Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 97 If You Become Stronger

I went to the yard in the rain and brought up the recliner, looked at the moss in the yard, listened to the sound of the rain beating on the roof, and went back to reorganize myself. It is undeniable that there is a certain degree of pity, but there must be something hateful about poor people .All the choices that lead to today have something to do with my own personality to a large extent.

I have been pampered and pampered for 26 years. Under my seemingly well-behaved personality, there is actually a rebellious heart secretly hidden.Otherwise, I wouldn't have fallen in love with Ye Yiding so crazily at the beginning, because I wanted to go against my parents' arrangements in my bones, and I wanted to find an ordinary person to live with.

And such an idea has long established the birth of today's tragedy.

But no matter what, since I can bind myself in a cocoon, I think I can also break out of a cocoon and become a butterfly.It just takes time and patience.
It was getting dark, and Jin Junzhong was lying in the bedroom without eating, drinking or getting up.My melancholy mood widened a lot as the night wore on.I don't need to lecture today, and I can't calm down to make a pot of tea. I took out my tablet computer out of boredom, and opened my email with a hint of expectation.

Sure enough, I was not disappointed. There was an anonymous email with several photos in it, and the appended text was very concise: "I will let you watch my growth."

I downloaded the attachments and browsed through them one by one with a smile on my face. I suddenly missed him a little. He never called again after he left.This kind of affection came very strangely, and the idea that I was born to Jun but not born, and Jun gave birth to me to be old, also inexplicably came to my mind, and I felt a kind of regret that I was born at an untimely time.

By the way, click on the previously saved webpages, most of which are related to the search for the item "Binhai International Tourism Scenic Area".But today's search results are still the same as before without any progress.However, there are obviously fewer web pages about this project than before. On the last related search interface of the home page, it suddenly appeared: "Tianchi International Tourist Scenic Area of ​​City A."

I clicked to open the same, but the content was still pitifully small.

In the past, my dad also worked in real estate. Although I didn't care about business matters, I probably knew that before taking pictures of land and preparing to start construction, he would advertise in various places for publicity.In order to maximize the benefit and increase the income in the later period.And these two projects are all in the name of international tourism scenic spot projects, so they should be key projects.With the Internet so developed today, is there no reason to say that there will be so little news about key projects on the Internet?

Turning off all the web pages, I feel a little sad, now I am still in a state of uncertainty, even if there are problems with these projects, even if my father’s debts are related to these, I have no ability to reverse it.As the saying goes, only when you stand on a higher ground after strengthening yourself, can you have the capital to protect the people you want to protect and understand what you want to know.

And now, I obviously don't have the conditions.

A flash of lightning suddenly struck outside the yard, cutting off a few thin branches on the pear tree, and then a strong wind blew in, causing the whole tree to sway in the wind, as if it was about to fall down at any moment.The next day, the branches scattered all over the ground under the pear tree were all small ones just after they came out, while the thick ones remained on the tree intact.

This little detail touched me again. After I retreated steadily, my successive retreats are just like the branches that have been blown off now. one place.In addition, everything seems to me to be full of doubts, and I suddenly have a kind of impetus, and I really want to rush up.

If I become stronger, will I not be as afraid of some threats that were not considered threats as before?
If I become stronger, will I learn more of the truth?
If I become stronger, will I no longer be a parasite of men and feelings?
If I become stronger, won't I be as helpless as Bai Hehe was when he faced Tong Yuetian's family?

If I become stronger, will I be able to face Shi Xiaodan calmly one day?

If you think about it carefully, the answer is yes.I have already accumulated savings from being penniless when I first arrived in Binhai, which is enough to support me to change jobs in a short period of time and continue, instead of guarding Jin Junzhong, who has already been separated, and guessing what his feelings for me are.

Once the heart is relaxed, it seems that nothing is too difficult.I looked for positions in many companies on the Internet, and after browsing the requirements, I found that there seemed to be no major problems in terms of my work experience.I can learn without experience. The most important thing for me now is to formally enter the society and enter the workplace.And Jin Junzhong's work here is obviously not counted. He has some personal feelings for me, and he is the only person he faces all day long.

While browsing the work, I vaguely remembered that it had been a long time since I had spoken to my mother on the phone.Resolutely turned on the Internet phone on the computer, entered my mother's number and dialed it.

My mother has already guessed that the caller showing "unknown number" may be me, "Is it An An?"

"Mom" I didn't feel emotional or cry this time, "Mom, I haven't called you for a long time, are you okay?"

"I'm fine. I'm living in a layman's forest. What's the matter? Mom is just worried about you. You said you didn't call for a long time. Mom doesn't know where you are. She's worried every day."

I blamed myself a little. My mother was worried about my insecurity, but she couldn't even contact me: "I'm sorry, Mom, I've been busy recently. I won't do it in the future, I'll call you every day All right?"

