I can't be stable in the full-time mage world

Chapter 89 The Sealed Memory
"What kind of problem is this?" Shen Ming didn't know what kind of medicine this guy was selling in the gourd.

"How can someone as smart as you not know that there must be someone behind this action? The reason why you don't want to kill him is because you are afraid that the people behind him will trouble you?" Zhan Kong looked at Shen Ming with a smile, as if I am happy that I guessed the truth.

"Wow! Big brother is indeed a big brother, he is really too smart, you guessed it all!" Shen Ming said with a very exaggerated expression, and couldn't help applauding.

"Thank you!" Zhan Kong also nodded very usefully, and made a gesture of pressing his palm, expressing that he wanted to keep a low profile.

"Then big brother, can we leave now?" Shen Ming really couldn't stand this guy, and now his only thought was to get out of this ghost place as soon as possible.Shen Ming couldn't guarantee whether there would be any rebels in this city.

Zhan Kong was right about one thing. The reason why Shen Ming didn't choose to do it directly at the beginning was because he didn't like trouble.This kind of meaningless fighting and meaningless troubles, why bother to make me feel so fussy?

After this incident, the military department will definitely rectify it by itself. This matter is a foregone conclusion, so why waste your magic energy!

Seeing Shen Ming who was about to turn around and leave, Zhan Kong gradually put away his smile, and his tone became serious: "Are you afraid of trouble from the military? Then why didn't you think about running away when you were facing the Black Vatican? I also know some people in the trial meeting, although Mo Fan has made great contributions, but your performance is even more eye-catching! That high-level shadow magician has an extraordinary status in the Black Vatican!"

"What do you want to say?" Shen Ming raised his eyebrows. He should have guessed that Zhan Kong would not be aimless, but he was a little surprised why he would ask such a question.

"Do you think escaping is useful? Those people in the military department are more persistent. Even if you escape this time, do you think you can make big things smaller and small things smaller? Since there was the first time, wouldn't there be a second time?" The rebels? A smart little guy like you can't ignore such a simple question!"

"Okay, I'm still a child! Are you thinking too much?" Shen Mingpi said with a smirk.

"The mysterious thunder mage in the Bo city disaster back then was you! Although I never want to admit that you are such a pervert, the aura you showed just now is very similar to that mysterious mage back then!" Zhan Kong Gradually becoming serious, he fixed his eyes on Shen Ming, hoping to get a positive answer.

He didn't make a move just now, and it was precisely because Shen Ming's aura just now aroused the memory in his mind.

"No! I don't have that strength, don't think too much! You think highly of me when you tear up a commander-level Wing Canglang with your hands!" Shen Ming waved his hand with a smile.

"How do you know that he killed that monster with bare hands! Don't tell me you just happened to see it. The place where I was fighting was far away from the ground, and I couldn't see clearly with the naked eye!" Zhan Kong held Shen Ming down and smiled. Said.

Shen Ming's body trembled involuntarily. A lie is always a lie, and if you are not careful, you may leak it.

"What happened, from when you were kidnapped by the Black Vatican to when you tore the wolf with your hands, what did you go through?"

Shen Ming slowly raised his head, looked at Zhan Kong's serious expression, and pulled away the other party's hand on his shoulder, his eyes became colder than ever before.

The disaster in Bo City was a nightmare for Shen Ming. He had been deceiving himself to try to forget all these years, and it happened that at this time, he was brought back memories.

"Do not ask!"

"Okay, I won't ask anymore!" Zhan Kong suddenly laughed, but there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, because he also saw the deeply buried sadness in Shen Ming's eyes.It also brought back his unbearable memories.

Zhan Kong couldn't imagine what kind of experiences such an optimistic guy like Shen Ming had, but reason told her that if she kept asking, Shen Ming might go berserk.

"However, brother. Since we have been called to you, I also want to remind you kindly. You are still young, and I don't want you to be like me. It's all the fault of cowardice in the final analysis!
I don't know what happened to you, but your strength and talent are beyond ridiculous!Blind scruples will only make you weaker and weaker!Waste your talent, and never have the chance to make up for the mistakes you made! "Zhan Kong looked at Shen Ming very sincerely and said.

Shen Ming didn't know why he was so angry now, his eyes were red, he stared at Zhan Kong, and grabbed the opponent's collar: "What qualifications do you have to say about me? Do you think you know me well? I I am willing to be depraved, I am willing to be mediocre, and I have offended you? Do not do to others what you do not want, don't you know?"

Zhan Kong looked at Shen Ming, whom he had never seen before, and couldn't help feeling a tinge of anger in his heart. He knocked off Shen Ming's hands that were holding onto him, and picked up the other party's collar.

