Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 144 We Don't Talk About Love

I know that this is a chance that Tong Yuetian specially left for the two of us to get along.After they left, I couldn't help getting up and walking to him, and asked a very stupid question: "Is it you who arranged to distribute the order from the Tibetan medicine company?"

"Is there a need to ask?" Shi Xiaodan took off his coat, "But don't think that it's because I want you to stay, this is what I planned to do for you, don't you just want to practice business more? "

"I won't let you down." I habitually took the coat from his hand and hung it on the hanger by the door.

Shi Xiaodan was stunned for a moment, then a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he walked to me and put his arms around my shoulder: "If you finish this copy, there will be many opportunities in the future."

His intimate behavior reminded me of Bai Hehe's conversation with Tong Yuetian about his girlfriend and lover in the car, and I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.I really want to hug him desperately, and then let go of all distracting thoughts and wantonly vent some feelings.But I didn't do that, but gently took his hand away, "I'm going to cook."

After I finished speaking, I went into the kitchen.In the afternoon, Bai Hehe thought that he would eat here today, so while Tong Yuetian and I were going to the company, we went to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and put them in the kitchen.

Shi Xiaodan followed behind and leaned against the door, looking at me with a smile: "Do you want me to help?"

"No, how could you?" I pushed him outside.

He didn't move, he still looked at me in the same posture as before: "Then I'll be right here."

Then, under his watchful eyes, I made dinner, and each of us sat facing each other with our thoughts in mind. There was no sense of strangeness, nor did I feel awkward being alone. Instead, I looked like lovers who had lived together for a long time, and everything seemed so natural.

After dinner, he took me out for a walk by the LS River. He pointed to the terrace in the river and told me the customs and customs here, saying that it was the place where people were buried in water after death.Being led by him to walk in this place so close to the sky and clear water is more of a kind of comfort. Everything in City A has become very far away from us. It seems that thinking about it will desecrate the beautiful scenery here. .

When I got home and he hugged me tightly and was about to kiss me, I finally asked what I had been holding back in my heart for the past few days: "Your secretary, why is it Chen Shanshan?"

Even when I didn't face him, I could understand it in a million ways, and felt that he might really be changing myself.But before he actually kisses me, I have to care.

His lips were less than a millimeter away from me, and he stopped after I asked, "Why can't it be her?"

"Everyone in the planning department knows that she was responsible for the loss of BQB data last time." I can no longer hide this situation, and every time I think of Chen Shanshan's expression showing off in front of me, I feel as uncomfortable as eating a fly .

Surprisingly, Shi Xiaodan didn't answer me, but said very unexpectedly and happily: "You are finally willing to ask me questions, I thought you didn't care."

What does it mean to think I don't care?Could it be that all his previous performances were to make me care?These words irritated me even more, I felt that I was like a joke to him, and I would come back after seeing enough.So I broke free from his embrace and raised my voice: "Mr. Shi, do you think it's fun to tease me? Why didn't you tell me that you would come to work in the company? Why do you always give me cold eyes in front of so many people? Why do you suddenly It has become what it is now.”

"Haha." Shi Xiaodan suddenly laughed: "Ke An, why are you a hundred thousand?"

"Shi Xiaodan." This turned my long-suppressed grievance into anger: "I told you earlier that I am a woman with a dead husband and a child. Do you think it is very difficult to challenge a woman like me?" Is it an achievement? Is it fun?"

Seeing that I was really angry, he grabbed my arm with both hands: "Ke An, I seriously tell you that I didn't tease you. I said that you are one of the women I love most in my life, and the other is my dear Mom. Since you asked me today, I will tell you all the reasons, but you have to promise me one condition. From today on, you are not allowed to doubt my love for you again. "

"Don't love me, really." I shook off his hand.

Shi Xiaodan pulled me into his arms and kissed me domineeringly, not giving me a chance to speak or resist.It seems that there must be such a way to vent his dissatisfaction with love, as if to let me know that he really loves me.I was hugged tightly by him, there was no room for me to struggle, but he didn't care, he pried open my lips and teeth and slipped in like lightning.

When the sweetness really exists between the lips and teeth, I feel that I have been longing for it for a long time.The plateau is hypoxic, and at this moment it is even more difficult for us to breathe, breathing each other's remaining air, and absorbing each other as if we will never be separated.He carefully laid me flat on the sofa and peeled off my clothes one by one
Naked and embracing each other, I am greedily in love with this lingering, only at this time I can not think about anything, and all the joy he brought me.All the misunderstandings and dissatisfaction disappeared in the fierce battle just now. After the calm, the two of them lay panting on the sofa, and Shi Xiaodan took me into his arms: "Don't blame me."

