Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 187 Zhang Xun's Past

Then the doctor opened a pharmacy for me and asked Luo Luo to decoct it for me first. He will come back tomorrow and help me look at the dislocated joints. It should recover a lot.The time is also just right, I am looking forward to this Chinese medicine doctor to continue to treat me, because tomorrow Ni Juan and Zeng Zinuo will come to City A to take the doctor to Shi Xiaoyi's place, and if I can barely walk two more steps the day after tomorrow, I will go with them It is not so troublesome to go to the tea garden.

When Zhang Xun came back in the evening, I happened to borrow the help of crutches to walk back and forth in the living room. He replaced Luo Luo and asked me about my situation.

Zhang Xun's cooking skills are very good, every dish seems to come from the hand of a hotel chef, but when I was eating, I noticed that he didn't eat much at all.Asked in a low voice why he didn't eat?He just smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm not hungry."

Seeing that his condition was not particularly good, I didn't dare to ask him about going to see Zhang Hounian today. I endured dinner and didn't dare to stand or sit for a long time, so I went back to bed and lay down.After packing up, Zhang Xun greeted me and asked me to watch TV by myself. He had to work overtime at night.

I stayed up all night last night, and today I only slept for a short while in the afternoon. Before Zhang Xun went to bed, I fell asleep early.Just when he was in a daze, he heard him whispering on the phone outside: "I'm working overtime."

"If you're not at home, you don't have to come over."

"I do not have"

"What does it have to do with Ke Anneng? Can you stop making trouble?"

"Zhu Lingli, let me tell you again, I have already left Tengfei, what do you want?"

"Okay, how much more do you think you need?"

"But I don't have that much cash now, how about giving it to you in two months?"

"Don't always use this to oppress me, okay? I haven't used you before. I admit that you helped me when I was the poorest, but it doesn't mean that it will take a lifetime or even marriage to repay it?"

Zhang Xun made this phone call for a long time, which lasted for more than half an hour, and his voice became louder and his emotions became more and more agitated.Later, when it was quiet outside, I kept hearing the sound of opening cans.

Guessing that the phone call just now was from Zhu Lingli, Zhang Xun should feel uncomfortable drinking outside, so he got up with a cane, pretended to go to the bathroom, and asked inadvertently, "Why are you drinking in the middle of the night?"

"Woke you up?" Zhang Xun lost his excitement when he saw me: "It's okay, go to sleep."

I went to the bathroom and came back, Zhang Xun was already full of empty beer cans in front of him, half lying on the sofa as if he was thinking about something.I quietly walked over and lay down on the chaise longue, "Let me drink with you."

I think he must be in a bad mood right now.

Zhang Xun was a little drunk, and looked at me with a blurred look: "Ke An, Zhu Lingli lent me 1 yuan, and I still haven't paid back the 10 yuan. Do you think I'm an idiot?"

"You are not Mr. Zhang, as long as the debt can be repaid with money, it is actually fine."

"But now the debt can't be repaid with money, what should I do!"

"Actually, I think Zhu Lingli is pretty good. Maybe she loves you too."

"Love? Yes, she loves me." Zhang Xun drank the can of beer in one gulp, crushed it heavily and threw it on the coffee table casually: "But I don't fucking love her."

When Zhang Xun talked to me about this problem, I always felt strange. This kind of complicated love like going round and round, I didn't even dare to think about it in my previous world.I always feel that when two people get along, as long as one of them loves the other enough, they must be able to be moved.But he was kind to me, I was not moved enough to want to be with him, Zhu Lingli was also kind to him, he still didn't.

"Ok, I know."

"You don't know." Zhang Xun denied me and said, "From the first time Zhu Lingli appeared in my world, she was a proud princess. When I was too poor to eat and go to school, she Paid for my tuition like a charity puppy. Yes, I appreciate her help, but I'm not a beast. When I went to college alone, she would tell everyone that she paid for me. She loves me so much. But Ke An, do you know how much pressure this kind of love puts on me? "

Zhang Xun kept drinking, one can at a time, and there were at least 20 cans on the coffee table.I think he is drunk, otherwise he would never be able to talk about this in front of me, as a bloody man, he is unwilling to mention the past.

But he continued to say: "Every classmate knows that I, a poor boy, has climbed a high branch. But they don't know that I have never asked her for a penny since the first time I accepted her help. I I worked three jobs in my free time every day, and even worked 20 hours a day on weekends and summer vacations. I exchanged all her money in the second year. But do you know? When I returned the money to her, she I cried and said that I was unwilling to accept her help, and threw the money to the beggars on the side of the road. People didn’t even look at the money I earned so hard.”

I listened quietly by the side without interjecting a word, I know that Zhang Xun needs to talk now.

He said that in the four years of college, in fact, Zhu Lingli really only helped him once by accident, but this time it became a debt that he had never cleared in his entire life.After graduating from graduate school, he really joined Tengfei Company through his own efforts, but he did not expect to get into Zhu Lingli's circle.Two months after he joined the company, Zhu Lingli came to the company and became a colleague with him.He only found out later that Yang was always Zhu Lingli's father.