"Shen Ming! Are you telling me that you are mediocre? If you are really willing to degenerate, why did you choose this path? You have been evading, and your so-called cautiousness is a coward's performance in my opinion! I don't Qualifications, I am also a coward! I have no hope, but you are different!"

A tear fell from the corner of Shen Ming's eyes, he didn't even know why he was crying, and a few simple words broke the line of defense in Shen Ming's heart.

"I think you are very similar to me, and there is something hidden in your heart! From the first time I saw you, I was curious why such a young child has the word deceit written in his eyes.

You know how happy I was when you defeated Mu Ningxue in the Mu family!I think you're starting to shine, and I don't know why I'm so happy!Maybe I hope that the person who shines is me!

If you give me a chance to do it all over again, even if there is no hope, I will fight for it!I don't care what people think of me?what about me?what to do to meSince you can't be mediocre, don't be so repulsive!Do you know how painful it is when you are completely mediocre one day? Zhan Kong slowly let go of his hand, looking at Shen Ming who was crying silently, the sadness in his eyes could no longer be hidden, he knew that the deceitful seal in this child's eyes had begun to loosen.

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Just when the gangsters were panicking, a beam of pure white light enveloped the entire warehouse, and time seemed to stand still.

Shen Ming, who collapsed on the ground, looked at everything in front of him, feeling like he was in a dream, looking at his sister who was spitting blood, his whole body completely collapsed.

"Brother, live well! Live well for me, you must be happy, and you must cherish yourself! My brother must be the best brother in the world!" Shen Ya opened her mouth hard, even though her mouth was already full of blood, but still He made a sound with his efforts.

"System, if I die, can I choose my brother?"

"I have waited until now for a person who has no blood relationship with you, and finally made such a choice! Are you willing?"

"But if there is no brother, how painful it is to live!"

"Host, you are the first person who has not received any gifts! At the last moment of your life, I will give you one last gift! From now on, you will be called Junjun!
Don't worry, this memory will never appear in his mind!Take it as me, moved by...you. "

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"sorry Sorry!"

"Who are you sorry for? According to your pissing nature, you are so sorry. I guess you owe hundreds of millions! No wonder you fainted suddenly. You are trying to earn me 200 yuan!" Kong looked helplessly at Shen Ming who was tightly grasping his thigh in his sleep.

Just when Zhan Kongsheng was about to hug Shen Ming up, he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his crotch.

"Ah! You bastard, I will beat you to death if my dick is useless!"

Due to the pain, Zhan Kong subconsciously kicked Shen Ming in the stomach.

Shen Ming, who had fallen into a coma, also woke up after rolling continuously!
Shen Ming stood up a little at a loss, rubbed his inexplicably painful lower abdomen, and Zhan Kong who was crying bitterly while covering his crotch in the distance.

"You bastard, what's the matter?" Shen Ming didn't understand what happened. The two of them almost started having sex just now, why this guy suddenly rolled on the spot covering his crotch.

"You shameless bastard, sneaking up on my dick, and pretending to be innocent!" Zhan Kong now has the intention to kill Shen Ming, this is the most vulnerable part of a man.

It took a while for Zhan Kong to recover.

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"You bastard, you're really shameless!" Zhan Kong's face turned from shame to anger.

"How would I know? I passed out just now?" Shen Ming said with some confusion.

"Well! You guy not only passed out, but also kept saying sorry after that! Either you owe someone hundreds of millions, or you are just sorry, which little girl. In general, you are a beast!" Zhan Kong said with a serious analysis.

"I'm sorry?" Shen Ming shook his head, he felt like he had a dream just now, but he couldn't remember the content of the dream.

"I'm sorry, is it useful? If my second child is crippled, do you think I can still talk to you so calmly?" Zhan Kong was annoyed, and Shen Ming rolled his eyes.

"Heh! Who made you angry at me just now?" Shen Ming also gave the other party an angry look.

"I did it for your own good! Aren't your actions contradictory? You want security, but you want security that can't be given to you. Didn't you take off your pants and fart?" Zhan Kong hated iron and steel Give Shen Ming a heavy slap on the back of the head.

"Maybe you're right, I'm really pushing my limits! I don't want to be an ordinary person, but I also want to have things that ordinary people don't have." Shen Ming sighed, who doesn't want to have a wonderful life, but Shen Ming There was always a voice in Ming's heart telling him that if he died, someone would be very sad.

Seeing Shen Ming like this, Zhan Kong also sighed.

"Boy, the most attractive part of life is that it has unlimited possibilities. No one can judge another person's right or wrong. The contradiction you are facing now is a contradiction that should not appear in you! But I feel that you are not It's not that you didn't make a good choice, it's just that you seem to be burdened with something."

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(End of this chapter)