League of Legends: Arrow of Champions

Chapter 152 [152] Like a person drinking water

After a little hesitation, Lin Xuan picked up the phone, connected the phone, and said "Hello" softly, then heard Xu Qingru's soft voice as always, and said, "Lin Xuan, have you returned to Yicheng?"

Lin Xuan smiled and said, "It's one o'clock at noon. After eating, I played two games with Qianqian. I just turned off the computer."

Xu Qingru gave a soft "hmm", it sounded a little more joyful.

Lin Xuan was silent. In fact, when the phone rang, he already guessed that Xu Qingru was probably watching the live broadcast, so the phone rang right after the live broadcast ended. In this case, it was obviously an attitude to ask him if he was in Yicheng. temptation.

Emotional matters are like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.

Since the campus confession incident before the college entrance examination, Lin Xuan has been trying hard to end the ambiguous relationship between the two of them in a way that will not hurt her. After the reunion that night, Lin Xuan and Xu Qingru only met each other. Two sides, the first time was a chance meeting in Yulong Square that night, and the second time was the final of the city's Internet cafe league, and she went to watch the game live.

There is a saying that people who like you have time all the time, and those who don't like you are always busy.

This is a very clear signal.

Women's minds are inherently more delicate than men's. Xu Qingru is an extremely smart girl. Some classmates and girlfriends may think that Lin Xuan is always busy, first with the Internet cafe league, then with travel, and with his sister to live broadcast... ...But Xu Qingru, as the "water drinker", couldn't fail to notice the change in Lin Xuan's attitude.

Although when chatting with her, he would return as soon as he could, and his tone was the same as usual, but compared to before, it was obviously less enthusiastic and more peaceful.

This is not the attitude a boy in love should have.

She didn't ask anything, and even some dating hints that she "has time" and "relatively free" are very few, so that now, Lin Xuan clearly knows that she has noticed her thoughts, but it is difficult to guess her reaction.

Sad, lost, puzzled, ashamed, or something else?

Nothing could be noticed.

She has a good family background, a scholarly family, and she has been influenced by her ears and eyes. In addition, she also loves poetry and literature. She has a calm and elegant temperament at a young age. Get used to keeping your emotions introverted.

Whether it's like, sad, lost... no matter how turbulent the bottom of my heart is, there will still be a gentle and calm appearance on the surface.

This has been the case for a long time, not only others, but even she herself may sometimes not be able to understand her true feelings in time, just like she refused to confess her love a few months ago. There may be some other considerations in that refusal, such as the college entrance examination is approaching, I hope both parties can concentrate Prepare for the college entrance examination, and you can postpone it at other times.

However, the possibility that is closer to the truth is that she didn't realize her feelings for Lin Xuan at that time, not only the friendship between classmates, but also the affection between men and women.

Of course, Lin Xuan here is the one who treats her sincerely, from homework to hobbies, from the Book of Songs to Byron, from Su Dongpo to Tagore, from Nalan Rongruo to Shakespeare, from the sea to the universe, from ideals to life, from last night One dreamed of a party tonight... Lin Xuan who shared the same interests and talked about everything.

It's not Lin Xuan whose grades are so low that his father follows the embarrassment and indulges in games, skips class, falls in love, fights several times and squats into the police station to be disciplined.

Of course, Lin Xuan would not be too entangled in the philosophical issues of who is who and what. In the final analysis, it is just the same self growing differently in different environments.

Growing up in this environment, she and I can indeed be like-minded friends and even lovers, and maybe we can support each other in the future, and go through the ups and downs of a long life, but no matter what, no matter what the reason, my personality has changed Changes have taken place, this is an unchangeable fact, if you force it any further, it will only destroy everything in the past.

Knowing that there will be no good results, it is better to leave a good beginning, even if it is a pity, at least it will become a good memory that suddenly comes to mind sometime in the future.

I feel ashamed, but I don't regret it.

In the end, I don't blame her, and of course I don't blame myself. There is no reason for feelings, so what is right or wrong?If you really want to throw the pot away, then just hit the author on the head.

"You went out to play for so many days, how do you feel, are you tired?"

The joy in Xu Qingru's "hmm" just now obviously means that she has something on her mind in the past few days. She hopes that it is an illusion, but she is worried that it is not an illusion. The meticulous answer undoubtedly tilted the balance in her heart.

When you like someone, no matter what it does, you will feel that it likes you too.

How about the three major illusions in life, the person you like also likes you ranks first.

Sensing her soft voice, Lin Xuan, who was more and more joyful, suddenly felt a little sad. After all, everyone is humble in front of love. Doubt, also because of some inconspicuous things so happy that I can't sleep.

Anyone who really cares about feelings will have the experience of studying punctuation marks for half an hour.

He can completely understand this feeling, because he has personally experienced it, including the most painful days, and he will be shrouded in various negative emotions. Cornerstone, the person who gave you pain may also say: Thank you for helping me grow.

Or take a step back, no matter Jiang Yuqing, Xu Qingru or Jiang Qianyu, who hasn't made a few affectionate boys sad and doubt life?

When he used all kinds of nonsense to offset some emotions in his heart, Lin Xuan calmly spoke, and said with a smile: "It's a bit tired after playing for so many days, but it's okay, everything has recovered after playing two games... What about you? ?”

"I'm still looking at the application for the exam. I don't know what major to apply for. My parents want me to develop foreign languages, and I want to apply for Chinese. In fact, I am also quite interested in cultural and cultural museums. I am so entangled..."

Xu Qingru softly talked about some of her troubles, and then asked the real reason for the call: "How about you, have you decided how to apply for the exam?"

Lin Xuan wanted to wait for the college entrance examination out of euphemism, but she was obviously waiting for the college entrance examination out of reserve.

This is when everything is finally decided.

Lin Xuan sighed in his heart, and said with a smile, "Do you have time now? I haven't seen you for a few days."

"what?"

Xu Qingru was a little surprised by the sudden appointment, but she quickly said, "I... now, I seem to be fine..."

"Then come out, do you want to eat something, or something to drink?"

"all good."

"How about the dumpling restaurant near your house? I remember going there last time, and the taste and environment are pretty good."

"Okay, I can still run a little less, but I just want to trouble you to run a little farther."

"It's okay, I'll tell you when I get down there."

"Ah."

Lin Xuan hung up the phone, stood in a daze for two seconds, then let out a sigh of relief, intending to tell Jiang Qianyu that he was going out, but just as he opened the door, he saw her standing outside the door in a lake green dress. He didn't have any surprised expression when he came out, he just looked at him with those big bright eyes.

(End of this chapter)