The oxygen supply to the brain was gradually restored, and I began to wake up. After all, this irresistible lingering will not belong to me forever, and we are destined to have no future and future.This entanglement made me very uncomfortable, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.
Shi Xiaodan leaned over and gently kissed my tears away: "Are you worried about our future?"

I nodded.

"Believe me, I'm working hard." Shi Xiaodan sat up from the sofa, took a cigarette and lit it, "I will work hard to become what they want in their hearts, and only in this way can they believe that I am real grown up."

The Shi Xiaodan in front of me, from the first time he appeared in front of me, made me seem to see hope.But now I don't understand why he has become so deep.I got up and wrapped myself in my clothes, and leaned against him: "Xiao Dan, let's give each other time as we agreed in Binhai?"

"Okay." Shi Xiaodan replied: "But... I still want to come to you when I miss you."

Time is really the only thing we need right now, he needs time to justify his decision and I need time to figure out a lot of things.On the way forward together, our only way to confide is lingering, I can't refuse and I don't want to refuse, after all, deep in my heart, I am attached to him.

In the evening we calmed down and chatted a lot. He said that Shi Tengxiong's purpose was to let him do business, so as long as he achieved certain results in the mall, Shi Tengxiong would approve all his decisions.

I dare not ask if it includes me, this is a luxury.

He said that the reason why Chen Shanshan's punishment decision was changed was because he had contacted Mr. Yang. He said that he asked Chen Shanshan to be his secretary, but he didn't want her to embarrass me.I asked, "Is that the one we met at the coffee shop?"

"Yes, she asked Chu Peng to ask me out that day. I don't want to reject her. She is fighting against you. I don't want to anger her, and I don't want to disclose our relationship in the company. I'm afraid it will attract criticism for you." Shi Xiao Dan and I lay face to face, and said: "But I will try my best to help you get on with your work more smoothly. This is also the purpose of my coming to take off. My father originally meant to let me go to the chemical plant."

For such a long time, my feelings for him have changed from envy to hotness that I can't refuse, but this time I really feel warm from the bottom of my heart.I reached out and wrapped my arms around his waist: "But Xiao Dan, I have the same thought as you. I want to become completely independent before thinking about whether to start a new relationship. So, let's not Talk about love, okay?"

"Don't talk about love, just talk about it." Before Shi Xiaodan finished speaking, he rushed forward again.

I screamed, "Oh no."

Then from this night in LS, the relationship between me and Shi Xiaodan has completely changed. We can’t even compare with Yuetian Baihehe. Apart from sex or sex, we will never say a word of love, or in the future. to be together.This is our tacit understanding, because we all know that our future is too far away, so far away that we can't touch it now.

Early in the morning, Chen Shanshan called, "Mr. Shi, I'm in the car outside, shall we start after you wake up?"

"Wait a minute." Shi Xiaodan lifted the quilt and kissed my forehead, lowering his voice: "I'm going to get a big order today, wish me luck."

I looked at him reluctantly, "Good luck."

After he went out, I lay on the edge of the window sill and saw Chen Shanshan standing beside the car through the gap in the curtains. When I saw Shi Xiaodan, I quickly handed him clothes, and said coquettishly: "Mr. , be careful not to catch a cold."

"Thank you."

Chen Shanshan looked at me, "Didn't the boss agree to be together today? Why, he won't go?"

"He drank too much yesterday and fell asleep. Leave him alone."

When I saw the intimacy of the two of them, I didn't have the sour feeling before, but an understanding.We no longer care about what each other does, so there is no restraint, but when we are tired and think about it, it is good to be together.

I was too tired last night, I fell asleep after they left, and went to the airport to return to City A in the afternoon.After I got home, I rushed to catch up with the plan of the Tibetan medicine company. I went to LS in person.

I just went to bed and was going to sleep when Shi Xiaodan sent a text message: "I gave Cuilian your number, she will come to see you tomorrow."

Facing the phone, I thought about who Cuilian was for a long time, and when I thought about it, I was completely surprised.Shouldn't Cuilian be in that village in Binhai?Could it be that she came to me at this time to talk about something about the Binhai project?Did Shi Xiaodan know everything?
(End of this chapter)