Apocalyptic life from scratch

Chapter 552 The Meaning of White Hair

"Do you know the meaning of these white hairs?"

"meaning?"

"Whenever I go through a time reset, one of my hairs turns gray..."

Kong Zhe's eyes widened suddenly.

Xue Feifei had told him before that today was her 2000th rebirth, but...if the information she said now is true, the amount of those hairs, although I can't count them at a glance, will definitely exceed [-] Bar……

"You... how many times have you been reborn?"

Kong Zhe couldn't help asking this question.

"The previous two thousand times were a lie to you. The number of days I was really reborn is..."

Xue Feifei lowered her head, but her voice exploded in Kong Zhe's ears like thunder.

"...Fifty-three thousand six hundred and one."

"Five... fifty thousand?"

Kong Zhe's pupils dilated suddenly, and the two thousand times he said before was enough to surprise him.Not to mention fifty thousand, he really couldn't imagine that a person could be reborn so many times without collapsing.

"Then, what you said before, the instrument production that is going on every day..."

"That's a lie to you too... In fact, that kind of thing has been lost for more than 2000 days, and I haven't touched it since then..."

Xue Feifei has no scruples now and has told all the truth to Kong Zhe.

"How...but why?"

Kong Zhe couldn't help taking a step back, he didn't understand why Xue Feifei would make such a choice.

"Didn't you say that the progress has reached more than 60.00% before? After such a long time, if you practice hard, it is not impossible to complete it? Why don't you continue? Did you give up and escape? "

"Yes!"

Xue Feifei suddenly yelled, causing Kong Zhe's voice to stop abruptly.

"Do you think I don't want to escape? The so-called 60.00% is also lying to you. In fact, in more than 600 days, the progress has reached 90.00% or more..."

"Ah? Isn't that about to succeed? Why..."

"Because it's impossible!"

Xue Feifei shouted excitedly.

"This road has been a dead end from the very beginning! Even if 90.00% of it is completed, the last two percent is much more difficult than all the previous ones combined. The limit time for making an instrument is simply far away. More than a day's..."

"what!"

Now Kong Zhe was completely stunned, and he did not expect such a cruel result.

"The reason why I gave up is because there is no way to escape!"

Xue Feifei seemed to be discouraged all of a sudden, her whole body became weak, and even her arms drooped limply: "I have accepted this fact for more than 2000 days."

"call……"

She let out a long breath, and suddenly raised her head and looked straight at Kong Zhe, her eyes full of complex expressions: "Originally, the moment I learned the truth, I was already desperate, and I planned to let myself fend for myself like this Forget it. But you know what keeps me going?"

Xue Feifei stared at Kong Zhe, her eyes turned red: "It's you, it's because of my nostalgia for you that I can temporarily forget these things. It makes me feel that I am alive... [-] days, Fifty-three thousand days and nights, I have been watching you every day, and you are the only one left in my eyes... But why? You refuse to leave me even a complete day?"

As Xue Feifei spoke, tears were already dripping down her face. She sat limply on the ground, holding on to the bench next to her, with a sad tone.

"Why... you always look at that girl, no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, you only see her shadow... why, only I remember these things... like this, it's too How cunning..."

Kong Zhezheng stayed where he was, and didn't know what to say for a while. He couldn't imagine that Xue Feifei had spent more than 5 times in such a time like today!
What kind of feelings does she have for herself?Fifty thousand days, a huge number, converted to nearly 140 years, such a long time is enough to change a lot of things, how deep is the emotion accumulated after going through [-] days.Kong Zhe couldn't imagine it, because for him, it was only today.

Shaking his head, Kong Zhe hastily walked over to persuade him: "We'll... talk about this matter later, but there are more important things right now? You can't really just give up like this, right? Even if the road to making instruments doesn't work , then there is always another way, if you try more, you can always..."

"Stop chattering!"

Xue Feifei interrupted Kong Zhe: "How could there be another way? You can understand it just by thinking about it. The time cage is really created, but the rules between heaven and earth! How can such a thing have a loophole for you to take advantage of?" ?”

"This... But nothing is absolute! If even you give up, there is really no hope..."

