Apocalyptic life from scratch

Chapter 109

Thinking of this, looking at the dejected expression on Kong Zhe's face, Xiaolei only felt a pang of distress in her heart.She grabbed Kong Zhe's hand anxiously, and stammered, "Brother Kong Zhe, I, I, even if you don't have a younger sister, you still have me, me, me..."

Xiaolei kept 'me' on the spot for a long time, but didn't know what to say.I can't help feeling a little flustered.Seeing Kong Zhe looking at her again, waiting for her next words, Xiaolei closed her eyes and decided to go all out.

"I, I like you!...Ah!"

After Xiaolei finished speaking, she came to her senses and screamed in surprise, her face flushed with embarrassment.

She was a little emotional just now, and she took advantage of the chaos to confess.

But at this time, the words have been spoken, and the words that are spoken are like splashed water, even if she wants to take it back, she can't take it back.He didn't care about being shy at the moment, but looked at Kong Zhe with some expectation.

Kong Zhe was stunned for a moment, thinking Xiaolei was comforting himself, so he smiled at her and said, "Thank you, Xiaolei, I like you very much too!"

"really?"

Xiaolei's eyes lit up, and she asked happily.

"of course."

Kong Zhe looked at the photo in his hand, and a smile gradually appeared on his mouth.

He had been wondering before that he seemed to have an instinctive concern for Xiaolei, even though he had to protect Xiaolei because she was Kong Zhe's job candidate, Kong Zhe still treated her too well.

If it was before, this was almost unimaginable for him.Kong Zhe has experienced three years of life in the last days, and he has developed the ability to survive, and at the same time he has developed a will of steel.

Logically speaking, a timid and innocent girl like Xiaolei is definitely the most unsuitable character for the end of the world, not one of them.Originally, Kong Zhe thought that if he met such a person, he would train her severely and force her to get rid of these problems.

However, he couldn't be cruel to Xiaolei at all.Don't talk about beating and scolding, I can't bear even a little reproach.This is also what has always puzzled Kong Zhe. He seems to be too kind to Xiaolei, and there is no reason for this kindness.

Is it because Xiaolei is pretty?

No, Kong Zhe didn't believe that he was the kind of person who would lose his principles just because of a girl's beauty.

Until now when he looked at this photo, he finally understood why he was so kind to Xiaolei.

Recalling the scene when I was young, on the road, in a place divided by the yellow isolation belt, my five-year-old sister in a floral dress was lying there quietly, surrounded by roaring police cars, and the crowd pointed at her. give pointers.

The owner of the car who caused the accident knelt in front of him and kept apologizing, while several women covered their faces and wept beside him.

At that time, I was still young, but I was deaf to the noise around me, I just stood outside the quarantine area blankly, calling my sister's name constantly.

In the past, when she heard her calling, she would always rush towards her like a little butterfly.But this time it won't happen, no matter how I call, the little girl remains motionless, just lying there quietly, as if she is dreaming a dream that will never wake up.

On that day, I lost my last relative, and my life has turned gray and white ever since.It was the color of ashes.

Mechanical study, mechanical work, and mechanical killing of monsters are like a walking dead.

Perhaps since that day ten years ago, his heart has been dead.

"Xiao Lei, when I saw you for the first time, I felt that there seemed to be something different about you that attracted me tightly."

Kong Zhe's voice was full of nostalgia and sighs.At that time, he didn't understand, thinking that it was the connection between Xiaolei and the Tarot cards that gave him this illusion, but now he knows that what is really different about Xiaolei from others is the color.

In the whole gray and white world, there is only a little color.

From the shape of the girl's face in the photo, if you observe carefully, you can find that it is somewhat similar to the current Xiaolei.

And not only do they look alike, even this kind and simple character seems to be carved out of the same mold.

Her appearance is like a color palette, pulling herself back from the gray and white world to the colorful world.

Perhaps, when he saw Xiao Lei for the first time in that staircase, Kong Zhe had already regarded her as his own sister in his heart.

The death of his sister has always been a regret for him.Now, he has transferred all the love he had for his younger sister to Xiaolei, that's why he treats her so well and takes care of her meticulously.

"Actually, when I was in that staircase, I had already made a secret decision in my heart. Once again, I had something to protect."

Kong Zhe looked at Xiaolei with tenderness in his eyes: "Xiaolei, I will always protect you and never let anyone hurt you."

Protect your pure goodness from being polluted by this turbid world.This is the last piece of pure land in Kong Zhe's heart.

Xiao Lei stared blankly at Kong Zhe, looking at his gentle eyes that could melt any woman, but suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and the smile on her face froze.

