she burst into tears, feeling so helpless, she came here after all the hardships, but she was the one she saw, how should she face it?
She plotted to leave Ye, and kept misunderstanding, causing her and Ye to suffer separately. This kind of woman is so scary. When she left, she was the calmest and most well-behaved, but it was never expected that she was the calmest. , There is such a deep scheming.

Ask Murong Ding to pretend to be Ye's voice, and let her misunderstand that they are not connected. She is indeed very powerful, and she has caught a woman's weakness. She has succeeded in doing it. She killed her baby and separated her from Ye.

Suddenly, I felt resentment towards her. Her baby was lost because of her. Hate, hate that woman's cruelty!

Baby, mom is sorry for you, it's so useless, it caused you to leave!
Tears dripped down, and Yu Xi ran to a riverside where there was no one there, and fell to the ground, with her hair scattered on her shoulders.

My heart hurts so much!

That woman, who killed her baby and her love, even appeared in the palace, what is she going to do?
How is Ye's illness going? There is no answer to everything, and he is worried and helpless.

If she had shown her identity just now, that woman would have plotted against her like this, against Ye.

Yu Xi staggered to his feet, supported the tree by the river, and wiped away his tears.

Crying is a sign of weakness. She has already said that she will return to him desperately, and then wait for his answer. Whether to leave or stay, she wants him to speak in person.

How can you back down?

Murong Ranqing, this time, she will definitely not let her go, even if it is for the baby, she will have to pay the price, she loves Yeyingxi, she can love without dignity, but she will never be merciful to others, Especially the one who killed her baby.

The happier she smiled, the more she hated her. All the pain was given by her. The person she once thought was a good person has now become her biggest enemy.

Baby, mother promises you, this revenge will definitely be avenged!
Silently speaking to her unborn baby in her heart, Yu Xi's eyes were full of pain and hatred.

She is not born to be soft-hearted, that damned Murong Ranqing, she must know that the consequences of plotting against her are not something she can bear.

(End of this chapter)