Hidden Marriage 100 Points: Actor Husband, Deep Routine

Chapter 45 I used to love you to the bone

Gu Nianxing opened her eyes in pain, and tears had dappled her entire face at some point.

This memory has been hidden deep in my heart for so long.

Now recalling it again, it is as clear as yesterday...

She turned around slightly and looked in Feng Beichen's direction, but her eyes were out of focus.

The snow is still falling, and the sky is white, just like the day my father left...

Thinking of the life my father lived before he passed away, and his body getting thinner and thinner day by day.

Dad's death was his own relief, but it was the biggest punishment for her life...

"At that time, you said to me 'that's your life, it has nothing to do with me' and not long after you left, my dad cut his wrist and committed suicide. I found him in the attic a few hours later. At that time, he had already I was in a severe coma, but I firmly believed that he would not leave me just like that. I hugged my father's blood-stained body and waited for the ambulance to arrive. Finally, the ambulance arrived..."

"But, Dad went anyway, and he didn't open his eyes to look at me until he left this world."

Feng Beichen quietly listened to what she told her about her father's death.

He just felt his chest being torn violently by something.

His hands were trembling, his palms were full of sweat, and his whole body was becoming stiffer and stiffer.

Gu Nianxing raised her face and looked at the white sky, letting the snowflakes slap on her face and turning into water droplets, feeling the coolness, as if only this could make her more awake.

Can……

The dull pain deep in his heart had already invaded his limbs and bones, and it was out of control.

"Father's reputation was ruined after the pharmaceutical factory closed down, and those relatives avoided him, so after his death, no one came to mourn him. Fortunately, there were a few enthusiastic people in the neighborhood who helped him bury his father. , I hate myself for being incompetent. The truth about the accident in the pharmaceutical factory back then has been revealed, and even the court has acquitted my father, but the preconceived notions of the families of the victims made them hate my father deeply, and worried that they would find his cemetery Blasphemy of my father's undead, until now, I can't justify my father's name, I can't engrave his name on the tombstone..."

Feng Beichen's muscular figure looked inexplicably bleak in this snow-white cemetery.

His deep eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, with a hazy sadness.

After a long time, her lips trembled slightly, and she said in a hoarse voice, "You were alone back then, where did you go?" Why didn't you return to City A after burying her father?
Back then, she was only 13 years old, lost her parents, how hopeless and helpless she was.

As a child, how could she bear those...

Those heavy past events made him feel oppressed and his chest was heavy.

Her eyes finally had focus, and when she met Shangfeng Beichen's deep eyes, she could only sneer: "You feel that the only light left in a person's life has disappeared in an instant, and the person she cherishes and cares about Everyone abandoned her and left, where will she go? Where can she go?"

At that time, her thin shoulders really couldn't bear such an accident.

When she lost Feng Beichen, she thought she still had her father...

At least she still has her father, so despite her heartache...

But she has been trying to convince herself, and her father, that she doesn't have nothing.

However, the moment her father left, she didn't even know what the meaning of living in this world was...

After that, the few months of humbleness like ants were the darkest time in her life.

She thought that her whole life would be lost in the endless darkness...

Aunt actually came to her.

At that time, the aunt actually lowered her profile and agreed to her many conditions, and brought her back to the Shang family in a good manner.

Afterwards, she took the initiative to ask Oumeiji to change her name, and survived under the new name of Gu Nianxing.

She really lived like a rich lady.

At that time, Omega was still very indulgent to her, letting her go to a famous school, and she didn't even object to her entering the show business circle. In order to help her debut and become famous, she even asked Shang Jinxin to attend activities with her in the name of a group.

Probably the deductive cells in the young mother inspired her.

She does a great job interpreting characters and acting.

Not long after his debut, he achieved very good results.

After that, he released several singles with Shang Jinxin, and also starred in several idol dramas together.

During that time, she and Shang Jinxin really took care of each other like sisters...

And at that time, the contacts of the monk Feng Beichen's family had not been interrupted.

However, it was completely broken with her.

During those long years, he had no contact with her at all.

She also learned self-knowledge at that time. When a person doesn't have you in his heart, no matter how hard you stalk him, you still can't shake him.

Even the scene that was the most painful in her life two years ago, in his eyes, probably still couldn't make any waves.

"You may never know how much I loved you back then. In your eyes, the words of a teenage girl are not worth believing at all, but those are the words of my life. The purest and most flawless emotion. Until two years ago, I was still hopeful that there would be a new beginning between us, and maybe one day in the near future, you and I could return to the beginning. When we meet—”

At the bottom of Gu Nianxing's eyes, the temperature is disappearing bit by bit, but the mocking smile on the corner of his mouth is getting stronger bit by bit, "But it turns out that those who wish to dream will never be blinded by the sky. Two years ago , when you chose to stand on the sidelines and watch everything, and Monk Jinxin stepped on my wound to share the joy of happiness, I have already recognized all of this."

"So, later on, I finally strengthened myself in these pains and despairs. Just like you are standing in front of me at this moment, I will not be half-distracted, even if I once loved you to the bone, but when I let you go , you are really let go of me."

Feng Beichen's body standing erect in the wind and snow suddenly felt cold and stiff.

It's like falling into the abyss...

Her indifferent words penetrated deeply into his heart.

Pulling the flesh and blood, it was difficult for him to even keep standing.

In 28 years, there has never been a moment as flustered as it is now.

It's as if something is broken and can't be put back together again, can't...

Facing her cold eyes, the chill that had penetrated into his internal organs made his voice tremble, "Can't... go back again?"

"Why do you want to go back—" Qu Qu hadn't finished speaking, but his voice was drowned out between his cold breaths.

(End of this chapter)