Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 1039 Where Are Your Scars?

"Miss Xi, try to treat me as your brother?"

Xi Yun asked in astonishment: "You want me to act like a baby to you?"

"Of course this is just my suggestion."

Xi Yun bit her lip and said, "I feel like you're tricking me."

"It depends on what the lady thinks."

Xi Yun smiled, "You are so funny."

"Then, try?"

Xi Yun pretended to be serious and asked: "How to act like a baby?"

Hearing this, Yan Qing smiled and said, "Miss Xi is naughty."

Xi Yun stopped joking with him and said: "Thank you, I have to go find my elder brother, anyway, go talk to him first."

Xi Yun saw that Yan Qing came to Xi Tuo's side, and there was a person sitting beside Xi Tuo, whom Xi Yun had never seen before. She turned around and went to Yue Chun's tent and asked softly, "Brother, do you want some hot water?"

A man's cold voice came from the tent, "No need."

Xi Yun sighed, not knowing how to communicate with him.

I don't even know what result I want.

She stretched out her hand to unzip the tent, and Yue Chun was lying quietly inside. He had long hands and long legs, but fortunately the tent was big enough so that he wouldn't feel aggrieved, Xi Yun stretched out her hand to hold his palm and said with some trepidation: "Your attitude is indifferent, even as a family member, it's too much, big brother is still angry with Yun'er, right?"

Xi Yun asked this question over and over again.

Yue Chun always responded to her with silence.

She squeezed his cold palm and whispered softly: "I was discovered by you... The secret... It's very embarrassing. I feel very embarrassing in my heart. It is a realization that no one else has ever explored. Since that incident, it seems It became a deeply buried secret, and in my memory, my eldest brother was the first person to break this tranquility."

Because he was the first, so she was at a loss,

She was embarrassed because he was her boyfriend.

She never thought of showing him her rotten self under the glamor; she never thought of letting him know her illness.

"I always thought I was a healthy Xi Yun, at least that's what I showed to the public, but my brother... I couldn't bear it for a while, so I broke up with my brother."

Yue Chun opened his eyes, staring at her like a torch.

She continued with red eyes: "The reason why I broke up with my brother is not only because you broke my secret, but also because my condition gradually worsened... Before I broke up with my brother, I wanted to come to the death climb. You broke up, but I have the idea to write you a suicide note to separate...Although this is not very responsible, I am sorry for you who love me, but big brother..."

After all, Yue Chun's eyes were full of pity.

In fact, she has been in pain all the time.

This pain is mental torture.

Xi Yun paused, and said in an aggrieved voice: "I tried my best to live, but I couldn't find hope until my elder brother followed me here, and my elder brother asked me to protect Elena and let me know the truth of being human. Responsibility, you are right, if a person only exists alone in this world, then no one cares about what she thinks, but I am not, I have parents, elder brother, grandma, grandpa, and too many who love me My relatives and friends, including you who have always loved me."

Yue Chun suddenly withdrew his palm from her palm.

Seeing him like this, Xi Yun felt a little lost in his heart and said: "I've thought about it carefully for a while, and I've always wanted to talk to you, but I haven't been able to find you. What I said...may be useless, but I want to tell you Brother...I will definitely work hard to live, to feel the world again, to face the past."

Xi Yun wants to face the past because of him.

I want him to know that he can win.

I want him to have a new change in his view of himself.

Xi Yun cares a lot about Yue Chun's inner feelings.

This kind of care is something she has not noticed now.

"Brother, can you talk?"

Yue Chun has not said a word since just now, Xi Yun said in a pitiful tone: "Brother, this scares me."

Yue Chun finally spoke, "What are you afraid of?"

His voice was cold, and he seemed impatient with her.

But better than his silence.

"I'm afraid you won't talk to me again."

Yue Chun asked a little strangely: "Who am I to you?"

Xi Yun was speechless, with a worried expression on her face.

"I'm not who you are, why do you care whether I'll talk to you? Xi Yun, don't forget who you are now."

He was reminding her that they had broken up.

Thinking of this Xi Yun felt even more sad.

What kind of result does she want? !
She can't figure it out herself.

But she said the breakup was too much.

But she couldn't open her mouth to talk about getting back together.

What she did would only make Yue Chun think she was playing games.

Besides, Yue Chun might not agree to her either.

Because his current attitude is too clear.

It means that I don't know you well.

"I just want to chat with you. I feel that we need to talk about these things. Although you are not my boyfriend now, you are still my big brother, and I am still my big brother's Yoona." She said.

big brother...

Yue Chun sneered and said, "It's up to you."

He turned his body sideways, making it clear that he didn't want to communicate any more.

Xi Yun sighed, and felt a lot relieved.

At least he said what he wanted to say.

At least the relationship is not as rigid as before.

"Brother, I will try my best to prove it to you."

She will work hard to face the past.

When the climb is over she'll...

Will she really have that courage?

She thought to herself, "I will."

"Good night, brother."

Xi Yun zipped up and went back to her tent. Elena didn't enter the tent to rest. When she was in a daze, she felt someone beside her. When she opened her eyes, she saw Elena's beautiful and cool face. She smiled and called, "Eileen."

"Xi Yun, I..."

Xi Yun embraced her body and said, "Go to sleep."

Her palm quietly penetrated into her clothes, Elena's body stiffened instantly, she dared not move and called out to her.

"Xi Yun, what are you doing?"

"Your skin hurts to the touch."

Elena nervously explained: "There are scars."

Xi Yun hugged her tightly and asked, "How did you do it?"

Elena said without concealing: "My father was charged with child abuse and sat in prison for six years. These are the traces he left on me when I was a child, as well as traces of cigarette butts."

She was the little girl she once was.

Xi Yun asked pitifully, "Does it hurt?"

Then she asked: "The bruises on your face..."

"I don't remember things from too long ago, but I've been bullied all these years, so I'm used to enduring it, and I won't feel wronged."

"Who made the wound on the face?"

Elena shook her head and said, "I fell by myself."

She lied.

But I just don't want Xi Yun to worry.

After all, the past injuries can be wiped away.

But now being bullied...

She must be worried about herself.

Yes, the previous hurt was a passing matter for Elena, she would never make herself sad because of her father, because she was really used to being bullied a lot.

But Xi Yun is different, she has never suffered those pains, so once she meets her, it is difficult to figure it out. Over time, she will have psychological problems, and Elena's psychology is iron-clad.

Of course, she will be sad too.

Just get used to self-healing.

"Xi Yun, where's the scar on your body?"

(End of this chapter)