Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 15 No, I Love You Now
Gu Tingchen is too ridiculous, our love has only lasted two months, and he will be her bridegroom after two months, yet he wants to ask me here if I love him or not.

And the two months of love are each other's acting.

It is his mercy and compensation for me.

I put my arms around his neck and said with a smile, "Love. You know, Shi's family has a great career, and I chose your Gu family to marry me because I love you."

From before to now, I never hide that I love him.

Hearing this, Gu Tingchen laughed. He held me tightly in his arms, gently placed his palm on my back, and said with a low laugh, "Shi Sheng, I love you."

I was stunned and looked at him in disbelief.

After a while, I woke up. He once said that he would pretend to love me when he was in love with me, spoil me, not disobey me, and even make me happy.

Now he is just fulfilling his original promise.

I can take it seriously, but I can't talk too much about the authenticity of his words. I know in my heart that he will really only play with me for two months.

Because the Gu Tingchen I know has never missed an appointment with anyone.

He promised Wen Ruyan that if he married her, he would definitely fulfill his promise.

It's like now he clearly hates me but still says he loves me.

I smiled slightly and put my head on his chest without saying anything, but he hugged my body tightly and asked, "When did you fall in love with me?"

I said in a muffled voice, "It's very early, so early that I forgot the time.

……

Gu Tingchen slept with me at night, he kept his promise and didn't have sex with me, so he gently hugged me in his arms.

It was also the first time he spent the night with me.

I didn't sleep all night, I got up very early to go to the bathroom to take a bath, took painkillers before he woke up, and put on some makeup carefully.

Very light makeup, but it can cover up the paleness of his face.

Gu Tingchen woke up just after putting on his makeup. He looked at me with a little dazed eyes just after waking up, and it took him a long time to calm down and said: "I slept here last night."

I hummed softly, "You're not used to it yet."

We have been married for three years, but he is still not used to spending the night with me...

He bent his lips and said with a smile: "No, it's just a little pleasant."

I asked him curiously, "Pleasure for what?"

Gu Tingchen didn't answer, but stood up and said, "I'll make you breakfast, we'll go on a date after dinner, where do you want to go?"

Dating……

I lowered my eyes and said, "I don't know."

Gu Tingchen was silent for a while, then asked, "Where's Jinling?"

"This is……"

"My mother has been living in a small town in Nanjing."

I know that Gu Tingchen's parents divorced since he was a child, but I have never seen his mother, nor did I see her present when I got married.

Gu Tingchen did not approve of this marriage back then, so it was normal not to inform his mother. Maybe Chairman Gu informed but was stopped by Gu Tingchen.

"Oh, ok, do I need to bring something?"

Perhaps sensing my helplessness, Gu Tingchen came over and gently stroked my long hair, and said like coaxing a child, "Don't be nervous, my mother is a very easy-going person."

"Oh, I'd better bring a present."

Gu Tingchen could understand my nervousness very well. After breakfast, he took me to the city center to buy some gifts, and booked the nearest air ticket online. The two of us dawdled outside for a while before rushing to the airport.

Gu Tingchen was very silent on the plane, it should be like this, both of us prefer to be quiet, and we can't seem to find anything to talk about.

After arriving in Nanjing, Gu Tingchen took a taxi, and we rushed to the town at dawn.

It was just late in the evening when we got there.

The town was too quiet in the evening, and a round sun was falling down through the woods with a heavy golden color. Gu Tingchen asked the driver to stop the car at the entrance of the town and pulled me out of the car. After walking for about 8 minutes, he arrived at his mother's house. .

Standing at the door, Gu Tingchen suddenly seemed very hesitant, and his expression seemed a little nervous.

I asked him in a low voice, "What? Doesn't your mother know you're here?"

Gu Tingchen nodded and explained: "Well, I didn't tell her. In fact, since she divorced my dad, I rarely contact her. Although I don't blame her, I have lost intimacy with her. Every time she calls What I said was also very official, let me pay attention to my body and not stay up late."