"Well, Mom has nothing else to ask for now, but I hope you have a good life. By the way, An'an, are you coming back for the New Year? Why don't you come to the Layman Lin to find me, and we will live together with fellow Taoists on it. "

There are still more than three months before the Chinese New Year, and I can't say what will happen in these three months, "Can we talk about it then?"

"How are you doing now? Is work going well? Did Zhang Nan's parents come to see you?" My mother asked worriedly.

"Very good mom, don't worry. Zhang Nan's parents can't find me either?"

I chatted with my mother about the current situation again, but I still avoided the important things and said some irrelevant things, so that she felt that I was stable and fine now.

My mother naively thought that I was really stable, and mentioned the project of Binhai International Tourism Scenic Area again, and said that if I opened the business when the situation allowed, I might check it out. The case is overturned, so that our family may also have a day of reunion.She also recalled the days when our family of three were reunited, and finally said with emotion: "But Ke An, don't expect too much, let's resign ourselves to fate."

I know my mother is thinking about it, but I am afraid that it will put too much pressure on me like what happened to Zhang Nan before.We chatted for a long time, and I didn't hang up my mother's phone until Jin Junzhong went out and stood behind me.He hurriedly got up and went to the kitchen to take out the porridge made in the morning and put it in the yard: "Mr. Jin, you haven't eaten all day, please eat something quickly."

Jin Junzhong was still in a daze: "Yes."

His coldness made me shy, as if he was wearing a thick mask so I couldn't figure it out.In order to relieve myself, I took the initiative to clean up the debris in the yard swept by yesterday's strong wind.

"Mr. Ke, can you help me make a pot of tea?"

When I turned my head, he stared blankly ahead, while the porridge on the table remained motionless.I knew he had something on his mind, so I obediently went to the living room to take out the tea set and tea leaves. Just as I was about to start boiling water, he said again, "Are you using the sencha ceremony?"

I was taken aback by the technical terms that Jin Junzhong suddenly asked. This is definitely something that people with deep experience in the industry will know.Because most of the tea arts that are widely spread now use the way of making tea.His so-called sencha ceremony, I only saw Zeng Zinuo make it once by accident.And that time when I said I wanted to learn, Zeng Zinuo smiled and said that I didn't have enough experience to make a good taste.

I shook my head, "Sorry Mr. Jin, I won't."

Then he didn't speak again. I was a little distracted when the water was boiling. I forgot to take it out after boiling the water. He reminded me: "Mr. Ke, the water is old."

I am surprised that Jin Junzhong knows so much about tea?I am embarrassed to pour out the water and burn it again.

"Mr. Ke, I'm leaving tomorrow, this house is yours."

"It's okay, Mr. Jin, I just wanted to tell you that I'm resigning, and I'm planning to refund part of your expenses."

"You don't have to return me, you can keep it. You can live in the house first, and the company here still needs to be taken care of, and I have to come back from time to time." Jin Junzhong spoke in a very tired state, as if he had made a decision after a long struggle decision.

Jin Junzhong walked quickly. After drinking tea, he packed up his things and left. He didn't tell me where he was going, but he told me before leaving: "Mr. Ke, when you are alone at home, remember to lock the door. If someone knocks on the door, don’t open it, and if something bad happens, call the police.”

I think it's just that Jin Junzhong is more worried about me and doesn't think much about other things.But I still wonder, who was the woman who came to him the day before yesterday, and why he decided to leave after careful consideration, what happened between that woman named Xiaoyi and him?
It’s just that on the surface, all of this has nothing to do with me. After he left, I obediently locked the gate in the yard, thinking that I would try to contact the company on the Internet in the afternoon and wait until I officially found him in the urban area. After work, I don't plan to stay with him for a long time.After all, the master is gone, and if that woman named Xiaoyi comes back one day, it's not good for me to stay here in such a vague way.

Affected by the project of "Binhai International Tourism Scenic Area", I am looking for a job in the direction of advertising companies and construction companies.Although I can only do simple administrative work if I go in now, it still won't affect my choice.

In the afternoon, two companies were identified, one is the national chain advertising company "Tengfei Advertising", and the other is the local construction company "Zhanhong Construction Engineering Co., Ltd." in Binhai.The positions I applied for are all administrative clerks, and I have made an appointment to have interviews tomorrow morning and afternoon respectively.

After all, it was the first time I participated in such an interview. After doing enough homework online in advance, I prepared to take a beauty sleep early so that I could go tomorrow with the best mental outlook.It's just that I slept until midnight and was woken up by the wild cats in the yard, which sounded like spring calls outside, and the sound was extremely scary.

I was worried about tomorrow's interview, so I got up bravely, took a golf club left by Jin Junzhong in the living room, and walked to the yard.After looking around, I found the wild cat under the pear tree. I touched it lightly, and it climbed up the vertical pole.I was afraid that it would continue to disturb me, so I raised my head and prepared to knock on the tree trunk.

But when I looked up, there was a white thing falling on it, which scared me out of my wits.
(End of this chapter)