League of Legends: Arrow of Champions

Chapter 312 [323] Better than anything else

After a long time, Lin Xuan stroked her silky and smooth long hair, smiled and said softly: "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Jiang Qianyu looked up at him, then lowered her head again, put her face in his arms, and said softly, "You... blame her?"

"I do not know either."

Lin Xuan naturally knew who the "she" in her mouth was. After a while, he let out a breath, "I remember I told you something last time, so I know it's not her fault..."

When he said this, he was stunned for a while, and then continued: "Although I have never been married, I can probably imagine what kind of suffering it would be to marry someone I don't love. ... She once tried to support the family alone, but at that time, she was just a girl who had never been out, so what did she know, let alone two burdens in the family?"

When his parents divorced, he was only five years old, and many memories have been blurred, but the shadows left at that time are nightmares that never go away, scolding, crying and even fighting, the tears on her face in the morning , and even occasional bruises...

At that time, the material conditions were relatively scarce, but when she was not married, she was also spoiled and spoiled by her family and grew up. It can’t be said that her fingers are not in the sun, but people in that era, even girls, who don’t go to school , Can you stay at home for five or six years and never work in the field?

She has gone to school, can read and write, and was a beautiful girl who broke through the threshold as a matchmaker and was praised by many elders in the nearby villages.

At that time, when talking about relatives, most of them were in nearby villages or our own village, which was close to home and convenient for returning to my mother’s home. However, my grandma did not give birth to a boy, so my grandfather adopted a boy from his brother’s house, so he was not treated by the elders in the family all his life.

Grandma was so angry with herself that she made up her mind to marry her daughter to a village far away from her unhappy life.

But I didn't expect that after picking and choosing, I finally chose this marriage.

The old man taught and educated people all his life, but he failed to teach his children well.

Lin Yi was drinking, gambling, and heavily in debt. Every day at home, she worried about how to make her son eat better and dress warmer.

Lin Xuan only remembered that at that time, she seemed to be changing ways of making food and clothing every day. Some rags were pieced together by her meticulously and skillfully, and they could also be turned into beautiful clothes, insoles, and socks until he When she graduated from elementary school, she still wore clothes, shoes and socks made by herself. They were not bought with money, but they were durable and fit beautifully.

With Lin Yi's temperament, she left, so naturally she wouldn't let the things she made stay at home, and lost most of them, but in the end, some of them were kept, because at that time, no matter how young Lin Xuan was, it was impossible for her to let the things she made stay at home. He was naked all day.

Poor and humble couples are sad.

A penny stumps the hero.

Lin Yi is naturally far from being a hero. In fact, in the previous life, before Lin Xuan's personality fully matured, the older Lin Xuan grew up, the worse his relationship with him was.

In the process of growing up, he gradually understood some things, and naturally hated this incompetent father more and more.

I don't hate him for not being able to give himself a good life.

I just hate him for forcing her away.

Of course he didn't want her to go, but she could save as much as she could at home, no matter how slow the money was spent, it would be less and less, so she, who had never been in the field, finally tried to learn to work in the field, Then, after busy farming, I took some money from my mother's family to start some small businesses.

Pancakes, noodles, chicken racks, steamed buns, ice cream...

That's all she can think of and do, push the cart and ask for directions, go around towns and villages, push melons and fruits with difficulty, and take him to the town when he is still a little boy, shyly and unfamiliarly. Walking around the streets selling...

Women are weak, but mothers are strong.

The little guy who often cried with a snot in his nose saw this sentence when he grew up, it was in an Internet cafe where he skipped class and played games.

When fighting, he always rushes to the front and beats the most hardest and suffers the most. He has never said a soft word or shed a tear. The gangs are in different situations, but they all cry like dogs in front of their dawdling partners.

After wiping away the tears, I decided to play professionally.

Don't ask for a personal appearance.

At least I can't live like a dog.

If there is a goodbye one day, if she hears the news about herself from someone and knows that her son is living like that, how sad will she be?

"What’s wrong with you?"

Realizing that her hair was wet, Xiao Nizi raised her head, she was a little nervous and flustered and wanted to get up, she stretched out her hand, but Lin Xuan blocked it again.

Lin Xuan hugged her again, put his face on her hair, to prevent her from seeing the tears on his face, sniffed his nose, and tried to make his voice clearer, "It's okay."

People can not escape from doing wrong?
People are not characters in a storybook, nor are they the pros and cons of a coin that can be seen at a glance. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. After all, people have to look forward.

It is impossible for Lin Xuan to tell Jiang Qianyu those things.

It was as if he didn't want her to know that he remembered her and recognized her.

Of course he doesn't blame her.

only……

That woman tried so hard to raise her son, and after the little money that woman worked so hard to save was stolen and gambled away, she held that old handkerchief that was opened and emptied so heartbroken, that woman The woman once knelt and begged and cried, how hopeless and helpless the child would be ruined if she stayed in this home...

These should no longer be known or remembered.

Including him and her.

He is fine now.

She is fine now too.

This is enough.

better than anything.

(End of this chapter)