Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 114 kiss him
Being kidnapped in a Helsinki street market, I didn't feel the slightest bit of fear in my heart, because there was a man as strong as I could see, and he was always at my side.

He looked at me calmly and calmly, and said silently, "Don't be afraid."

I believed that Xi Zhan would save me, so I wasn't afraid at all. The person who was covering my lips let go of me and pushed me into the car.

Then he sat in the driver's seat himself.

When the car was about to leave, several men suddenly opened the car door and jumped up. Each of them held a suitcase in their hands, and they opened it as soon as they got in the car. Inside were all loose weapons.

Did I meet a terrorist?
Or Xi Zhan's enemy? !

Yes, it should be Xi Zhan's enemy.

Because I just heard him call Xi Zhan's name.

I turned my head and looked out of the car window. Xi Zhan quickly turned and left and disappeared into the vast crowd. I don't know what he is going to do, but I believe he will not abandon me.

At this moment, my heart is full of trust in Xi Zhan.

Several foreign men in the car began to assemble weapons. When the car drove out of the urban area, I heard them say in English: "If he doesn't die this time, we will die."

"He's alone this time, plus we have hostages."

The foreign man driving the car has blond hair and blue eyes, and he said with a hint of exclamation in his tone: "Speaking of which, this is the first time I saw a woman beside Xi Zhan. Didn't Miss Hull tell him about it? ? It seems to be all rumors!"

Who is Miss Hull? !
It sounds like a foreigner's name.

The people behind continued: "Xi Zhan is a beautiful woman. I don't know how good she is in bed! She must be very good. Look at this girl with a thin waist and long and white legs. I can't stand being caught in a man's body. Then Xiaozui doesn't know how a chick's oral life is!"

They speak authentic English. Because I often contact foreign businessmen, I have studied English deliberately. I am familiar with English and can even understand their dirty words.

I tightly pursed my lips without speaking, pretending not to understand what they said, and the car kept driving north.

I don't know exactly where it was going, but the car was still going five hours later, until a helicopter appeared in front of them and blocked them.

They stopped and took me down. It was a snowstorm outside. This should be the northernmost point in Finland.

I was wearing a pair of thin stockings and a windbreaker. When I got out of the car, I was shivering from the cold. They took me to the helicopter, where there was a beautiful woman.

Her features were hard European, but her eyes were black and her hair the color of dyed flax.

"Is she the woman next to Xi Zhan?"

The woman in front of me was wearing a mink coat, holding a glass of red wine in the snowstorm, she swung the glass of red wine, stared at me and boasted inexplicably: "She is a pretty woman, but she doesn't look outstanding, oh, He is very courageous and has not been scared to cry yet."

I originally wanted to ask who she was, but I simply shut up, because her target was not me, but Xi Zhan behind me.

The person next to me said: "I saw Xi Zhan talking to her with my own eyes. He was so gentle that he was not like the man I knew."

The woman holding the red wine glass turned cold, and asked the people behind her, "Where is Xi Zhan? Are you coming here soon?"

"According to his speed, it is estimated that we will arrive in 10 minutes. Miss Hull, you will have serious consequences for pulling the tooth from the tiger this time. The old man knows that he will be pissed off. You can take it easy..."

It turned out that she was Miss Hull.

It was she who said that Xi Zhan couldn't do it!

How did she know that Xi Zhan couldn't do it?

Could it be that between them...

I stopped my thoughts, and heard Miss Hull order: "Throw her into the snow, and let's go see Xi Zhan."

The person beside me was surprised and asked, "Just throw it into the snow?"

Miss Hull raised her eyebrows and said, "She's just a bait. Now she's useless and throws it away naturally. What do you keep it for? Makes me sad? Remind me that Xi Zhan likes such a woman and doesn't even look down on me?"

This woman speaks too condescendingly!

It seems that she is the cloud and I am the mud.

I was tied up with a rope and was about to be thrown into the snow. I wore very thin clothes, and I would freeze to death not long after being thrown into the snow.

I hurriedly whispered to the person beside me in English: "You come to rescue me later, and I will give you five times as much as she gave you."

He was surprised: "Yo, you can speak English?"

He raised his hand and squeezed my butt, and asked Miss Hull behind his back, "Why don't you stay with me for a night before I consider letting you go?"

He couldn't just let me go in Miss Hull's presence, but he could wait for her to go and come back to rescue me.

I gritted my teeth and said, "This deal is not a loss."

My body hurts from the cold. I have never experienced what it feels like to be so cold that my body hurts. Now I feel very deep.

"Oh, what I lack is not money."

He directly pushed my body into the side slope, and I fell into the snow in an instant. My whole body was covered by heavy snow. After a while, I heard the sound of the helicopter leaving, and then everything was silent, only the snowstorm was left, and I was freezing. Curl your body together.

