Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 88

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone angrily and stuffed me into the car, "I've done everything for you, why do you still want to go back to Binhai?"

"When I left, I didn't say hello to Bai Hehe and the others."

"They? Who else?" Shi Xiaodan asked sensitively.

"My boss at work"

"Then stay in City A, and I'll pay you."

"Xiao Dan, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me. My situation is very complicated, and I don't want to drag you into this muddy water. So I will remember your kindness to me, but I still Gotta go back to the beach, and I'm going to stay there."

Shi Xiaodan didn't understand: "Why does it have to be Binhai?"

"That's where he put me."

Yes, since I set foot on the land of Binhai, I feel that I should stay here.Not only for living, but also a more important factor is that there is Ye Yiding's hometown.Even though he did this too impulsively, even though it was because of his insistence on giving up that made me sad 4 years ago, but he has already paid the price for it, and I have no reason not to live for him.

Unexpectedly, Shi Xiaodan got angry because of these words, "You mean that reckless man? How is he helping you? He thought that he could solve the problem with brute force? It's long past now to solve the problem with knives, guns and sticks, okay? "

"Anyway, he has a good heart!" I retorted vigorously.

"Good intentions? If you are kind enough to accomplish something good, what is it if he pushes you like that again?" Shi Xiaodan insisted on his opinion.

Although I also know that Ye Yiding did not do well in this matter, but the matter has already happened, it is impossible for me to blame him, and it is even more impossible for me to accept others to blame him in front of me.Even though I had such a special feeling for him, what I felt was his frivolity and excess.The relationship between me and him is really not so good that he can talk about Ye Yiding so unscrupulously in front of me.

So these words also made me instantly angry: "Yes, you have money and connections, and you have a father who can fight. The way you solve the problem is to find someone to talk to, but he can't. No matter whether the result is good or bad, he There is no way to change the fact that you helped me!"

"Damn!" Shi Xiaodan slapped the steering wheel hard, hung his head on it and stopped talking.

I suddenly wanted to cry. I don’t know if anyone can understand me from my point of view. The help Shi Xiaodan and Ye Yiding gave me made me feel like my morality was being kidnapped.Ye Yiding once voluntarily chose to give up because Zhang Nan bullied me, but after his conscience found out, he chose to use this method to make up for it.

Especially what Shi Xiaodan is doing now, I wish I could stay in that suite at the Dynasty Hotel.I don't know what to do if I don't accept it, but it's really difficult for me to accept it.As long as I am in City A, people will recognize me when I walk on the street. How can I start my life again?
Seeing Shi Xiaodan's angry look, I couldn't bear it anymore, lowered my voice and said softly: "Xiaodan, thank you very much, but I still want to wait for a while before coming back."

"You stay in city A, okay? I'm graduating soon. After I graduate, I can accompany you to live in Binhai." Shi Xiaodan raised his head, his eyes were a little red: "I really I dare not let you leave my side again, I don't want to see you suffer again."

"No, I'm fine in Binhai. Before you met me, I should have settled down."

"I..." Shi Xiaodan's voice was trembling, "Do you think I won't blame myself for what happened? If I had known it would become like this, I would have rescued you from that abyss of pain early in the morning. And Now, can't you just let me repay you once? Why can you give me help but not accept my help?"

"I'll help you?" I couldn't understand what Shi Xiaodan meant.

"Hehe, maybe you forgot, but I will remember it all my life." Shi Xiaodan took out his cigarette from the suitcase and lit it, rolled down the car window and let out a puff of smoke, "Six years ago, I"

Halfway through the talk, my phone rang, and he thought it was Bai Hehe when he heard the ringtone, and he was a little mad and angry. He took the phone and said bluntly: "Bai Hehe, I" I guess it was the other party who spoke, His voice stopped immediately, and he handed me the phone: "Looking for you."

I couldn't guess that other than him and Bai Hehe, who else would know this number, I answered the phone and asked in confusion, "Who is it?"

"Is it Ke An?" The other party was a middle-aged man, and his voice was very polite.

"you are?"

"I'm Meng Shifan. Do you remember?"

"Hi Boss Meng, what's the matter?"

"It's like this. A few days ago, a friend of mine brought a broken purple sand cup. I want to ask if you have time recently? If it's convenient, can you bend down and come to the small shop?"

"Purple clay cup? How did it break into pieces?"

"It's not particularly bad, it's just that there are a few holes in the mouth of the cup."

"But I'm not in Binhai these two days, can we talk about it when I come back?"

"Okay, it's just that my friend is in a hurry. If I don't make it difficult for you, do I want to do it as soon as possible?" Meng Shifan said cautiously, "Don't worry, I will give you a good price when the cup is repaired. "

"It's easy to talk about money, but I'm really not in Binhai right now. How about this, I'll contact you as soon as I come back?"

After the phone call with Meng Shifan ended, I had a glimmer of hope for returning to the coastal life.If I can take over his job, then I won't be short for the time being, can I barely hold on for a while?

After listening to what I said to Meng Shifan, Shi Xiaodan was a little disappointed, "I'll take you back to the hotel."

