box office poison

Chapter 66 chapter 65
The end of the filming of "Remnant Sword Jianghu" did not bring me a moment of peace in my life. On the contrary, the upcoming Golden Antelope Award and the soon-to-be wedding made me anxious.

There are a total of three actors nominated for the Golden Antelope Award for Best Actress in a TV Series: besides me, there is also the powerful actor Sun Pingping, and the idol actor He Jiaren who has been in the limelight recently.

Among them, the TV series "Marriage" starring Sun Pingping tells a story about women, marriage and family. It is extremely realistic and has a very high ratings among middle-aged and elderly audiences. For many years, the sense of drama is very strong.In view of the professionalism of the Golden Antelope Award, outsiders speculate that Sun Pingping is most likely to win the award.

The other He Jiaren starred in the very popular Xianxia TV series "Dream Fairy", which was adapted from a popular 3D online game. The popularity among gamers is very hot, and many otaku players have become obsessed with her, so He Jiaren's votes on the Internet are the highest among the three nominees.

As for me, my acting skills are not as good as Sun Pingping's, and my popularity is not as good as He Jiaren's. I was nominated entirely by luck, and I can be said to be the one with the least hope of winning.

Fortunately, I am optimistic by nature. When Linda was nagging, "It's better not to go to the list anyway." Such frustrated words, I comforted her instead: "Although the reality is cruel, but think about it from another angle." , My acting skills are better than He Jiaren, and I am more popular than Sun Pingping, maybe the judges gave me an average score."

"Average your height! You can't be tall, you can't be low, you are the last thing people consider when they vote!" Linda rolled her eyes at me, and then said, "But then again, It’s not bad to be shortlisted, after all, it’s the Golden Antelope Award, and others won’t have the chance to act in their lifetime, so it’s good if you have this chance to see it, as for the acceptance speech, just prepare it casually, after all, the chance of getting up is not great.”

Since Linda used such words to attack my acting skills and insult my personality, I decided to hand over such an important matter as writing the acceptance speech to her, and then I skipped work and went home by myself.

I haven't been back to my apartment for a long time since I got married.

At first, Sister Anna was busy preparing for my wedding with his son. She had to discuss every detail with me. Even the pattern of the tablecloth for the wedding, she prepared dozens of patterns for me to choose, which made my eyes dazzled. .Secondly, it’s embarrassing to say, the one in our family has been holding back for about three years, so the demand is very frequent, which makes it difficult for me to get out at night.

To sum up, when I think about going back to Shen's house now, I feel dizzy and my legs feel weak.Thousands of grass and mud horses in my heart ran wildly and shouted: Nima, seven days a week, even if there is no double rest, at least give a single rest! ! !You can't afford to hurt a child who sells himself without overtime wages! ! !

In such a mood of fleeing, I skipped work and went back to the apartment. Sadly, I found that not only did I not go home for a month, not only the yogurt in my refrigerator was seriously expired, but even the only two eggs left were rotten, and the rice cakes were even worse. It was as hard as a rock, not to mention the bag of bananas in the refrigerated drawer... What a tragedy, the only thing that survived was a pack of instant noodles.

Just when I was wondering whether to eat instant noodles or order takeaway, the doorbell rang, and the administrator downstairs sent me an international letter.

"Mrs. Shen, this letter arrived a month ago. Since you haven't come, I'll keep it for you."

I knew to the administrator downstairs that the world in which I was married was hopeless, so I accepted the letter embarrassingly, and quickly opened it.

The content of the letter made me ecstatic.

After Ah Zhe's accident, my mother died of illness. I spent all my family savings, but I still couldn't fill the bottomless pit of medical expenses.In the end, in order to treat Ah Zhe, I had to reluctantly sell the house we lived in at a low price in exchange for Ah Zhe's medical expenses.

Although I did this out of helplessness, over the years, I have always regretted the decision at that time. After all, the house has been with me since I was home. Although the members of this family have left me one by one under the ravages of the years, But every corner of that house is engraved with fond memories of our family of four being together.Therefore, I have been working and saving money all these years, and I have always wanted to buy this house back.

But a year ago, when I had saved enough money and decided to buy the house back, I found out that the buyer’s family had immigrated, and the property they left in China had not changed hands, which meant that I took the money, but I didn't know who to ask to buy the house back.

Fortunately, after nearly twists and turns, I found out the address of the owner, and wrote him a letter, explaining my situation, and hoped that he would agree to sell the house to me. This letter was sent for one year. There was no reply, just when I thought there was no hope, today, I received his reply.

The letter said that he was very sympathetic to what happened to me, and was willing to sell the house back to me, and left his nephew Xiao Wang's phone number in China for me to contact.

Can this not make me ecstatic?I was so happy that I went crazy, so I made a phone call to get in touch without thinking about eating. The other party was very nice and asked me when I would be free to come and see the house.

I was already wishing I could fly over, why would I want to wait, and immediately said, "Can I do it today?"