To say that I was not afraid just now, but now I am terribly afraid. I am afraid that my body will be frozen, especially my thin legs.

If muscle necrosis...

I couldn't imagine, I kept calling Xi Zhan in my heart.

My body gradually lost temperature, and my brain began to lack oxygen. I don't know how long it took, but I felt a little movement on my side.

Faintly heard someone talking.

That voice was very familiar.

"Where is she buried?"

"How do I know that the snow is so heavy?"

The man snapped: "Hull, do you want me to destroy you?"

"I really forgot, how do you know where your woman is buried? The only ones you know were all killed by you just now."

The man ordered: "Dig for me, dig the ground three feet."

"Mr. Xi, it's been 10 minutes since now. According to the limit of human survivability, Miss Shi should be in a state of confusion at this moment, and her life will not be in danger."

No one responded to him.

My body was numb, the pain began to gradually disappear, and my consciousness was not clear at all. Suddenly someone shouted: "Here!"

Within a few minutes, I was dug out and hugged in my arms. Several down jackets were covering me, and the warmth gradually picked up. I stared blankly at the person who was holding me for a long time.

"Baby, can you hear me?"

"Tsk, Xi Zhan, your shouting is disgusting enough!"

The voice vaguely belonged to the woman named Hull.

I curled up and looked at him with my fingers. I couldn't recognize him for a while, so he hurriedly hugged me and got up and left into the car.

The temperature in the car was very high, I snuggled into his arms and moved my legs, and said pitifully, "My legs are so cold."

Xi Zhan quickly reached out and touched my cold legs, suddenly he made a bold move, stripped off all my clothes, even my underwear, and wrapped me in a warm blanket.

After taking off the cold clothes on my body, it took me a while to react, and I stared at Xi Zhan in a daze and didn't speak.

He rubbed my cheek repeatedly with his fingers, and suddenly blamed me: "Who told you to follow me to Finland?"

I replied in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Xi Zhan's handsome face was less than three centimeters away from me. Within 2 minutes he put me down and got out of the car. Through the car window, I saw him kick Hull hard. This was the first time I saw Xi Zhan beat a woman.

Hull fell to the ground and looked at him in shock. I rolled down the car window and heard Xi Zhan say: "I never beat women, but it's not impossible! Hull, for the sake of your old man, I will spare your life." , if you get impatient next time, you will go to hell with your old man to make amends."

"Xi Zhan, you turned against the He family for a woman?" Hull got up gracefully from the snow, and said with a smile, "I don't believe you can fight against the whole world for her!"

Xi Zhan suddenly called her name, "Hull."

Hull was taken aback, and asked, "Why?"

"We have known each other for decades, and you know that I have no fun in life. If you take away my only hope, I will use all my abilities to turn the whole world upside down! Especially the person who ruined her, I will let him know What do you mean life is better than death?"

Xi Zhan is a person who never explains what he does, he hits when he hits, and does what he does. In one word, I am happy.

But now he is very serious that I am his only hope.

I don't know what the hope in his mouth means.

Because he has no love for me.

Since when did he regard me as important?
And still in a gesture of affection? !

Hull asked in astonishment: "You really treat her..."

There was a violent snowstorm outside, and it fell on Xi Zhan's body, making his figure extraordinarily lonely. He interrupted Hull's words and said in a cold tone: "I say this because I hope you will act cautiously in the future. If you continue to act like today You know your fate."

Hull asked sarcastically, "Oh, what do you mean, do I have to protect her when I see her in danger in the future?"

Xi Zhan dropped four words coldly, "It's not impossible."

The man turned and left Hull's side. When he came over and saw me with the car window wide open, he frowned and asked, "Aren't you cold, Yun'er?"

I smiled and said nonsense: "I originally wanted to eavesdrop on what you were saying, but the wind was too loud and I only saw you kick her."

Xi Zhan opened the car door and got into the car. I quickly moved inside. He closed the window and asked me, "Do you still feel cold?"

I felt aggrieved and said, "Well, my body still hurts. I just looked in the mirror and my face was darkened. I guess it will take a long time to recover."

I was wrapped in a blanket, and my legs were inadvertently exposed. Xi Zhan raised his hand and touched it familiarly. I stared at him in astonishment. He calmly said: "It's fine if the legs are not frozen."

I quickly took it back, and Xi Zhan told the driver to go back to the villa.

Originally going back to Tongcheng in the afternoon, I had to go to Espoo because of my health. When the car arrived at the door, Xi Zhan hugged me back to the room, and then he went downstairs to cook a pot of white rice porridge for me.

I drank a bowl and felt warm in my body. I fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while, and it was already early morning when I woke up.

Xi Zhan was in the room, sleeping next to me.

I still feel fluctuated when I think of what he said to Hull. His words are really too similar to the oath that a man makes to a woman.