Afterwards, he was speechless again and again, and when we arrived at the hotel, he told me to go to bed early, without mentioning the matter of returning to Binhai.It's just that when I slept until midnight, he knocked on my door drunkenly, holding a birthday cake in his hand: "You should wish me a happy birthday."

I looked at him sleepily: "Today is your birthday?"

"Yes" Shi Xiaodan held the birthday cake in one hand and propped the other on the door: "Quickly say, wish me a happy 22nd birthday."

At the age of 22, I knew Shi Xiaodan's age for the first time, and I was envious of his youthfulness.

"Hurry up and say happy birthday to me." Shi Xiaodan continued to demand.

I helped him in, sat down on the sofa, took out a bottle of energy drink from the refrigerator and handed him: "Happy birthday."

Shi Xiaodan suddenly cried emotionally, threw away the cake, got up and hugged me tightly: "Sister Ke An, it's hard for me to meet you again, please don't leave me, okay?"

The tears that can make a woman feel distressed, I think they are just men besides children, right?Seeing Shi Xiaodan weeping in my arms, Zeyin had a secret feeling in his heart, as if he wanted to stay as he wished.But I am sober and know that I can no longer be emotional like this. I have already killed two lives, and I can't hurt Shi Xiaodan again.

"Don't cry, don't cry" I patted his back, not knowing how to comfort him.

"Sister Ke An, I have never forgotten your help for so many years, but I have never been able to find you." Shi Xiaodan's tears wet my shoulders, "At that time I thought, if one day I can find you , must repay you double."

Although what Shi Xiaodan said was emotional and reasonable, I didn't know what he was talking about.Seeing his confused state, I didn't feel comfortable asking, so I just followed his words and said, "I'm fine."

"No, you're not good." Shi Xiaodan said stubbornly and stubbornly: "I came home one day by chance and saw you standing on the window sill opposite. I wanted to come over and say hello to you, but you seemed to be thinking Worried about something. I regret it so much now, I should have come to greet you, I should have let you know me and believe me, tell me what wronged you have suffered, then you will definitely not feel so uncomfortable now, definitely not.”

It turned out that Shi Xiaodan had already noticed me when I was standing by the window sill.

"Do you know? When you put the food in front of me, I have been hungry for days. I have never been in such embarrassment since I was a child, and I don't think food will be so precious. I just want to cry Stop you, but you go too fast, I haven't slowed down to say thank you. But I remember your appearance and your name"

Shi Xiaodan's speech became more and more blurred, and he fell on my shoulder as if he was about to fall asleep. I gently pushed him away and sat on the side of the bed, and he was still muttering: "The feeling of sending charcoal in the snow to relieve a crisis. , I didn’t get to that situation, no one can understand that I’m very lucky to have your help, and a little partner who went with me, and I was taken away when I was dying of hunger.”

I seem to remember who he is, no wonder the first time I saw him on TV, I felt déjà vu.

During the summer vacation 6 years ago, my mother and I went back to my grandmother's house in the countryside.I heard that some people went to the mountains in the village for field survival training.Several kilometers around that mountain is full of primeval forests, and there are occasional hiking enthusiasts to explore, but few people come out by themselves.When my grandma and my mother talked about it, they were still glad that I was more perverted, and said that the teenagers who came this time were so rebellious that they couldn't do anything about them at home, so they were sent to this activity camp to let them challenge the limit of survival.

During the few days I stayed at my grandmother's house, I could hear the "latest news" brought back by people who went into the mountains to pick mushrooms and herbs every day.It is said that a certain boy threatened to commit suicide because he couldn't bear the harsh environment inside, and it was also said that a certain boy got lost and was trapped all night because he wanted to escape from that mountain.

That day my uncle took me in to pick mushrooms. On the way, I ran into a young boy who was dying of hunger lying in front of the tent. My uncle was about to walk forward with a basket, but I stopped and asked him to give him our food. eat.My uncle refused, saying that the activity party had told the village in advance that all villagers who entered the mountain should not help these people.I just stood there and didn't move forward. In the end, my uncle had no choice but to pass the things to me and let me give them by myself. When the time came to ask the event party, I wasn't considered a villager.

In fact, my thoughts at the time were very simple, because I didn’t know anything about training that challenged the limit of survival. I only knew that the boy in front of me was starving and fainted. If I don’t give him food, what if he dies of starvation?But what I didn't expect was that such a small act would be remembered by Shi Xiaodan for 6 years.Maybe I'm not in his situation, and I can't understand how precious the little food I give is to him.

At night, I let Shi Xiaodan sleep on the bed, and I curled up on the sofa for the night.When he woke up in the morning, he was still sleeping, I packed myself gently, and prepared to go to the prison to find a way to see Ye Yiding.

It's just that as soon as I left the hotel gate, a lot of reporters flocked again: "Ms. Ke An, why didn't you attend Ye Yiding's trial?"

"What do you think of the death penalty for Ye Yiding?"

"Do you feel that you are a disaster? Killing two men at the same time?"

I could only hide back, and subconsciously felt strange, why did I only stay here for two nights, and all the reporters knew that I lived here?

(End of this chapter)