It turns out that the school god has a crush on me

Chapter 272 Zhi Zhi, I Come to See You

Surrounded by white walls, cold, so cold.

Xia Zhizhi was lying on the hospital bed, all he could feel was the coldness.

Outside the ward, there were parents arguing, probably because they were busy with work and had no time to take care of themselves.

"Zhizhi, mom is busy with work, so I'll come to see you another day. If you need anything, just ask a nurse, you know?"

"Zhizhi, Dad is busy with work"

Xia Zhizhi's lips curled up into a wry smile, he was so busy with work, he was obviously busy going home to take care of the young children.

She turned sideways and responded with a muffled voice.

The ward returned to silence, so quiet that one could hear a needle drop on the ground.

They are all qualified parents and have their own perfect families, but they are the only ones who are left behind, sacrificing themselves alone to fulfill their happiness.

With a "creak", the door of the ward was pushed open. Xia Zhizi looked over and saw a slender figure walking in. He called softly, "Zhizhi."

"Teacher Bian."

Bian Yixiu put down the porridge and set up a small table, "The hospital is already looking for a suitable heart source for you, don't worry, it will get better."

Xia Zhizhi nodded, like an obedient child, but her heart was like a mirror, and she knew better than anyone how difficult it was to wait for a suitable heart source.

Bian Yixiu took a small spoonful of porridge and fed it to Xia Zhizhi's mouth, "Drink some porridge."

Xia Zhizhi looked at him quietly, with clear eyebrows, dressed in white, making his demeanor look bookish.

Xia Zhizhi thought of the first time she saw him, she felt that he was suitable for wearing white, and how suitable it was for the sentence in the book that she often caressed about, the handsome young man is as gentle as jade.

So, when I saw him for the first time, I already fell in love with him.

Even when I got along with him as a student later, my heart never stopped throbbing.

He is really a gentle teacher, just like now, he is still taking care of himself as a teacher and elder, but sometimes, these tenderness are like a sharp knife poking at his heart.

Because, he has always regarded himself as a poor child who needs sympathy and care...

"teacher."

"Huh?" Bian Yixiu looked up at her, not knowing why.

Xia Zhizhi bit her lip, "Teacher, don't come here again, I have a nurse here."

Bian Yixiu's hand holding the spoon trembled, "What did you say?"

He seemed to suspect that he had heard wrong, and asked again.

Xia Zhizhi turned her face away, "I am really grateful for the teacher's care all the time, please don't come again when you can."

She said it word by word, and her heart ached. If she had to leave sooner or later, she should leave the one she cared about the most...

"The teacher is just a teacher, and my class teacher is not you. You are not a family member, so you have no obligation to appear here."

Sometimes, the break is straightforward, and when you really leave, you won't have too much reluctance...

It's like my own parents, knowing that one day I will leave, so they never stay by my side for more than half a minute, don't they.

Bian Yixiu stared deeply at Xia Zhizhi, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Xia Zhizhi turned her head away and stopped talking to him.

Bian Yixiu was afraid of irritating her, so he had no choice but to put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Don't think about it, have a good rest, I'll come see you tomorrow."

When Bian Yixiu walked out of the ward, Xia Zhizhi's face was already full of tears, she tightly covered her mouth, forcing herself not to cry.

Through the door and window, he caught a glimpse of the little girl crying quietly on the bed, his heart sank to the bottom, he clenched his fists tightly, telling himself not to care about the words, how desperate she was when she said it...

At night, the light at the door of the rescue room was turned on again, and Xia Zhizhi walked before the gate of hell again. When she was sent out again, the oxygen mask was so heavy that she couldn't breathe, and her vision was blurred. personal.

Listening to the voice, she remembered that it was Xu Future and Yang Xiaoling in the class.
The days in the hospital were too long and boring. There were only countless medicines and needles. She couldn't remember the days. Is the college entrance examination over?
Seeing Xu Future secretly wiping away tears, she suddenly thought of the girl who had a good relationship with Xu Future.

The girl with two dimples on her cheeks when she smiled, she clearly remembered that she was the first person she met when she first started school.

She really looks good when she smiles, the best looking person she's ever seen.

But it is such a good girl, but I didn't stand up and tell the truth when she was criticized several times.