"Ke An, I really wanted to resign at the time. But it was not easy for me to find a job, and Zhu Lingli warned me that if I resigned, if I didn't repay her, she would die with me. Over the years, she took medicine Suicide by slitting wrists or even jumping off a building happens several times a year, I’m really fed up”

"I have always wanted to find an opportunity to make myself stronger. I can stand in front of Zhang Hounian and tell him, look at the orphans and widows you once abandoned, they have grown into human beings, and they are no different from the family you wanted to cling to back then. Where is the difference? For such a goal, I don’t want to see Zhu Lingli because I have an accident. I have been enduring it all these years. Yes, I thought I didn’t leave in time to make it clear to her, which caused the entanglement that is still entangled today. The situation, even in Zhu Lingli's opinion, we have been lovers these years. But it's really not, she is sick in her heart, I really think she is sick. What I want, I always go to get it desperately, it's too scary "

I never thought that Zhang Xun and Zhu Lingli had such a past, but I could understand Zhu Lingli. Her family background must be very good, and it is impossible not to get anything she wanted since she was a child.And she thinks that the relationship is the same. The paranoid, twisted and stubborn character makes her get into Zhang Xun's horns.

It's just that I don't understand Zhang Xun, why can't I learn to accept such a stubborn relationship?Is the notion that you can't be stronger than a woman in face so serious?I even feel that they are like people from the same road, they are paranoid to the point of worry, even if they are unwilling to change even a little bit of thought, they insist on what they think is right, and they will go on like that.

The Zhang Xun in front of me gave me a feeling that I couldn't tell. In short, it was not as good as I thought, and it was not as bad as She Nanyang once said in gossip.

Later, he was still talking, saying that all his eyes were attracted to me, how he fell in love with me, etc., but I didn't have the touch of last night, and even thought it was a kind of baseness and cruelty.Because when I was with Ye Yiding back then, he couldn’t get everything and kept attracting him, and Zhu Lingli was chasing after him, as long as he turned around, he could catch him, but he just didn’t want to.

Listening to his endless sensational narration, I decided to talk to him after he wakes up tomorrow.

But the next morning, Zhang Xun went out early again, and then Luo Luo came to take care of me.In the old days, Chinese medicine practitioners came again, massaged me and gave me acupuncture. In the afternoon, I was much better than yesterday. At least I can stand alone for about 1 hour.

At around 5 o'clock, Bai Hehe knocked on Zhang Xun's door: "Ke An, Ni Juan called on my mobile phone, and she asked me to tell you that they have arrived."

"Did She Nanyang tell you the address?"

"Of course, if he dares not tell me, I'll kill him." Bai Hehe saw Luo Luo who came out of the kitchen, and greeted with a smile: "Luo Luo, where are you? What happened to your brother and Xu Anzhi recently?" Sample?"

"It's pretty good haha."

"That's good. This Chu Peng always asks me to help him find a girlfriend. It's not bad if he can get rid of the scourge." Bai Hehe put his feet on the sofa unceremoniously, and picked up a piece of paper. Xun took a bite of the apple he bought: "Are you still used to living here? I think you look good today. What's the matter? Can you walk on the ground?"

"Well, Zhang Xun found a Chinese medicine doctor."

"Hey, it looks like Zhang Xun is quite reliable. But Ke An, Xiaodan fell apart after you left yesterday." Bai Hehe took a bite only to find that he hadn't washed it, and even spat out: "Bah bah Hey, he didn't even wash it."

Luo Luo kept apologizing next to her, carried the apple on the coffee table into the kitchen, and Bai Hehe took out her mobile phone and handed it to me: "Nuo, you can call Ni Juan back, they seem to have gone to Miss Xiaoyi's hospital, probably I want you to go there."

I took the phone and dialed Ni Juan's number. Ni Yangang picked up the two of them and was about to go to dinner first. Ni Juan seemed to be in a good mood to meet her friend: "Ke An, your master and I have arrived in City A, and we will have dinner together tonight." a meal."

I instinctively want to refuse, but this time the matter is very important. If we talk well, Shi Xiaoyi and I seem to be able to break away from our relationship with Jin Junzhong.But thinking that they are all related to Shi Xiaodan's parents, Ni Yan and Shi Tengxiong will definitely participate in the evening, so he said hesitantly: "Sister Juan, I."

"What are you? In Dynasty Hotel, just talk about my private room and let the waiter bring you here." Ni Juan interrupted me heartily: "Don't be shy, I don't like this character."

This gave me no reason to refuse, so I had no choice but to agree: "Okay"

As soon as I finished answering, I heard a voice from the opposite side that seemed to be Ni Yan answering the phone: "Shanshan, at the Dynasty Hotel tonight, please remind Xiao Dan to come over early, and say that Aunt Ni Juan and Uncle Qiu are here. "

(End of this chapter)