Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 119 Gu Tingchen Is Still Alive
Xi Zhan was invulnerable, he didn't shake off my hand, but asked me indifferently, "Forget what I said yesterday?"

I said, "I remember."

At this moment, Xi Zhan is very indifferent, I think he regrets going to the police station to rescue me, I firmly grasped his palm and said: "I understand what the second brother means, and I also understand that I am not good enough for you..."

I wanted to say something more, but Xi Zhan interrupted me coldly and asked me a particularly fatal question, "Let me ask you, if Gu Tingchen was still alive, would you still say these things to me?"

Xi Zhan is making assumptions.

Suppose Gu Tingchen is still alive.

Who would think about hypothetical issues? !
I didn't know how to answer him, but I knew I had to answer, and I said firmly, "I will."

Because the person I like now is Xi Zhan.

Gu Tingchen is my past.

Hearing this, Xi Zhan hooked his lips, very slightly, I have never seen Xi Zhan smile before, it is not an exaggeration to be surprised.

I rubbed his palm with my fingers in a daze, and heard him say in a cold voice: "Yun'er, you still feel hesitant, but I know it well, sorry, I can't follow you."

"Xi Zhan, then why are you treating me..."

He interrupted me like an emotionless machine, and said lightly: "Don't ask me why I treat you so naively, Yoona, let's not talk about my feelings for you! You have to figure out what you need first, Is it Gu Tingchen or Xi Zhan?"

Xi Zhan always mentioned Gu Tingchen, and made inexplicable assumptions. I looked into his deep eyes and asked, "We don't mention Gu Tingchen, so I'll ask you a question. Do you really like me?"

"I answered you yesterday." Xi Zhan looked at me holding his hand with a faint gaze, and said in a cruel voice: "I never like to repeat what I said. If you want to listen to it again, I can tell you again. You have never! Remember, don't take my indulgence as the capital of your laissez-faire, this is no exception!"

I shook my head, let go of his palm suddenly, and thought in my heart that it would be fine, but I remembered what Yuan You said to me, chasing him is a long way to go, don't be afraid of Xi Zhan's indifferent rejection .

I stared at the indifferent man in front of me with moist eyes, and said stiffly: "I don't care! I just want to like you now! I used to love others very tolerantly. I never took the initiative to fight for anything. I always followed him silently. Left and right! Now I don’t want to be like before, whoever I like has to say it out loud!”

Xi Zhan's face was pale, as if he heard my declaration of love without any waves, I held his palm again, and said aggrievedly: "Reject me as much as you want, anyway, I will follow you, unless you completely follow me Disappear in the world!"

He was silent, and I threatened him back: "In this way, we will return to the bridge, and no matter what happens to me in the future, I will not accept your kindness. If you want to get rid of me, you must die!"

"Shi Yun."

Xi Zhan seldom called me Shi Yun, unless he was really angry. I held his hand tightly and made a bold movement suddenly. I stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek.

I did this only to tease him.

What I do is what Yuanyou taught me.

He said that reserve doesn't work for Xi Zhan.

Because he can be more reserved than me.

Xi Zhan, who was kissed by me, looked at me in a little astonishment, and then he was full of complexity, and said in a calm voice that seemed to come through distant light years: "Gu Tingchen is still alive."

I was stunned on the spot, let go of his palm suddenly, Xi Zhan looked at me with clear eyes and said: "We have arrived in Wucheng."

……

Xi Zhan left me alone and left. Looking at his car in the distance, I suddenly understood why he kept mentioning Gu Tingchen.

Because he always knew that Gu Tingchen was still alive.

I was overjoyed to hear the news that Gu Tingchen was still alive, and wanted to see him right away, so what if I see him?

Is it possible to tell him that I have moved on?

I finally mustered up the courage to let go of Gu Tingchen, and finally mustered up the courage to listen to Yuanyou's words and take the initiative to Xi Zhan, but now I was beaten back to my original shape by Xi Zhan's words, and there was no way to escape.

But one thing suddenly became clear in my heart, that is, Xi Zhan did not have no feelings for me, he did this only because Gu Tingchen was still alive, and he was afraid that I still had illusions about him.

Xi Zhan thought that if Gu Tingchen was alive, I would return to him.

What should we do now?

How should I face Gu Tingchen? !
I know in my heart that I can only have a little chance of being with Xi Zhan if I settle the matter on Gu Tingchen's side! !

Yes, between Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan, I choose the latter.

I like to be cared for, pampered and blessed.

Only Xi Zhan can give me these.

After all, Gu Tingchen and I are in the past.

That's how I thought at the time, I thought that as long as I settled the matter between me and Gu Tingchen smoothly, I could move forward bravely, but I forgot that things are impermanent.

I was about to turn around and go back to the apartment when an unfamiliar number called me. It was a local number in Nanjing. When I connected, I heard a familiar voice and asked kindly, "Shenger, where are you?"

I was shocked and said, "Gu Tingchen!!"

"Well, it's me."

After a pause, he said, "I'm still alive, and I'm back to you in good health. I just drove to Tongcheng, where are you?"

The emotions in my heart were very complicated, and I was overwhelmed with ecstasy, and I didn't know how to face him.

But I will meet him again eventually.

If you can't escape, just face it calmly.

I said my address, and Gu Tingchen hummed lightly and explained: "I've been in a coma for the past four months, I'm sorry I can't come back to you, I've made you wronged!"

I shook my head and said apologetically, "It's okay."

He should be the one who was wronged from the beginning to the end.

After he got into a car accident, I swore in front of him to forgive him, but after only four months, I began to move on!
And just now I was confessing! !

Besides, I have to show my cards to him later.

Gu Tingchen was in Tongcheng, and he arrived in a short while. He drove a black Porsche and stopped in front of me. The window of the car was slowly rolled down, and I saw that dreamy, haunting face.

Extraordinarily handsome and full of vitality.

He was appearing in front of me alive right now, I walked towards him with tears in my eyes and murmured: "That's great, Gu Tingchen."

Good thing he's still alive.

He tilted his eyes and curled his lips, "Miss me?"

I nodded and said, "I really want to."

"Get in the car, I'll take you to a place."

I shouldn't have said anything to spoil the mood when we first met, but now... there is no delay between me and him.

Some words must be made clear.

I gritted my teeth and said, "I have something to tell you."

(End of this chapter)