"Today?" The other party thought for a while, "Okay, then come over."

"Okay, I'll be right over!" After I finished speaking, I hurriedly changed my clothes and went out.

When I went downstairs to pick up the car, I met Shen Linqi who came to pick me up.

"Why go?" he asked.

I simply stated the matter to him.

He frowned. "Now?"

"That's right, I've already told the seller, he's waiting for me." I said eagerly.

"boarding."

"Are you going with me?" I was a little hesitant, after all, I hadn't discussed with him about buying the house back.

However, Mr. Shen's words dispelled my worries. He said, "I'll help you bargain."

I admit that Mr. Shen is definitely smarter than me when it comes to doing business.

So, I got into his car.

Things went much smoother than expected. Xiao Wang was very friendly. He not only introduced me to the current situation of the house, but also warmly invited us to go upstairs to have a look.

After many years, when I stepped into this room again, I felt a little bit like a lifetime away.

Xiao Wang told me that since his uncle had immigrated after buying the house, it hadn't undergone any decoration, but it hadn't been cleaned for several years, so it accumulated a little dust.

As he said, the house still maintains the original appearance when I left, from the sofa in the living room to her favorite dresser in my mother's room, every corner is so familiar, just like the one I have seen in my dreams all these years I saw exactly the same.The calendar on the wall was still on the page I was walking on, the clock stopped moving, everything seemed to be still in the past many years, I glanced at every familiar corner, my nose was sour, and tears fell down uncontrollably.

Xiao Wang probably saw my gaffe, found an excuse, and left temporarily.

As soon as he left, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

This is really the first time I shed tears like this, how many years have passed, how many years have I wanted to return to this home!If Ah Zhe hadn't had an accident back then, if my mother hadn't left me, if I still had the opportunity to be with my family, if everything had come true, how great would it be?
For so many years, I have wrapped my heart in a steel helmet and iron armor, accepted the pointing and pointing of the world calmly, did not care about the cynicism of the media, and smiled at the vicious words on the Internet, because I know that no family can tolerate my grievances , let me wantonly cry.

Today, I can finally cry happily!

Shen Lynch hugged me from behind.

I turned around and buried my face in his chest, tears fell like broken beads, everyone has a cowardly side, and only he can get my side.

"Cry if you want, and cry out all the things you haven't cried in these years." He patted my back gently with his hand.

"If you say that... I can't stop..." I said indistinctly while crying, I know that when I cry, I look terrible, with all the makeup, like a female ghost, but I really Can't help it!

Fuck the public image, fuck the pure girl, at this moment, I just want to cry loudly in my man's arms, crying out all my grievances.

Presumptuous, just this once.

In the next few days, with the assistance of Shen Linqi, I quickly bought the house back.

Looking at the property rights document with my name written on it, the big stone in my heart for many years finally fell. At the same time, the day of the Golden Antelope Award finally came.

Before the official start of the Golden Antelope Awards, major media are still speculating about the ownership of various awards. When discussing the award for the best actress in a TV series, most commentators are not optimistic about me. Some fans on the Internet who support He Jiaren are even more It was countless personal attacks on me.

I look at everything with a smile, the presumptuous ones have already been presumptuous, and now I have returned to the invincible Bai Suanran in the past, let all the slander come here, sister is not afraid of you!
With such a mentality, I calmly participated in the award ceremony of the Golden Antelope Award.

On the red carpet, female stars from all walks of life competed for beauty. Sun Pingping went all out this time, wearing a vacuum see-through dress, which can be said to be a milf, and she still has the charm of a young lady, stealing the shots of many female stars.There was also He Jiaren, who wore a white feather dress and had two chicken wings on the back... Wrong, they were white angel wings, so pure that the sun could penetrate them.

In addition, there are many female stars, deep V, high fork, perspective... In short, they have racked their brains to catch people's attention, and the flashing lights on the red carpet have never stopped from the beginning.

Looking at this posture, I said to Shen Linqi: "Why don't we go back, I'm wearing something to shame people..." I blame Mr. Shen, he didn't dislike the dresses prepared by the stylist before. The collar is too low, because he thinks the skirt is too short, and what's more, he thinks a cheongsam wraps too tightly on me!

Under his pickiness, the last thing left is a red one-shoulder dress. Except for the bright color, it is very ordinary no matter how you look at it. Tomorrow’s newspaper probably won’t even put my face on it. .

But Mr. Shen said confidently: "With me here, you will have a lot of pages tomorrow."

As much as I disdain him for his narcissistic behavior, I have to admit that he was right, and when we walked down the aisle, the flash went off like it was out of control.Especially when the host said: "The next ones to walk on the red carpet are Shen Linqi and Bai Suoran." Those reporters turned their cameras on us like crazy.

In the midst of these flashing lights, I couldn't help sighing: It's better for a woman to wear a good dress than to marry a good husband!
At a professional awards ceremony like the Golden Antelope Awards, the media who come to participate generally do not ask too low-level questions, but despite this, our marriage news was still asked several times.