But he doesn't allow me to approach.

I want to kiss him, but he will firmly refuse me.

It wasn't snowing in Esper, and the moonlight outside the window was very bright. His handsome face was facing me. I raised my hand and gently touched the outline of his profile, and touched his lips again as if it wasn't enough.

Xi Zhan's lips are very thin. I heard that such a man is naturally fickle. I pursed my lips and wanted to kiss the corner of his lips.

At that moment, I forgot about Gu Tingchen, forgot my obsession and love, and there was only a man who didn't understand love, refused to care, was naturally ruthless and powerful.

He is Xi Zhan, and he has blood on his hands.

It is the Rakshasa in the eyes of the world.

He is Xi Zhan, and he is also clean and pure.

Because he has never had a woman.

Xi Zhan is really too beautiful, so beautiful that people dare not blaspheme, I pursed my lips, lowered my head and stopped on the corner of his lips, I wanted to kiss him, desperately.

But I didn't have the courage after all.

There is a thousand rivers and mountains between me and him.

I was about to retract my head when Xi Zhan suddenly opened his eyes, and we just looked at each other, looking at each other.

My heart was scorching hot, because I was caught by Xi Zhan because my motives were not pure, and when I was trying to find an excuse to deal with it, Xi Zhan asked me calmly, "Yooner wants to kiss me?"

The man's expression is serious, I didn't want to kiss at first, but I was attracted by his ascetic appearance.

I nodded obediently, and heard his cold voice ask: "Then do you know what this means?"

I remained silent because I didn't know how to answer his question, but I knew in my heart that once I kissed, the membrane between me and Xi Zhan would be torn.

Family affection can no longer be summed up, and more importantly, our mutual intentions have not been determined.

I don't know if I love him or not.

It's just an urge to get close to him.

And he definitely doesn't love me.

Seeing that I had been in a daze, Xi Zhan sighed lowly. He sat up and stretched out his palm to touch the back of my head, then he slowly came towards me with his head down, his thin lips getting closer and closer to me.

We breathed more and more clearly between each other until we mingled, until I licked the corner of his lips, until I finally felt his lusciousness, and I hugged his neck in response.

I tightened my arms and hugged Xi Zhan, he didn't seem to be very good at kissing, he pressed my lips lightly and didn't make any further moves.

If he doesn't move, I don't dare to appear sophisticated.

After all, compared with him, I am a woman who has experienced love, and I even know where a man's sensitive points are.

After a long time he let go of me and said, "This is not an example."

I was surprised and asked: "Second brother, this is it?"

"Fulfill your wish."

I:"……"

Is it because I miss it for a long time?
Then this kiss means nothing, right?
Xi Zhan and I are still just me and Xi Zhan.

He doesn't want to talk about love with me, which is actually quite good, because a long time ago I wanted to find a man who didn't want to talk about love with me but was willing to spoil me.

I even pinned this idea on Fu Xi, but found out that he had other thoughts about me.

Now it’s hard to find a person who doesn’t love me but is willing to pamper me. I should feel at ease. Although I comfort myself like this, I have an indescribable disappointment in my heart.

It seems that I don't want to just be willing to do this.

Because now I don't have cancer.

Now I have the qualifications of a lover.

I suddenly remembered that Assistant Yin said that Xi Zhan once thought about starting a family and having children, but I can't seem to...

In the final analysis, I am still not qualified to be a lover.

Xi Zhan wanted to get out of bed and leave, I reached out and grabbed his sleeve and asked brazenly: "Can you let me kiss again?"

Xi Zhan: "..."

I said weakly: "I want to kiss you."

His breath is very sweet, I like it very much.

Maybe I was too eager, but Xi Zhan suddenly asked me a very serious question, "Did you forget about Gu Tingchen?"

The shame in my heart exploded instantly, I looked at Xi Zhan in astonishment and suddenly couldn't say a word, Gu Tingchen was all in my mind.

Yes, yes, how come I forgot about Gu Tingchen.

I used to love him so much!
but i...

I hate this man in front of me.

I can't bear it from the bottom of my heart.

My heart started to mess up.

From Gu Lanzhi at the beginning to Gu Tingchen, and now that Gu Tingchen is gone, I lived in a daze for several months, like a walking dead, but was led into the pit by Xi Zhan...

Xi Zhan left the room indifferently, I suddenly regretted it, I shouldn't have gone to him yesterday, I shouldn't have cared about him involuntarily, just one day left me in deep trouble.

It's only a day, why did you get stuck?
I suddenly began to understand Ji Nuan's tormented heart. She and I are both poor women, living in the past and yearning for the present.

I kept wiping my tears on the back of my hand, but the more I wiped the tears, the more I cried. I took out my phone and sent Ji Nuan a message.

"You lost to Chen Shen, and I lost to Xi Zhan."

