Reborn future almighty waste material

Chapter 49 Unwelcome (1)
When She Huo, dressed in black, entered the gold class, everyone stopped what they were doing.Those who played the game stopped playing, those who were wearing makeup did not change, even those who were talking stopped discussing, and turned to look at the man in black at the door.Their eyes are full of playfulness, disgust, and strangeness and complexity.Under such gaze, I believe that as long as she is a normal person, she will feel slightly nervous or uncomfortable, but unfortunately, She Huan is not a normal person in the first place.

Frowning slightly, She Huo took the book in his hand and walked directly to the seat in the most remote corner of the class.Although the gazes around her made her feel uncomfortable, she was used to such gazes along the way. Although it was unbearable, they were much gentler than Yun Miaohan's vicious gazes in her previous life that wanted to chew her flesh and blood. .Her emotional center is very slow, but for some reason, she is extremely sensitive to other people's strange eyes.

In the previous life, she was not so powerful, but after reliving her life, she found that her personality had changed a lot.Hate noise, hate other people's eyes, hate showing appearance, even, hate talking.She didn't feel that the experience of her previous life had hurt her much. Even, if it wasn't for special circumstances, her memory of her previous life would have been almost blurred.In her previous life, she had no emotion and no pain, so no matter how painful the injury was to others, to her, it was just an extra cognition.

Others said: Yun Shui Yao, you are disgusting.

She would add a cognition to herself in her heart: Oh, it turns out that I look terrible, which makes people feel disgusting.

Others said: Yun Shui Yao, your words are really ugly, you might as well be a mute.

She would give herself another cognition in her heart: Oh, it turns out that what I said made people find it unpleasant, and they hoped that I would speak less.

Others used her as an experiment, took away her organs, and praised her for her beautiful eyes.

She once again added a cognition to her mind: Oh, it turns out that my eyes are so beautiful that people want to dig them out.

All the pain, all the sorrow, in her mind, is just an ordinary past, like a piece of emotionless text in a book.

She is like a puppet, or a robot, and those pasts are like memory chips implanted in her body. She knows this, but she doesn't feel anything.

It's just an extra memory, nothing else, that's all.She obviously didn't care, but after reliving her life, there were so many things that made her feel unbearable, she couldn't help but feel a little strange.

She seems to have changed... It should have changed. From the first day she came to this world, she was no longer Yun Shui Yao, not the Yun Shui Yao who had no emotion and no pain.She is She Huo. Although this name carries the malice of the woman who should be called mother, she should still thank her.

Because, she gave herself a name, gave herself...another identity.Therefore, under the concealment of this identity, she should be able to be a normal person like others.No longer a machine, no longer a doll, no longer a tool for experimentation, but a human being, a complete human being.

You can be willful, you can do whatever you want, and you can say 'no' to things you don't like! '

Now she has a little bit of normal people's feelings, and she can also be disgusted, puzzled, and laugh.Although the emotions are shallow, she knows...maybe...she is different.

"Hi! Hello, my name is Yao Ranmeng. You can call me Xiaomeng." Yao Ranmeng was the first to break the silence in the class. She walked up to She Huo with a gentle and decent smile. Stretched out his hand: "Nice to meet you, new classmate."

(End of this chapter)