Those words are very similar to the words of an ordinary mother exhorting her children.

"Actually, I'm quite envious of you. At least there are people nagging in your ears. My parents... I still can't find their bodies. Those who participated in the rescue said that the sea area is too vast. They don't know the exact place where the plane fell, except for a few lucky people who landed on a nearby island, others... They didn't say, but I know that the sharks in the sea were buried, because that area is where the sharks gather."

It seemed to remind me of my sadness, Gu Tingchen said with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry, I didn't intend to remind you of these things."

I laughed and said, "It's okay, it was all a long time ago."

Gu Tingchen paused, and suddenly called my name, "Shi Sheng."

I looked at him puzzled, "Huh?"

Gu Tingchen's eyes were deep and he said: "You have always smiled fakely, no matter in the past or now, it is precisely because of this that people find it annoying."

The setting sun in the distance was slowly setting, and I squinted at the light that was not dazzling at all, and asked, "What about now? Do you still hate me?"

Gu Tingchen said sweetly, "No, I love you now."

His current love is nothing more than acting.

I smiled and said, "Go in."

Gu Tingchen reached out and knocked on the door. The person who opened the door was a woman in her 40s. Although there were many wrinkles on her face, she had a very good temperament. Seeing Gu Tingchen froze, she smiled and said, "Why do you suddenly want to come here?" Look at me? You didn't call before you came, is this your daughter-in-law?"

Gu Tingchen hummed lightly and explained: "I came here temporarily, mainly to bring her to meet you. How are you doing recently?"

She greeted us and went in with a smile and said: "It's very good. Your brother came here to see me two days ago. He just left last night. As soon as he left, you came back. My place can't be deserted. Think about it at night." what to eat?"

I was surprised, Gu Tingchen still has an older brother? !
I looked at Gu Tingchen in confusion, his expression didn't change, and following his mother's words, he said in a gentle voice: "You don't want to move to Wucheng to live with me, but you have to live here alone, my brother flies all over the world How can I take care of you? Think about my proposal, don't stay here forever. "

Hearing this, his mother smiled and said, "I know you care about me, but I'm used to living here, and I know the neighbors well, so I'm not alone."

Gu Tingchen sighed, "I'm just afraid that you will be lonely."

"Don't worry about it. I'll call you and your brother when I'm lonely. What do you want to eat? I'll go buy vegetables for you and your daughter-in-law later."

In fact, their mother and son got along very harmoniously, not as close as Gu Tingchen said.

And he was very concerned about his mother's life.

"Come on, don't make it so grand, keep it simple."

"Well, then sit with your daughter-in-law for a while, and I'll go shopping first." She thought for a while, and then asked, "Chen'er, what should I call your daughter-in-law?"

Gu Tingchen followed up and said, "Dad calls her Shenger."

"Then let me call Sheng'er too. Sheng'er sit here for a while, and I'll go to the market to buy vegetables. Chen'er, get a pot of warm water for the cabbage and put it at the door."

After speaking, Gu Tingchen's mother left in a hurry.

After she left, I asked him in a low voice, "Does your mother not know about our divorce? By the way, what is the cabbage she's talking about?"

"I haven't told her about the divorce yet." Gu Tingchen stood in the courtyard and yelled cabbage, and a German shepherd jumped out from inside. I stroked its head with my hand and explained to me: "My mother is dangerous living alone, so I got her a German shepherd from the army to protect her, very protective of the master."

I asked nervously, "It doesn't bite, does it?"

Gu Tingchen smiled and said, "Don't bite acquaintances."

"Then it's the first time seeing me..."

"Yes, but you have my breath on you."

I:"……"

After chatting with Gu Tingchen for a few words, I forgot to ask him about another brother. I only remembered it when we went for a walk outside with cabbage after dinner. I asked him about it curiously, but he didn't hide it and said, "Yeah. , I have an older brother named Gu Lanzhi, but he lived with my mother since he was a child."

"After the divorce, your parents took care of a child. You followed your father, and he followed your mother. Why haven't I heard your father mention these things for so many years?"