She can understand what I mean.

It didn't take long for Ji Nuan to reply me: "You're not wrong, you can't spend the rest of your life with the passing Gu Tingchen, you can have a new life and even a new love! But you and I both know that the truth is simple but it is difficult to do, Shenger , we need time to transition."

I held the phone and felt pain in my heart. I kept thinking about Gu Tingchen's appearance in life over and over in my mind.

He has treated me very badly all his life.

But he gave me his life.

I forgave him.

Even loved him then.

But it's only been four months now...

I spent only two nights with Xi Zhan...

I lost the city in my heart.

At this time, Ji Nuan sent me another message, and I clicked on it and saw her saying: "Sheng'er, I used to think that my love would be unwavering, at least in this life! Pushing forward, I can guard Chen Chu for ten years." A few years, it’s not that I can really stay for him for so long, it’s just that I haven’t met the right person, so I think I’m self-righteous and say that I’ll stay for him for more than ten years, and it’s even impossible for me to remarry in this life! In fact, Wrong, it was just a way for us to comfort ourselves, thinking that they would not leave."

I just finished watching, and she sent a message again: "When we meet someone, it may be more than ten years, it may be months, or even a few days. What does it have to do with time? Even if it is a second, As long as it is him, we should be desperate, but the premise is that he loves me."

She continued: "Chen Shen has no love for me, so I won't force it. I will leave him when Chen Chu's matter is resolved."

Ji Nuan is a tragic existence.

And why have I not been like this? !
Xi Zhan has no love for me either.

Suddenly, as if I had made up my mind, I opened the door to find Xi Zhan. At that time, he was sitting on the sofa, staring at the moonlight outside the window.

I called him, "Xi Zhan."

I rarely call him by his name, and he doesn't like me calling him by his name, because he will say that I am not old or young, so more often I call him second brother, with a respectful tone.

But now I just want to call him Xi Zhan.

He looked back at me.

I was very conflicted in my heart, and asked him a very idiotic question, "Assistant Yin said that you don't know sorrow and joy, does it mean that you don't know love either? Have you ever thought about finding someone to marry in your life?"

He replied briefly, "Never."

Assistant Yin said that he once wanted to start a family.

"Xi Zhan, don't you love anyone?"

Hearing this, he frowned and asked me, "What do you want to say?"

I wanted to ask a very bold question, but I didn't have enough courage, so I simply took Yuanyou's blame and said swearingly: "Yuanyou said you love me, is it true?"

I'm talking cliche.

Set Xi Zhan's mind.

What Ji Nuan said is right, even for a second, as long as it is him, I should be desperate, provided that he loves me.

Although I know in my heart that he has no love for me, I am still not reconciled, and I want to get a dead-hearted answer.

So ran out of the room to cover his words.

At that time, I was quite selfish, and I asked him this with my infertile self even though I knew he wanted to have children.

"Yun'er, never."

He called me Yoona affectionately but told me no.

I forced a smile to hide the disappointment in my heart and said: "Me too, I never loved you, but I couldn't stand the temptation."

Xi Zhan kept frowning, he looked at me deeply, and suddenly asked, "Do you still miss Gu Tingchen?"

Do I worry about Gu Tingchen's relationship with him?
I said directly: "Missing."

He asked me calmly, "Do you love?"

I firmly replied: "Love."

"In that case, why did you kiss me?"

I was stunned on the spot, and heard Xi Zhan's cold tone: "Since love must be worthy of the feelings in your heart, if you want to kiss me just because I am handsome, then you will have to kiss me again if you meet another handsome man." He does similar things to me, do you think Gu Tingchen would need such a relationship?"

Will Gu Tingchen need it? !
Xi Zhan, is he educating me?

I didn't know it at the time, but Xi Zhan's heart was very sacred to love, and the love he wanted was to last forever until death.

At that time, he did not agree with my view of love from the bottom of his heart.

I bit my lip and didn't speak. Xi Zhan's voice was as cold as ice lumps and hit the ground piece by piece, and said: "I don't mean to criticize you, I hope you can strengthen your heart, and when you love the next You need to understand what it means before you get married, is it simply liking or wanting to follow for the rest of your life?"

Just now, Xi Zhan asked me a word before kissing me, "Then do you know what this means?"

I opened my mouth and asked, "What does the second brother mean?"

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Today I am too busy to divide into chapters. The content of this chapter is equal to the word count of 3 chapters. Thank you for your support~ You can leave a positive message~ Brother Tong loves you little angels~

Another point is that the heroine is currently in a state of entanglement and torment, and she needs to get through this state by herself.

And it's not so easy to be with Xi Zhan, that man dotes on her, but he also has his own bottom line and requirements for love, and now he will not approach Shi Sheng.

Because he is waiting.

Wait patiently.

He is willing to take the time.

(End of this chapter)