Kong Zhe was still trying to persuade him.It is true that what Xue Feifei said made sense, but he always felt that things shouldn't just come to an end like this.Somewhere, there must be some way that they haven't noticed...

"Well...forget it..."

Xue Feifei's voice suddenly became quieter, and she silently stood up from the ground.Kong Zhe saw that her eyes had become dull at this moment.It was a look that was close to despair.

"I am a person who was abandoned by the world. Now, even you have rejected me... I don't have any need to persevere... Hehe, anyway, people like me should shrink in a dark corner, alone, etc. die……"

"Hey, what are you talking about..."

"Hehe... don't worry, I won't go to you again from tomorrow, I won't bother you again, and you won't have memories about today, so you don't have to worry about my affairs anymore It's... isn't it good..."

In this way, Xue Feifei kept a pale smile and walked back step by step like a walking corpse.

Looking at her back, Kong Zhe frowned.

Now her state is too dangerous, and more importantly, Xue Feifei is the one who travels through time, all the initiative is in her hands, even if outsiders want to do something for her, it will be very difficult.

Xue Feifei returned home, ignored everything else, locked herself in the laboratory, and locked the door with an electronic lock.

After completely sealing herself inside, Xue Feifei retreated weakly into the small space under the table, leaned there with her hands on her knees, and waited for the passage of time.

But not long after, she suddenly raised her head.

"What are you doing here... who let you in?"

"Nothing. I let me in myself."

Not far from the table where Xue Feifei was, Kong Zhe's figure had appeared in the room at some point, and he was groping around on her workbench as if he had entered the realm of no one.

Xue Feifei couldn't help frowning: "What do you want to do? Don't mess with my things..."

Hearing this, Kong Zhe paused for a moment, then turned around and walked quickly to the desk, squatting down and looking at Xue Feifei inside.Such a short distance immediately startled Xue Feifei.

"What, what?"

"Hey, listen to me carefully, calm down and think about it, there must be a way, you don't give up, you must go and explain your things to me tomorrow, tell me everything, don't hide any more, I promise, no matter what I'll help you no matter what."

"Well……"

Such warm words made Xue Feifei's eyes turn red unconsciously, but she immediately closed her eyes, suppressing the tears that were about to well up, and soon regained that cold look.

"I also said that there is no way to leave at all, and I don't need your help anymore. I won't go to you again. Your little girlfriend is still waiting for you at home, and has been consuming me here Is it okay? If you know, leave immediately, don't think that you can do whatever you want just because I said I like you, now I don't want to talk to you, I just want you to leave, hmph, out of sight, out of mind."

Kong Zhe stared at her steadfastly until a moment later.

"Is that so..."

Kong Zhe finally stood up from the ground, but he did not leave, but continued to rummage in the room as he had just done.

"Then I can't leave anymore, before I find a way to save you..."

"you!"

Xue Feifei was a little anxious, but then snorted, looked at the clock on the wall, and said with a sneer: "It doesn't matter, anyway, you will disappear here in less than four hours and lose all your memories. I will give you another chance to let you know about me. You only have four hours here, so do whatever you want..."

Kong Zhe ignored her, but frowned and stared at the pile of sundries on the table.

To be honest, although he has been encouraging Xue Feifei, he must be able to find other ways or something, but it really makes him think that he has no clue now.It's a pity that he doesn't understand these things, and he can only help on a spiritual level, and it is actually Xue Feifei who can find a way to escape.

Helplessly, she now looks like a refrain from oil and salt, which shows that she has given up.It's useless to try to persuade her, you can only rely on yourself, time is limited, and you don't need to escape immediately today, even if you can come up with a plan with a slight possibility before the end, as long as it can make her recover a little Faith, then there is still a chance for everything.

Now if he wants to tell him where to start, then he can only think of this room. Since this is the place where everything starts, there will always be some differences, but there are too many sundries in this room, Kong Zhe After searching for a long time, I finally settled on the unfinished instrument and a thick notebook on the table.

Needless to say, this instrument is very likely to be the beginning of all this manufacturing, and this notebook almost records Xue Feifei's entire process of manufacturing it.If there is a place to find a breakthrough, it is likely to be in these two things.

Kong Zhe simply sat on the chair, opened the notes and read them.

(End of this chapter)