"My brother has a dull temperament and doesn't go back to Wucheng very much, so he gradually cut off contact with my dad. In fact, in his heart, he doesn't look down on the Gu family. My dad has a lot of self-esteem, so he didn't take the initiative to talk to him."

The two brothers are exactly the same, and Gu Tingchen's temperament is also deserted.

His expression was indifferent, and I couldn't ask any more questions.

It was snowing in the small town just after walking, Gu Tingchen raised his hand and touched my cheek, his warm fingers touched my cold skin, I couldn't help shivering, he frowned and asked, "Are you cold?"

I shook my head and said, "It's not very cold."

As the night was dark, Gu Tingchen suddenly let go of the leash in his hand and hugged me in his arms. I was stunned for a moment, looking at the distant Qingyue helplessly.

He asked in a low voice, "Isn't it cold if you wear so little?"

I blinked, suppressed the fluttering in my heart, put my head on his shoulder, smiled lightly and said, "I won't be cold with you here."

Hearing that Gu Tingchen's body froze, he just hugged me like this, and Bai Cai didn't run around, I stared at the falling snowflakes and my heart stirred.

I even thought extravagantly in my heart, how good would it be if he really loves me?

People are just too greedy and always want more!

I sighed secretly, Gu Tingchen suddenly hugged me horizontally, I subconsciously put my arms around his neck, he carried me back to the room with his long legs and broad arms.

Bai Cai was very obedient, and obediently followed us into the room and lay down beside the bed. Gu Tingchen put me on the bed and rubbed my head with his hand. He always likes to do this kind of intimate gesture recently.

"I've been here many times, but it's also the first time I've encountered snow. You've really caught up with me. I guess it will be covered in snow tomorrow after you sleep."

I lay on the bed, stretched out my hand to hold his palm, and said gently: "Really? Then I am quite lucky. Wucheng is humid, and it is rainy and snowy in summer and winter. I am tired of seeing it. I have never seen an ancient town full of snow. Tingchen, promise me now, and build a snowman with me tomorrow, okay?"

Gu Tingchen raised his hand and touched my head, and replied in a low voice: "Well, you rest first, I'll boil some hot water to wash your feet, do you want to remove your makeup?"

I shook my head and refused, saying, "I don't really want to take off my makeup."

"Well, then don't take it off."

Gu Tingchen left the room, I reached out and touched my face, there are a few ugly scars here, I don't want him to see them.

Maybe it's because I think that I don't have much time, so I abuse myself so unscrupulously, it doesn't matter, I really think it doesn't matter, anyway, dust will return to dust in a few months, but my heart is still sad.

I sat up and looked at the snowflakes outside, and couldn't help thinking, if he hadn't killed my child two years ago, then I would have left nothing in this world, right?
At least I still have children with my blood.

All of a sudden, I felt ashamed of my parents and the Shi family, because I gave the Shi family to a man who had nothing to do with the Shi family.

In the end, the Shi family didn't even have an heir.

Thinking of this, I felt a burst of sadness in my heart.

It is for the time family, but also for myself.

Ten minutes later, Gu Tingchen had already taken a shower and returned to the room. He held a basin of hot water in his hand, waited for me to wash my feet, and hugged me to sleep.

When I woke up in the morning, the snow hadn’t been piled up, and I couldn’t build a snowman. I was a little disappointed, but Gu Tingchen reassured me that I would stay here for a while.

In the next few days, the snow still did not tie up, but Gu Tingchen was surprisingly gentle. He took care of me and was considerate of me. He never disobeyed me as he said, and he would give me whatever I wanted. It was so peaceful until Wen Ruyan called him.

At that time, we watched crime-solving movies together in the room, and occasionally discussed the plot, and she cried desperately on the other end of the phone: "Tingchen, I miss you."

As soon as the words were finished, Gu Tingchen got up and left the room.

I turned my eyes and stared at the snow outside the window.

The snow should pick up today, right?

(End of this chapter)