The silly concubine said: close the door and let the prince go

Chapter 183 Father's Letter

The light rain outside the window, like capillary water droplets gradually wet the vermilion lacquered window sill.

Jun Zefan stared out of the window for a long time, his face was a little pale, he sighed, and said: "Yunhai, grind the ink for me."

"Your Majesty, your body has not yet recovered, and you have already reviewed the memorial for a day..." Yun Hai stood aside and said worriedly, "Your Majesty, you should rest. It is not too late to write anything tomorrow."

Jun Zefan shook his head, picked up the brush in his hand, "It will be too late tomorrow, let's grind the ink."

After finishing speaking, Eunuch Yunhai stepped forward to grind the ink with a slightly worried look, and the shadow of the pen holder in Jun Zefan's hand was gradually elongated by the bright candlelight on the table.

"Living in this world will always come to an end, Yanyan may be gone when you read this letter.

But I don't want my departure to bring you more pain and hatred, so I want to tell you everything about me.

When I was young and vigorous, I had a strong desire for the throne. It can be said that I have paid a lot for the throne. Unfortunately, the late emperor obeyed the destiny and bestowed the title of crown prince on your thirteenth uncle.

I was very angry, and in order to win the throne, I started to do whatever it takes. Impulsively, I colluded with the famous big faction in the Jianghu at that time, the Yanyan Palace, and your mother was the daughter of the owner of the Yanyan Palace at that time.

Your mother is very beautiful, and there is no shortage of men's pursuits around her. Being able to be seen by your mother is a blessing I have cultivated in eight lifetimes.

Soon, we fell in love with each other, and I married your mother as my wife. Since then, your grandfather has been more active in helping me ascend the throne.

I still remember that it was a restless rainy night, I decided to plot a rebellion, I and your mother led troops into the palace to force the late emperor to abdicate, and tampered with the edict, in order to avoid future troubles, I also exiled your thirteenth emperor uncle to the frontier.

I finally won the throne, thanks to your mother. I want to grow old together with your mother, and I want to restructure the harem so that only your mother can sit alone.

But in the government at that time, it was Weiyue's own father who held the most important military power, and the ideas I put forward had to be approved by him before they could be implemented.

Obviously, I'm just an emperor in name only, not only can't I give you the position of Empress Empress, but I'm also forced to marry Weiyue as empress.

Even so, my feelings for your mother are still the same. I dote on your mother alone in the huge harem, and this can be regarded as my compensation for your mother.

But I never expected that Weiyue desires a lot, and her heart is also very vicious.

She was jealous that your mother was pregnant with you, so she began to deal with your mother by all means, trying to get rid of your mother.

I know everything she did to your mother, but I can't help your mother, because I have no right, and I have to get Weiyue's father's permission to add potted flowers in the palace, so in the end, because of Because of your mother's status, Weiyue can only drive your mother out of the palace.

Your grandfather couldn't see your mother being bullied, so he openly opposed the court, and was accidentally killed by Weiyue's biological father, almost destroying the palace. It was also at that time that your grandfather unfortunately left your mother.

Since then, Yanyan Palace has retreated into the world.

At the same time, your mother and you also lost news.

Later, my wings gradually became full, and I was able to overthrow some evil officials in the court. I planned to wait until the day when Weiyue's own father was overthrown, and take your mother and you back.

Afterwards, I began to secretly inquire about you and your mother.

But your mother seemed to hate me, she took you and disappeared for many years, and I couldn't find a trace of you or your mother.

Until your appearance five years ago, I never imagined that you would be so similar to your mother.

I never thought that you would appear to open a duck restaurant in the capital.

Later, I learned that the current Yanyan Palace is no longer what it used to be, and your mother left you when you were not old enough, and you were forced to come to find my father in order to support the entire Yanyan Palace.

I am very happy and touched.

I know that you have hatred for what I did to your mother back then, and I also feel guilty in my heart. Your appearance gave me a chance to make up for my mistakes.

I cherish you very much, as long as I can do what you say, I will satisfy you.

It's a pity that I still let Weiyue find you, and this incident even alarmed Weiyue's relatives. They felt that your existence was a threat, so they decided to get rid of you. After that, you were forcibly entered into the palace and drowned.

I was standing on the shore watching you struggling in the water, and my heart was in pain like a knife, but I couldn't do anything but just watch.

After that incident, I was afraid that you would be hurt again because of me, so I became more cautious, and I also knew that you hated me even more after drowning..."

　To be continued, there will be another update in the morning.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)