In the ward, the sound of the instrument was beeping, Xia Zhizhi opened his eyes with difficulty, and caught a glimpse of Yixiu, who was leaning against the bed and fell asleep, because of the exhaustion of running around, some small stubble appeared on his chin, which was similar to the old The image of a handsome gentleman is almost gone.

Xia Zhizhi suddenly cried silently, why some people left without saying a word, while others couldn't be driven away.

In her whole life, many people have given her warmth, a bottle of water, a cup of milk tea, an umbrella, and a scarf...including the girl who has a beautiful smile.

But she never gave anything back.

Regret?
regret.

Xia Zhizhi felt that her life had come to an end, and the sound of the instrument began to beep rapidly...

She didn't know where the courage came from, she stood up with effort and raised her hand to unplug the crazily ringing instrument, and the ward became quiet in an instant.

The moonlight shone into the ward through the window, and everything around seemed so unreal.

It wasn't the first time she saw Bian Yixiu sleeping, but this time, it was probably the last time.

The boring life day after day, the trivial discussions I hear every day, I almost leave every time, but I come back here when I open my eyes, I don’t know whether to be lucky or sad...

But this time, she really couldn't hold on anymore.

She raised her hand to gently stroke Bian Yixiu's cheek, gently, not daring to use force, but the truth was that she had no extra strength left.

Bian Yixiu frowned, as if dreaming of something.

Xia Zhizhi's tears rolled down her cheeks, her breathing became more and more rapid, and she was almost out of breath. She greedily looked at the person beside the bed, not enough, not enough, and wanted to have more days.
She took off the oxygen mask with great effort, her fingers were trembling, she lowered her head, her cold lips gently kissed Yixiu's furrowed brow beside her, and tears dripped down on Yixiu's cheek...

In his sleep, Bian Yixiu fluttered his eyelashes uneasily.

Time passed bit by bit, Xia Zhizhi was lying on the bed, the sky gradually turned white, she closed her eyes, her consciousness gradually lost, this life is too tired.
Regrets that are too late to make up will be left in the next life.

early morning
The sun shines into the ward through the window, a doctor shakes his head and leaves with a sigh, the nurse covers the person on the bed with a white cloth
Along the corridor, people were coming and going, and a figure was sitting alone on a cold chair. His eyes were red, his throat was sore, and his tightly clenched fists seemed to be holding back something.

The figures are blurry, time goes by, decades pass by in the blink of an eye, and there is silence in the cemetery.

The garden keeper gently fanned his grandson and told him stories, "Here, every year on the day of the college entrance examination, there will be a man in black clothes."

"Grandpa, why is it the day of the college entrance examination?"

"Because the person he loves the most left him on the day of the college entrance examination."

"Grandpa, what is love?" the little boy asked ignorantly.

The old man smiled and patted the little boy's head, "Silly boy, you will understand later."

In the depths of the cemetery, a middle-aged man in black gently put down a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone. The girl in the photo on the tombstone still smiled and was forever frozen in that year.

Man's hand gently caresses the photo
"Zhizhi, I'll come and see you."

　All things happen for a reason.

　　In her previous life, Shi Qi and Xia Zhizhi didn't have a close friendship. Xia Zhizhi knew the truth of everything. She was the one who got caught up in the drama but chose to live outside it. Every choice she made formed her final result.

　　After Shi Qi was reborn, when he changed his life, he also indirectly affected the people around him, including Xia Zhizhi.

　　So Xia Zhizhi in this life made a completely different choice from the previous life.

　　In his previous life, Xu Qingzhi died under the revenge of Lian Qing, who had always harbored hatred for him. He unintentionally kept Shi Qi's diary for nearly seven years, and prevented the diary from being seen by everyone, protecting Shi Qi. dignity, and before he died, he was still clutching the diary that he was going to return to Shi Qi in his bosom.

　　That's why that diary appeared in the young Xu Qingzhi's hands, influencing his choice, and Shi Qi, who was reborn for the first time, unintentionally changed Xu Qingzhi's original life trajectory.

　　Sometimes, you never know that one of your choices and actions, while changing others, is also changing your original life trajectory.

　　(I'm afraid you don't understand, so explain it again)
　　
　
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