Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 198 Let Yourself Be Reborn

I couldn't stand talking to Yuetian so arrogantly: "But, Hehe is not your lover, maybe she doesn't want these things?"

"You think I don't want to marry her? But my mother has a strong personality, and she is in charge of all the financial power in the family. What should I marry her with? I asked her to wait, maybe when I was in my 30s, Did my mother agree in a hurry?"

Tong Yuetian was full of complaints about Bai Hehe, complaining that she had already passed such a difficult time before, why did she choose to leave when he was slowly dispelling his mother's worries.He fully thought that Bai Hehe's long-term resignation was because he was peacefully waiting with him, waiting for his fucking acceptance.Maybe they will be able to win the war after eight years of resistance?Why did Bai Hehe escape midway?

I didn't respond anymore, Tong Yuetian was immersed in his own world, no matter what I said, he could find a good reason, and felt that Bai Hehe's departure this time was because he didn't understand him.But has he ever thought about what a 27-year-old woman would think if she was still talking about a relationship with no future in sight?I don't think he would understand, because he also forgot that even if it was the 8-year war of resistance between the two, it needs to be fought, not just quietly waiting.He also forgot that women are naturally extremely insecure animals. When love reaches a certain level, marriage is needed to give this sense of security.

Shi Xiaodan was more restrained today than ever before, and at the end of the party, he still maintained a high degree of sobriety, sent away all the former brothers and sisters, arranged Tong Yuetian to sleep in the next room, and then turned back, "Now Am I what you want?"

I smiled at him and threw myself into his arms, "Don't say it's for me."

"That's not it." Shi Xiaodan still greeted me with a hug, and led me to move to another room connected to the KTV, "I will surprise you when I come back from my trip."

What makes me obsessed with Shi Xiaodan is not only that his young body can awaken my desires that have dissipated for many years, but more importantly, I will never think about people and things other than him when I am with him.Perhaps, this is the reason why Bai Hehe and I chose the opposite direction. Shi Xiaodan is my new start. We don’t have any verbal contract for this start, and we are working hard unconsciously.

Every time I get madly entangled with Shi Xiaodan on the bed, I feel like I’m back in my 20s, I will put aside all the shackles to cater to him, and when I’m excited, I will snuggle into his arms and call him brother, I would beat his chest like a little schoolgirl.And the desire emanating from my mature body will turn Shi Xiaodan into a fierce warrior, who can satisfy all my endless demands.Until I surrendered exhaustedly, he was still ready to attack again.

Waking up from madness, our clothes were strewn about under the bed, our marks were everywhere on the bed.This is the most animal-like primitive behavior of human beings, but it can change people's thinking in a strange way, and all negative emotions will dissipate. There will always be such a special moment, when you are conquered by Shi Xiaodan and at the same time feel that you are happy .

Shi Xiaodan got up and took out soda water from the refrigerator, "Open your mouth."

I opened my mouth obediently, but Shi Xiaodan drank water into his mouth playfully, then won his lips up, and wiped his mouth after feeding: "Women can't drink things that are too cold."

"Where are you going tomorrow?"

"I don't know, Aunt Ni Yan is making arrangements." Shi Xiaodan shrugged and lay back on my bed: "Are you worried that Chen Shanshan will go tomorrow?"

I nodded.

"Idiot, Chen Shanshan went abroad the day before yesterday, and was sent to study by the government." Shi Xiaodan pulled me into his arms, "I'm not a person who takes advantage of women's feelings, of course, Chen Shanshan is an exception. But I can't just throw it away after I'm done using it, right?" ? When she comes back, there should be a better future."

"Oh"

On the surface, I was calmly catering, but I was secretly happy in my heart.Looking back, when Shi Xiaodan didn't have the right to life and death in the company at first, and he didn't have more ability to help me in other aspects, this was the best way, right?At least I didn't get talked about by my colleagues every day like Chen Shanshan, and it didn't make other people in the company look at me differently.If Shi Xiaodan had rejected Chen Shanshan a long time ago, Zhang Luo would have tried her best to encourage her to harm me, and it is impossible for me to take off so smoothly in the past few months.Now that it can be arranged like this, it is still considered comprehensive, at least it will not hurt too deeply a woman who has love in her heart.

Speaking of Chen Shanshan, I just remembered that She Nanyang said about BQB in the afternoon. Taking advantage of the fact that the two of them talked without any worries, I put my arms around him and expressed my thoughts.I want to go to Zhang Xun's company. One is that his company just started to really train itself, and it can be regarded as a return to Zhang Xun for taking care of me during this time.The second is to give everyone a period of relaxation and room for improvement before our relationship is announced.Of course, I also recounted to him what Ni Juan told me yesterday.

