Professor is a little sweet

Chapter 37 The Gentle Boy

Gao Yuan lit a cigarette, took a deep puff, and then exhaled slowly. The gray smoke circle formed a circle in the dim room, and then slowly spread out. He remembered that the first time he Smoking was actually taught by that person.

Smoking is harmful to health, everyone knows this, but no one can quit, just like his feelings for Huo Shang, just like his two uncles, they have become addicted and poisoned to the bone, how can they just quit It's over.Unless his heart and bones were dug out, he hadn't smoked for a long time. It's been a long time, and he didn't feel this kind of quiet night. He was so tired that he went numb, and then fell asleep.

In the dim room, there were only a few cigarette butts flickering on and off, exuding a pale yellow halo.

With a cigarette butt between his middle finger and index finger, Gao Yuan relaxed his body and leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, slowly lost in thought.

He didn't avoid Huo Shang on purpose, no one knows how he came here back then, after Huo Shang's sudden disappearance, after Liang Qi collapsed and committed suicide several times and was forced to go abroad, only Gao Yuan was left in this city Bearing that alone.

Unaware that he was determined to give up, he was still waiting at first, always thinking that that person would come back one day, remembering that he was still waiting here, he was unwilling to leave this city, even after so many years, he was unwilling to move, just because he was afraid of that person. He couldn't be found after the man came back.

But when he came back, he didn't come to look for him. If it wasn't for that encounter, if he hadn't returned to the hospital that night, would they have been separated in this way, and then they would have been safe for the rest of their lives.

The cigarette butt curled up and burned slowly into ashes. After a while, it burned Gao Yuan's slender fingers. Only then did Gao Yuan regain his senses, flicked the ashes that had almost burned out, and then took another sip , just put out the cigarette.

The clock was ticking, the night was so dark that there was not a single ray of light, only a round of cold moon faintly emitting light.

And those things that are buried in the depths of the memory and do not want to touch, like the tide caused by the full moon night, almost drown the high and far...

I don't know when the relationship between the two began to become ambiguous. Gao Yuanming knew that this was wrong and shouldn't be, but he still chose to remain silent.

Huo Shang took Gao Yuan's silence as a tacit consent, if Gao Yuan hadn't repeatedly emphasized that he was not allowed to break up with Liang Qi, Huo Shang would have wished to dump Liang Qi sooner.

Gao Yuan didn't understand why Huo Shang dated Liang Qi since he didn't like her.Huo Shang just smiled lightly, and only replied "Because of you." Because he wanted you to see me.

Gao Yuan blushed, the shame and anger completely covered up the insignificant guilt.

The relationship between the two seemed to improve in an instant. Everyone said that Huo Shang had started studying. After all, the college entrance examination was approaching. Maybe he also wanted to be admitted to a good university.Gao Yuan has been helping him with tutoring.

Only the fat man knew the reason, and whenever he saw the relationship between the two, he couldn't help but blush.

Huo Shang's background is there, and it is really not easy for Huo Shang to be admitted to the same university by himself.

This kind of simple busyness and stealthy pleasure makes people sink, sink, and even Liang Qi feels that the relationship between the two seems to change too fast for no reason.

While lamenting the friendship between the boys, he couldn't help but feel an inexplicable flustered feeling.

And this panic was completely broken shortly after.

Gao Yuan's little uncle is a beautiful young Xie Qian, as his name suggests, gentle and modest, two years older than Gao Yuan, and kept two grades because of his infirmity since he was a child, now he is studying in two different schools in Gao Yuan.He likes this uncle who is not much different in age.

When Gao Yuan received the news, he rushed all the way to the city hospital after the second investigation. The operation lasted more than ten hours.

Looking at the elder uncle Xie Yu with a cold face, the younger uncle had a good relationship with him since childhood, opened his mouth and called out "Uncle..."

Xie Yu was stunned for a moment, as if he had just noticed Gao Yuan, and reached out to rub Gao Yuan's soft short hair, "Go back, it's useless for you to keep it."

Gao Yuan didn't see any emotion in Xie Yu's eyes, no joy, no sadness, no hurt, no anger. For a moment, he thought that if the little uncle left just like that, then the person in front of him would also be the same. Will do something extreme.

After all, he didn't leave, and he didn't know how Huo Shang found him. He sat quietly on the chair next to him and didn't speak. Occasionally he would disappear for a while, but the time would not be long. When he came back, he would bring The smell of tobacco all over his body, Gao Yuan likes the faint smell of tobacco on this man.

It got closer, and after taking a deep breath, I felt at ease.

When Huo Shang got up again, Gao Yuan hesitated, got up anyway, and followed.Watching Huo Shang take a deep breath of cigarette in the stairwell, and then slowly exhale, creating circles of gray smoke rings.

"Give me a cigarette." With a hoarse voice, Gao Yuan stretched out his trembling hand.

Huo Shang frowned, grabbed Gao Yuan's hand, embraced the fragile him in his arms, and took a deep breath, as if he wanted to inhale the breath of Gao Yuan's body into his own lungs.

Gao Yuan didn't struggle and let him hold him. Huo Shang handed the cigarette he took a puff to Gao Yuan's lips. One sip, but couldn't breathe out, choked on one sip, and coughed continuously for a while.Huo Shang raised his hand and patted Gao Yuan's back, following his breath.

After a long time, Gao Yuan stopped coughing, but his eyes were red. He took the cigarette butt from Huo Shang's hand, picked up a step, and sat down, slamming every mouthful.

That night, they smoked half a pack of cigarettes in the corridor, leaving cigarette butts all over the floor.

Early the next morning, he saw a person, with red eyes from crying, begging his little uncle's attending doctor, calling for that person's father.

Gao Yuan had seen that person before, and that person was my uncle's best friend, named Xu Run, they had met before, but they were not familiar with him, and the other person was named Yin Lie, a classmate of my uncle's.

Later, Xie Qian became blind. Although the car accident did not kill him, it took away all the light from his little uncle.

Later, Gao Yuan overheard the conversation between the little uncle and Xu Run, and he realized that he had actually embarked on the same path as the two uncles.

"This is a dead-end alley that is doomed to have no way out. You can only keep your head forward, knowing that there is darkness ahead and light behind you, but you are reluctant to turn back, just because you think that after passing through this darkness, it will be you The sweet fruit you want, after all, is just because you don’t want to.”

He also heard his uncle advise that person not to follow the same path as him, because he was too tired, and his end would be bruises all over his body.

But what to do, he seemed to be unable to turn back.

(End of this chapter)