Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 135 You teach me, I give you

"Miss Shi is at odds with Mr. Xi?"

The rain outside was noisy, Assistant Yin's voice was not loud, but I could hear it clearly.

What do you mean I'm having trouble with him? !
Isn't it Xi Zhan who is cold to me?

Xi Zhan's voice said far away: "About to touch."

"Mr. Xi, girls are meant to be coaxed."

"Speak up." Xi Zhan said in an indifferent voice: "I will live here with her these few days, you go back to Tongcheng to deal with the company's affairs first, and if you have any questions, you can find Yuanyou, don't let her check here."

I don't know who she is referring to in Xi Zhan's mouth, but Assistant Yin is clear, he respectfully said: "Yes, Mr. Xi."

Assistant Yin left, the rain outside never stopped, and Xi Zhan did not return to the room.

I opened the quilt and took a look at the injuries on my body. Gauze was wrapped around the base of my thighs, and bandages were also wrapped around my chest and palms.

When I was staring at my wound in a daze, Xi Zhan entered the room, and he reached out and took off his coat and put it at the foot of the bed.

Xi Zhan was wearing a white shirt. He came over and rubbed my cheek with his hand and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"

His tone was very low, deliberately slowing down.

I shook my head and said, "I'm really not hungry."

I'm not hungry at all, maybe it's because of my poor mood, after all, so many bad things happened recently, I'm so unlucky!

"Then I'll make you some porridge."

After saying that, Xi Zhan turned and left the room.

I was the only one left in the room again. I opened the window and looked out, which was a typical courtyard. Xi Zhan entered a room not far away, and I could see his busy figure from here.

After a long time, he came out of the room with a bowl of porridge, saw me staring at him, raised his lips and asked, "Do you want something sweet?"

Xi Zhan never smiles, but when he smiles, he is a bit frivolous.

I seem to have been teased by him.

I blinked and said, "Salty."

Xi Zhan turned around and went into the kitchen again, walked from that room to my place within a dozen steps, and soon returned to my room.

He looked at me with a bowl of indifferent eyes, and the tranquility permeated from his bones shocked my heart.

I'm probably not worthy of this perfect and picturesque man in front of me, and the inferiority complex rising from the bottom of my heart almost overwhelmed me.

He came over and sat by my side to serve me a meal, and I suddenly remembered what he just said, "It's pretty good, and I still have the energy to vent my anger."

He knew I was angry.

He knows everything.

But he knew, but never comforted me.

After I finished my porridge in frustration, Xi Zhan took the bowl back to the kitchen in silence, and returned to the room after a while.

He took off his leather shoes and put them on the side of the bed, then lay on my side and stretched out his arms to hold me gently in his arms.

Xi Zhan ran his fingers gently along my long hair and asked, "Baby, did I make you angry?"

He seldom calls me baby, more often he calls me Yuner, and he has never asked me so softly.

Seems to care about my emotions.

I denied it and said, "No."

"You don't want to talk to me," he said.

It's not that I don't want to deal with him...

A few days ago, I asked him if he loved me, and he responded to me with silence. What I want is not just to be his woman!

I still want to be the cinnabar on his heart! !

Seeing that I didn't speak, his magnetic voice called me a baby and said, "I was very worried about you last night."

The peace and strength in my heart were defeated by his words, and I explained with tears in my eyes, "I'm not angry, I'm just angry with myself."

Angry at myself for being too greedy.

Greedy wants to get more from Xi Zhan.

Xi Zhan's cold palm kept rubbing against my cheek, this action brought me great comfort.

He lowered his head and kissed my forehead with his thin lips, coaxing me patiently: "Tell me about it."

"Xi Zhan, I want you to love me."

I thought I couldn't say it, but I couldn't help it in front of him after all, and he also understood that I was desperate to say these words.

If he doesn't give me love...

What can I do? !
Seeing that I was angry because of this, Xi Zhan hugged my shoulders tightly and asked me after a long silence, "Baby, what is love?"

This sentence was inexplicably familiar, I raised my eyes to meet his deep gaze, and suddenly remembered that I seemed to have dreamed in a dream...

This is not a dream.

Xi Zhan asked me a long time ago.

Full of hesitation, doubts.

I was stunned, and heard his faint voice explain: "I am in an environment without love. I don't know what love you want. Let me tell you frankly, I left when I was very young." family, and then lived in the orphanage, and was taken away within two years... Before I inherited the Xi family, many indifferent things happened."

Xi Zhan's tone was downplaying, and he briefly mentioned his past, he paused and promised: "I don't know what love is, and naturally I don't know what you want. If you want, then you teach me, and I will give it to you. "

If you want, then you teach me, I will give you.

This is the biggest concession Xi Zhan gave me.

I believed it at the time, but it was not until much later that I realized that what Xi Zhan said was just perfunctory to me.

Because I learned a long time later that no one in this world understands love better than Xi Zhan!

But Xi Zhan explained it to me at the time, and this explanation was not so unacceptable, and he even compromised and asked me to teach him, so I didn't delve into it with him anymore.

I reached out and held Xi Zhan's cold palm tightly, and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, why were you sent away by your family?"

I heard from my assistant that Xi Zhan was sent out of the family at a young age, and he was accompanied by his three older brothers.

But now only Xi Zhan is alive, I don't know what happened in the middle, but because it is Xi Zhan's past, so I want to know.

I don't seem to know anything about him.

I'd love to know more about his past.

"The family's rules of survival."

Xi Zhan seemed reluctant to bring up Xi's family. He rubbed his thin lips against my hair and explained: "When I was young, I had no ability to resist. I was forced to submit to their arrangements. When I was older... ...The Xi family is just a plaything to me, if it weren't for the fact that my mother is still in the Xi family...a decaying family, let's keep it for now, anyway, the time to wither has come."

Hearing Xi Zhan's tone, he didn't take seriously the Xi family, the family he was attached to, as if he could destroy it immediately if he said it was destroyed.

But thinking about it carefully, Xi Zhan is not that stupid, he must be farsighteder than me, I think of Xi Nuo who found me yesterday.

She is in the withered Xi's house that Xi Zhan said.

She is Xi Zhan's fiancée.

But it was not recognized by Xi Zhan.

It should be said that Xi Zhan does not take the entire Xi family seriously.

Thinking of her, I said to Xi Zhan: "Second brother, your fiancee found me yesterday, she said she is the head of the Xi family, and I am the second wife... Is she crazy? She asked me to be the second wife... "

"It's just a product of the Xi family's decadent rules, don't worry about it."

(End of this chapter)