It turns out that the school god has a crush on me

Chapter 388 Live forever in my heart
After the marriage was settled, the two parties found a good day and had dinner together in a nearby restaurant. There was always a necessary ceremony.

Although he didn't know what they talked about at that time, Shi Qi felt that Si An had been successfully accepted by his parents.

While talking and laughing, she went out of the private room to go to the bathroom, and met an acquaintance.

"Shi Qi?"

"Squad leader?"

They are all high school classmates in the same city, so it is not unusual to meet Wen Congliang.

"What a coincidence, why are you here?"

Shi Qi smiled, "Si An and I are having dinner here." As she spoke, she raised her ring-wearing hand, "We're engaged."

Wen Congliang also sighed for the speed of the two after hearing this, but he was also happy for the two. It is really enviable that the two who didn't know how to like each other in high school can finally stay together for a long time.

"Congratulations, I will definitely be there when you get married."

The two exchanged pleasantries and talked about their studies.

"I heard you went to study medicine?" Shi Qi asked.

Wen Congliang nodded, "Yes, I'm ready for a traineeship, and I'm at the local hospital."

"It's really good, saving lives and helping the wounded," Shi Qi said, thinking of something not so good, she smiled.

Wen Congliang sighed, "Healing the wounded and saving lives. A few days ago, I went to the hospital where I was preparing for an internship to submit materials. I met Teacher Bian and Teacher Bian Yixiu. Do you remember?"

Shi Qi was stunned, "Teacher Bian?" In the hospital?

Wen Congliang nodded. When he was in high school, he knew that Xia Zhizhi was ill when he accidentally sorted out the medical examination information form, but he didn't expect that he would meet again a few years later, the scene he saw outside the ward.
"Qiqi?" Seeing that Shiqi had been in a daze, Si Yu called her twice, "What's the matter, have you been absent-minded since you went to the bathroom?"

"Did something happen?"

Shi Qi shook his head, "It's okay, let's eat first, we'll talk about it at night."

After eating, Shi's mother and others got into the car, Shi Qi said, "Brother, you go back first, Si An and I have something to do."

Song Yi looked at Si An, who was also puzzled, what's the matter?

"Okay, come back early."

After the car left, Shi Qi stopped it, "Master, please go to the general hospital in the suburbs."

Si An: "What's the matter, are you feeling unwell?"

"I met Wen Congliang just now. When he went to the hospital where he saw Shi a few days ago, he met Teacher Bian. After following him, he found out that Zhizhi was already in the hospital."

"The situation is not good."

Stephen paused, are you hospitalized?
So if you agreed to go on vacation together, you will miss the appointment.

He patted Shi Qi's shoulder lightly, "It's okay, go and have a look first."

It took nearly an hour to drive from the city center to the suburbs. Shi Qi suffered from motion sickness because he really couldn't help it, and he fell asleep along the way.

At that time, Si An helped Shi Qi get out of the car, and the two went straight to the inpatient department. After asking the service desk, they went to the ward.

Shi Qi stood outside the ward, looking in through the glass window on the door, Xia Zhizhi was leaning against the bed, looking at something, Bian Yixiu was sitting next to her.

Two people... seem to be talking and laughing
"Aren't you going in?" Si An asked.

"Tell me, are they really as happy as they are showing now?" Shi Qi murmured.

Si An held Shi Qi's hand tightly, "Maybe."

For some reason, Shi Qi's eyes suddenly became sour, and she got into Si An's arms and shed tears
But why, she felt that the two people were smiling.

Be sad, even the sadness must be restrained deliberately, because the fear of affecting the emotions of the cherished one.

Si An sighed slightly, took Shi Qi to sit down next to him, and said in a low voice, "If Xia Zhizhi sees you like this, I'm afraid it will be sad."

Only then did Shi Qi stop her tears, her eyes were flushed, she tightly clutched the clothes on Si An's chest, her tone trembling, "Will we be like this in the future?"

Why does it seem like nothing has changed even though things have changed.

Obviously Lian Qing transferred schools early, didn't she, obviously Pang Jing also left, didn't she, and obviously Zhizhi didn't die during the college entrance examination?
Obviously Xu Qingzhi has given up studying medicine, right? She has already been admitted to Peking University and is engaged to Si An
Why does it seem like everything has changed and is spinning around in place again.

Could it be that in the end, nothing can be changed?
Zhi Zhi will still die in the end, Teacher Bian will still grow old alone, he will still have a car accident, and Si An will still die.
Si An hugged Shi Qi tightly, "It's okay, it will be fine."

Perhaps, knowing the future direction is never a good thing.

In the dead of night, there was no one in the small garden downstairs of the hospital. Shi Qi, Si An, and Bian Yixiu walked towards the bench.

"It's him. It was quite a surprise when we met that day." Bian Yishou sighed.

After all, Shi Qi still asked, "Why didn't Zhizhi tell us when he was hospitalized?" Obviously the situation is not very good, isn't it, why is he still hiding it.

Bian Yixiu looked at Si An, then at Shi Qi, "Perhaps, she wants to live in your hearts forever."

"What?" Shi Qi was puzzled.

"As long as you don't see the other side of death, maybe you can live in your heart forever."

He is obviously a physics teacher, but the words he speaks are so profound that it is difficult to understand.

Shi Qi suddenly remembered that she once read a book that a person would die twice in a lifetime.

The first time, when life is literally lost, and the second time, when everyone accepts it, until everything about the person slowly starts to disappear until there is no trace left
In this world, there is no trace of this person anymore, that is the second time, the real death.

But Shi Qi didn't want to understand these great principles that he read from the book.

In the end, Bian Yixiu just persuaded, "Don't go to see her, she has her own persistence."

The Bian Yixiu in front of me slowly overlapped with the humorous teacher Bian in my memory, obviously it was the same face, the same expression, but Shi Qi just felt that it was different, everything was different up.

She clearly remembered that the teacher who was helpless with her own physics, that popular teacher, all those vivid things appeared in front of her eyes one by one
Even though they were only in their 30s, Shi Qi felt that Bian Yixiu, who appeared in front of her and Si An, was like an old lonely old man.

At an age when they don't understand anything, children often feel that adults are very powerful, as if they will never have anything to fear, and doctors are very powerful, they can save people from the brink of death
The teacher is also very good, understands many truths, and can teach excellent students one after another.
However, adults also have a fragile side. Facing the cruel facts that they are unwilling to face, they also want to escape, but they cannot escape.

Shi Qi will always remember that the night was not very good that day, the moon was completely covered by clouds.

But with the help of the dim light, she seemed to see, what she had seen in her dreams in the past, decades later, that Teacher Bian who had gone through hardships and still loved Xia Zhizhi deeply.

(End of this chapter)