I think Ni Juan should have talked to him a lot at night, and he just smiled lightly after hearing it: "You come here as you please, when the time is right, you think you are willing to accompany me home and tell my dad about the two of us, I I will take you back. But when I returned home with me, I just couldn’t get out for the rest of my life.”

"Okay." Such a blunt promise was only learned after Shi Xiaodan and I were together.In the past, it was impossible for me to express my position clearly, because my mother always told me that women should be more reserved.

"Are you sleepy? Go to bed first. I will leave early tomorrow morning. Ni Juan said she will pick you up."

"Pick me up? Where?"

"You will know tomorrow!" Shi Xiaodan covered the cup for me, "Go to sleep, good night."

The result of being crazy to the extreme is that he can sleep deeply without taking sleeping pills.In the morning, I was woken up by the ringing of my mobile phone. When I woke up, Shi Xiaodan had already left, and it was Ni Juan who called. She asked me to get up and pack up first. She will pick me up at the clubhouse in 10 minutes.

Then she took me to the Qishan villa area below the mountain. The car stopped in front of an old-looking house. Ni Juan didn't intend to get out of the car, but handed me the key: "This house It has been vacant for many years and no one lives in it, so you should live in it for the time being.”

"Is that bad?"

Ni Juan raised her hand and motioned for me to take the key: "It's nothing bad, anyway, no one lives in this house. Now that you have stabilized your job, you should try to stabilize your life. Don't live in someone else's house all the time." home."

I was still a little hesitant, and she put her hand on my shoulder: "Don't be shy, live at ease. You pack up first today, and I will go to the mountain with your master later. After Xiaoyi comes back, we Let's discuss the formula."

In order not to make myself appear too awkward, I didn't delay, took the key and said, "Aren't you going in?"

"I'm not going. There is a car key on the tea table in the room. After you pack it up, drive out and bring your luggage in."

I am very glad that every time I need help, there will always be someone by my side, just like now when I am in trouble because of a certain relationship with Zhang Xun, Ni Juan provided me with a place to live.No one has lived in this house for many years, presumably as long as I need it, it should be able to live for a long time.I just don’t know if this is what Ni Juan meant, or Shi Xiaodan asked her, I think it’s probably Shi Xiaodan, because now he has slowly learned not to give me anything directly, but to use a way to make me feel better. The way I am comfortable and acceptable.

It took me a whole day to clean up the dust in the house and clean up the nanny's room downstairs.After all, it's a borrowed house, so I'm still not ashamed to live in the master bedroom upstairs. Besides, I live by myself and don't need to use too much space, so I usually just do my activities downstairs.

After I finished, I felt a little hungry, so I drove back to the urban area to eat something casually, and went back to Zhang Xun's house to move all my things away.Back at Zhang Xun's house, the room smelled of alcohol and tobacco, and there were scattered wine bottles on the coffee table and sofa on the floor.Seeing me coming back, he got up and packed the wine bottle in a panic, "Ke An, you're finally back."

"Don't pack up, I'll come back and move my things."

"Do you really want to go?"

"Well, let me go and pack my things first."

After I finished speaking, I plunged into the bedroom, not wanting to face Zhang Xun's eyes again. Whenever he showed warmth different from that at work, I would always think of what he said that day, and then I would think of the relationship with Ye Ye. The beautiful scene of Yiding's college days.

The bed that Zhang Xun slept on in the bedroom was still there, so I wrapped it up and put it in the cabinet before I started packing my things.There are two big suitcases of luggage, which were accumulated one by one after I lived in Binhai. I followed me from the courtyard of Jin Junzhong to the small hotel in Binhai, from the small hotel to the small attic where Shi Xiaodan stayed for me to Baihe He's shop, and then to Zhang Xun's home.Now I can finally settle down and have a temporary stable place like me.

After carrying the luggage, Zhang Xun sat on the sofa and smoked: "But your injury hasn't fully healed yet?"

"Thank you for the old Chinese doctor you found. I have been much better in the past two days, and I should be able to recover if I take care of it."

"Yesterday, why did you leave suddenly? We are all worried about you."

Maybe it's because of different understandings. Zhang Xun knew how my relationship with Zhang Nan was going on. He thought I still love Ye Yiding, so he tried to act like he knew me very well yesterday, or Wanted to take me back to my college days and do it all over again.But he wouldn't know how uncomfortable it would be for me to retrieve this kind of memory. "Mr. Zhang, thank you for taking care of me these two days, but the former Ke An has died with Ye Yiding. All my life now is just to let myself be reborn."

(End of this chapter)