Xiaolei is not very smart, even she always thinks that she is a very stupid girl, her brain is always half a beat behind others.

But at this moment, Kong Zhe's words were interrupted and meaningless, but she understood them all at once.

But it was precisely because of this that she felt an unstoppable loss in her heart.

It turned out that I was just a substitute for his sister...

Xiaolei unconsciously pressed her hand to her left chest.There, right now, it's excruciatingly painful.

"Xiao Lei, what's wrong with you?"

After Kong Zhe finished speaking, he couldn't help being a little puzzled when he saw Xiaolei suddenly lowered her head and didn't speak.

"Who wants to be your sister!"

Kong Zhe couldn't help being stunned by the crying voice, and when he raised his head, Xiao Lei in front of him was already in tears.

Xiaolei has always felt that she is timid and cowardly, and I am afraid that she will never be able to express her feelings correctly.It's like she didn't expect that she would be so sad after hearing Kong Zhe's answer at this time.

From the apprehension and anticipation before the confession to the heartbreak now, the huge gap is simply not something she, a girl with a sensitive heart, can bear.

Tears flowed down her face, she didn't know what to do anymore.

Seeing Kong Zhe's stunned look in front of her, Xiaolei let out a mournful cry and ran towards the door.

Running all the way downstairs to the door, Xiaolei stood alone in this snow-covered space.At this moment, she forgot all her fears, and a strong emotion was constantly accumulating in her heart.

Xiaolei felt that if she didn't vent her anger, she might be burned the next moment.

So, almost out of her own instinct, Xiaolei put her hands around her mouth in the shape of a trumpet, took a deep breath, and shouted out with the loudest voice she could.

"Brother Kong Zhe - I like you! I don't want to be your sister - I like you..."

Xiaolei seemed to have forgotten everything around her at this moment, and just kept shouting.Behind him, Kong Zhe appeared at the door of the building, staring blankly at the thin figure not far away.

Hearing her hoarse voice, Kong Zhe couldn't help sighing.No matter how dull he is, it is impossible not to understand Xiaolei's meaning at this time.

Xiaolei is a very timid girl, which Kong Zhe has seen countless times before.And such a timid girl must have more determination than ordinary people if she wants to do what she is doing now.

Faced with such a girl's cries, Kong Zhe would be lying if he said he was not moved.But Xiaolei is still underage after all, and he has been tempered in the last days for three years. It can be said that his mental age is much more mature.In his heart, he has always regarded Xiaolei as his younger sister.

Kong Zhe couldn't tell how he felt now, he was a little happy and a little complicated.

There was a voice in his heart saying, accept it, such a good girl, where can you find another one?But at the same time, there was another voice reminding him that now that the end of the world is at hand, there is no time to talk about love.All she can think about is how to improve her strength, how to get more benefits, can such a self really give her happiness?

Xiaolei yelled for about 5 minutes before finally stopping. Her voice was already hoarse, and her face was flushed from being too excited.But she didn't care about these things, and turned her head to look at Kong Zhe with a sad face.

He didn't speak, just stared at him blankly.

"Um, Xiaolei, I admit that your words make me very happy, but..."

Facing Xiaolei's staring gaze, Kong Zhe couldn't help stroking his forehead, and pointed behind Xiaolei helplessly.

Xiaolei was ready to go all out at this time, although it was definitely not her style to yell out that embarrassing thing so loudly just now, but I have to say that after yelling out, Xiaolei unexpectedly felt much more relaxed.

Hearing Kong Zhe's words at this time, Xiaolei sniffed and pouted her mouth, her voice had a strong nasal tone: "Why..."

Then subconsciously turned his head and glanced back.

"what!"

Xiaolei was startled by the scene behind her.

At this time, not far from her, in the snow, in the shadows, behind the cracks in the rocks, all kinds of monsters began to show their heads, one, two, three... at least hundreds of monsters had already gathered her side.

These monsters bared their teeth one after another, making grunting noises, and walked towards her step by step, constantly shrinking the encirclement.

Only then did Xiaolei remember that this is the end of the world!I actually forgot this just now, and I still yelled so loudly, can I not call the monster?

Looking at the infiltrating scene in front of her, Xiaolei could only feel her whole body trembling.Subconsciously, he wanted to run to Kong Zhe.

But before she had time to move, a demon wolf couldn't bear it first, and rushed towards her with a bang.

"what!"

Facing the huge scarlet mouth rushing towards her face, Xiaolei felt a burst of despair in her heart, and she closed her eyes subconsciously.

(End of this chapter)