Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 123 You need to change

Later, Shi Xiaodan's voice became smaller and smaller, to the point where I could only hear "my mother" and "my sister" occasionally, while the rest of the content could not be straightened out.In the end, he had no sound at all, and fell asleep quietly. I got up and washed my face and hands, covered the quilt again, and carried the quilt to the sofa downstairs.

I couldn't fall asleep again all night, and all I could hear was Shi Xiaodan's dull panting, his appearance when he was angry at night, and the words he said affectionately when he was intoxicated.I knew I was beginning to be poisoned by him, but the poison came at an inopportune time.All kinds of my pasts are entangled with him, as long as he gets attached to me, maybe he will never be able to live a peaceful life.

Qiu Xu said that he was still young, and his father was worried about his affairs.

Ni Yan said that he is still young and he still has a long way to go, they all hope that he can find a good girl to marry.

This is an objective factor, and a more subjective factor is that he is not mature enough and has no way to solve so many problems for me.Even though he has stronger connections and financial support than me, how can I, who is 8 years older than him, attach all my problems to him?If so, wouldn't I become Shi Xiaodan's parasite again in the next few decades?What I want is rebirth, not simply knowing the truth about something, or finding a relationship.

In the morning, I was woken up by the sound of Shi Xiaodan's footsteps coming downstairs, and I hurriedly lifted the quilt: "Are you up? Are you feeling better? I'm going to make a glass of honey water, can you drink it first?"

While putting on his clothes, Shi Xiaodan looked at me sideways and said, "Why are you more verbose than my mother?"

I stood beside the sofa in embarrassment, "Then are you all right?"

"It's okay, I'll go home first, change clothes and go to training in the morning." Shi Xiaodan seemed to have completely forgotten what happened last night, and returned to the previous state.Before leaving, he told me: "By the way, you are about to go to the interview, right? Don't go out if you have nothing to do these few days, and go through the materials at home."

"okay."

"Then I'll go first, you go upstairs and catch up on sleep." After saying that, the door was heavily locked.

I couldn't come to my senses for a long time, but Shi Xiaodan really didn't say a word about last night and just left?Could it be that his anger yesterday and his affection yesterday were all a reaction to drinking?

A few minutes later, Bai Hehe knocked on the door of my house, poked his head into the house: "He left?"

"Well, let's go." I shrugged, "Didn't you have breakfast? I'll do it."

"Hurry up, I'm starving to death." Bai Hehe was not polite, sitting on the sofa and bluffing, "I was so hungry in the middle of the night last night, there was nothing empty in the refrigerator, and I wanted to come over to find something but I was afraid of disturbing you." good thing."

"Are you thinking too much?" I opened the refrigerator door, took out bread and eggs and went into the kitchen.

Bai Hehe followed in, leaned against the door and asked mysteriously: "Is there really nothing good? I don't believe it. Seeing how angry Shi Xiaodan was last night, can he let you go when he comes back?"

"Really not." After staying with Bai Hehe for a long time, I became in the same tone as her: "You are the one who hasn't been let go, right?"

"Come on, what happened last night?" Bai Hehe was still a little scared when he talked about it: "Yuetian came back yesterday and told me that he had never seen Xiao Dan so angry, but it scared the two of us. .”

I heated the bread in silence, threw the eggs into the egg cooker, turned my head and asked seriously: "Hehe, do you really think Shi Xiaodan and I are having fun?"

"Why are you so serious?" Bai Hehe stuck out his tongue: "Of course, I have known him for a long time. When he was in school, there were a lot of girls who liked him, and from time to time they would chase him up to him. Come to the bar every day, drink too much and make trouble. But I haven't seen him care so much about anyone or you. "

"Is the same captain your first love?"

"Yeah, but I'm not his first love." Bai Hehe said again openly: "But what does it matter if this first love is not his first love? It feels right, can't we be together?"

"If I were like you, I wouldn't care about anything." I shook my head and looked at her enviously: "But I'm not you."

"What's wrong with you, you're not a woman? Besides, you're not a few years older than me, why are you pretending to be old-fashioned?" Bai Hehe held my face and said to amuse me: "Tsk tsk, you Look at this face, it's so tender that water can be squeezed out, with this temperament, this figure, why are you pretending to be old?"