"Where are you going to have your wedding?"

"Will the media be allowed to enter the wedding venue?"

"Both of you have Weibo, will the wedding be broadcast live on Weibo?"

Questions like these made me dizzy, and when the award ceremony started, I still couldn't react, so I pulled Shen Lynch's sleeve and asked, "Can I live broadcast the wedding on Weibo?"

"Okay, I'll ask Xiaohan to ask which operator offers the highest price."

Hello!Can you stop thinking about making money at this time?I silently scolded Mr. Shen in my heart: A profiteer!

Just when I was full of complaints, He Jiaren, who was sitting beside me, came over with a smile: "Sister, are you ready for your acceptance speech?"

You are my sister!I cursed bitterly in my heart, and responded with a smile: "The preparation is ready, but it probably won't be used."

He Jiaren was obviously satisfied with my answer, and said hypocritically: "Why do you say that, I think my sister has great hopes, but I am also ready, you know, my acceptance speech was written by my fans Well, my fans know me well!"

"Hehe, that's it." My smile froze a bit.

"Did my sister write her acceptance speech?"

"That's right." Actually, Linda gave me a piece of paper before she came here, telling me that if I win an award, I just need to read it. I haven't seen what's written in it yet.

"Sister, you are so talented!"

I've been so shocked that I can't speak...

Amidst the chatter of He Jiaren, the awards ceremony began.

Most of the judges of the Golden Antelope Award are important figures in the film and television industry and have high qualifications. It is not easy to be recognized by them. Frankly speaking, I don’t have much hope for the award. To be nominated is already a great affirmation for me, and there is no need to force others.

As the awards were presented one by one, He Jiaren finally stopped chattering. Although she was a bit outrageous, she was still a young actress after all, and she had a great desire to win awards.

Sun Pingping, who was sitting nearby, looked confident and full of posture.

I tugged at Shen Lynch's sleeve: "It's over in a while, let's go for supper, I want to eat grilled squid, spicy crayfish, duck neck, and..."

"Bai Suran."

I hear my name.

Startled, I looked around blankly under the spotlight.

"Ms. Bai Suoran, please come to the stage to accept the award." The host looked at me with a smile on his face.

I just reacted: I actually won an award!

Luck always comes unexpectedly. Just when I thought it was nothing to me to receive the award, it happened to be me who won the award.I stood up in the spotlight, Shen Lynch patted the back of my hand.

I feel like crying. If I knew it earlier, I would have prepared well. This look is too ugly.

Fortunately, Linda prepared the acceptance speech for me. I held it in the palm of my hand and walked up.

The award was presented to me by the gold medal film producer Dada. This person’s personality is as humorous as his name. He not only congratulated me on my double happiness and won the award as soon as I got married, but also wished me to come up to receive the award with my child at this time next year. .

I was taken aback by what he said, and finally it was my turn to deliver the acceptance speech. I opened the piece of paper Linda gave me, and saw that there was only one sentence on it.

Say whatever you want, it's not your turn anyway.

I am speechless.

Su Linda, please remember, I will be an artist for a day, and I will squeeze you for a day, and squeeze your labor power dry!Withholding your wages!Steal your year-end bonus!Woohoo, what should I say?

My eyes were erratic because of the panic. Seeing those people in the audience, some were envious, some were jealous, some were surprised, some ridiculed, some were disdainful, and my heart became more and more flustered. At this moment, I met Shen Lynch's eyes.

There seemed to be an inexplicable magical power in his eyes, which made me calm down in a panic.

I suddenly realized that there are so many people, even if they refuse to accept me, slander me, and look down on me, but I am the only one standing on this podium, when the spotlight hits me, what are these people?

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, raised my head, and smiled at everyone.

"Thank you to the Golden Antelope Award Organizing Committee for giving me this opportunity, so that I can stand on the podium at this moment. Many of you in the audience are seniors in the entertainment industry. I am flattered by your recognition, but I also know that I I am still a newcomer, and I am not very skilled in acting, so I am worthy of this award, so I prefer to regard this award as an encouragement to me. In the future, I will work hard to learn from my seniors and live up to everyone's expectations. "

After a few words, when I looked at Shen Lynch again, he nodded to me.

I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, I watched him continue and said: "In addition, I also want to thank a person. Over the years, no matter how the outside world judges me, no matter how capricious I am, how much trouble I make, he has always been with me. Never let go of my hand. It is his trust and support that made me stand here. Today I want to say to him, in the days to come, let me guard by your side and never leave. Husband ,I love you!"

Well, I wanted to say this sentence for a long time, and finally I chose to say it in such a high-profile way, as if he was like me when I proposed.

I think Jiang Sui and I have different views on love. Since we are in love, we should speak out loudly and tell the whole world that we love each other very much and live a very happy life.

Whether it is sunny or rainy tomorrow, lightning and thunder or a rainbow, you must continue to love firmly, hold hands together, and walk through every day of your life.

Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son.

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