Bai Hehe seems to have more social experience than me, and she is better at speaking and doing things than me, but she is still much simpler than me in terms of emotional experience.I put the breakfast on the table, "I have died before my husband and gave birth to a child, it's not as simple as you think."

"Ah?" Bai Hehe took a bite of the egg and held it in his mouth before he could swallow it: "The one who was with you in the hospital last time, he died?"

I nodded: "He was my ex-boyfriend, who died, and my husband, who was killed by him"

"No, oh, I'm sorry Ke An."

"Haven't Tong Yuetian told you about this?"

"No, we rarely talk about other people when we are together." Bai Hehe pursed his lips: "He doesn't like women who gossip too much, so I never ask about other people's affairs."

I picked up a glass full of milk and took a sip, thinking that I should tell Bai Hehe these things to me. She has known Shi Xiaodan for a long time and is relatively close. If she knows, maybe she can talk to Shi Xiaodan from the side. Just say it.So I told her how Shi Xiaodan met me, my past in the Zhang family, how Leixi harmed me behind my back, and about my father.I believe in her, and at the same time I also need a close friend who can talk about everything.

Before I finished speaking, Bai Hehe stopped eating, and tears kept flowing.After I finished speaking, she sobbed and said, "Ke An, why did you encounter so many things? I used to think that Tong Yuetian's mother separated us, and I was the most pitiful woman in the world."

"It's all in the past. After I go to work, you can teach me more about how to behave in the workplace. I'm thinking now that I have to rely on my own ability to survive first."

"Yes, you need to change now." Bai Hehe said firmly: "Whether you and Xiao Dan get together or not, you have to be able to survive in this society on your own. Otherwise, if one day, Xiao Shan Shan's family kicked you out just like Tong Yuetian's mother, what will you do then?"

I didn't expect that Bai Hehe's understanding was the same as mine. I thought she would try her best to persuade me to be with Xiao Dan, and I could rely on Xiao Dan for everything after that.I seem to have met a confidant, "Yes, I am already 30 years old, I really have no way to spend it anymore, and I can't let myself have another accident, I can't afford it."

"But that Leixi you mentioned, what are you going to do? Does she seem to be pushing you to a corner?"

"I don't even know what she wants to do now, so I can only take one step at a time."

"Alright, as long as you don't provoke her, she doesn't dare to treat you openly. Besides, I live next to you? If there's anything you need, just say hello, I think I I will definitely be able to stop her." Bai Hehe stood up while speaking, making a gesture of martial arts: "How is it? I have practiced before."

"Okay, then you will protect me from now on."

"Necessary." Bai Hehe smiled at me: "By the way, the project you are working on now is also related to your father's affairs, right? Or I will ask the man from the South China purchasing department out some other day, let's go Will it?"

"Okay, I was wondering about this company when you said it last time."

"No problem, leave this to me." Bai Hehe cleaned up the plate on the table, "Tell me what you need in the future, even if I can't help you, I can give you some advice. Are you feeling uncomfortable in your heart?"

Then for a whole day, Bai Hehe and I just nestled on the sofa, chatting about everything.At the end of the chat, we also found that we both had the same thoughts and opinions on most issues.

For example, what happened to Xu Anzhi last night, Bai Hehe said that she didn't think it was particularly good, Xu Anzhi was already like that, and if she beat her and scolded her again, she would still be like that when she bought the next drug addiction.After finishing speaking, she told me again: "Then you can't tell Shi Xiaodan about Leixi now. I have seen his temper last night, and if he knows, it will definitely be a disaster. Maybe his parents will come soon Looking for you, when the time comes, your work here will not be done well, and the previous efforts will be in vain."

"Yeah, I wanted to find a chance to tell him. But after seeing him angry yesterday, I didn't dare."

"Take it easy, there is no rush for this matter." Bai Hehe took out his mobile phone to check the time, and jumped up from the sofa: "Oh, I have to go out, Yuetian has an appointment with me tonight See a concert."

Indeed, people need to release stress and confide in their hearts. After Bai Hehe left, I felt a lot more relieved, and my heart calmed down.Originally, the matter about Lei Xi, Xu Anzhi, and my dad shouldn't be my trouble now. I should make enough preparations for work first.

Afterwards, when I read the materials of Binhai Phase 2, I had no distracting thoughts at all. I would not think about whether it had something to do with me, but concentrate on making the plan first, and then hand it to Zhang Xun A satisfactory answer sheet.

(End of this chapter)