Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 161 Xi Zhan's Confidence
Xi Zhan took off his clothes to take a shower, and I lay on the bed staring at the alluring back, reluctant to leave.

After a while, he came to the bedside in his nightgown and reached out to hold my wrist, staring at the injury on it with deep eyes.

"Have you had any pain this afternoon?" he asked.

I said truthfully: "It hurts faintly. I forgot that I was injured and raised my hand and hit the edge of the bed. It hurt so much that I almost cried."

In front of Xi Zhan, I never hide my fragility.

I looked at him with aggrieved eyes, and he suddenly hooked the corners of his lips and scratched my nose, and said in a terribly gentle voice: "You're so stupid, you know you're hurt and you're so careless."

I looked at him even more aggrieved, Xi Zhan sat on the edge of the bed, I put my head on his lap and asked him, "Are you tired?"

He lowered his eyes and said, "Not tired."

There is no sadness in Xi Zhan's eyes, just like a deep pool of silence, he has always been like this, he is calm and composed no matter what happens.

I reached out and grabbed his sleeve to comfort him, but I didn't know how to speak, so I simply got up and knelt on the bed and hugged him.

I hugged Xi Zhan's neck and put my chin on his shoulder, and he hugged my waist and buried his face in my neck.

Xi Zhan remained silent, his mood seemed very stable, and it took him a long time before he let go of me and got up to leave.

When he came back again, he had two bowls in his hand.

It turned out he knew I hadn't eaten.

After eating, Xi Zhan put the bowl on the table and went to bed. He lay beside me and stretched out his arms to pull me into his arms.

It was not comfortable to have the tip of my nose against his chest, but I was reluctant to leave, and Xi Zhan fell asleep not long after.

He hasn't rested much these two days, I still feel sorry for him, I raised my uninjured hand and hugged his waist tightly.

After a while I also fell asleep.

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When I woke up in the morning, Xi Zhan was still lying on my side, his eyes staring at the top of his head in a daze.
I rubbed my eyes and raised my hand to touch his cheek, the delicate texture was very comfortable when rubbed in the palm of my hand.

I lowered my voice and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Xi Zhan suddenly closed his eyes and said indifferently: "My three brothers and I were sent to the Xi family by our father since we were young. Whoever returns to the Xi family first without any help will be the successor of the Xi family."

I know that Xi Zhan was sent to attend home since he was a child, and his life in those years must have been difficult.

Hull also said that when he was dying of starvation in Finland Street, the Hull family gave him a bite to eat.

I kissed his cheek distressedly, and asked gently: "The way back must be very difficult, right?"

He hummed lightly and didn't tell how he returned to Xi's house, but said in a slightly lower voice: "I admired my father very much since I was a child, even though he sent me to Xi's house, even though he treated our four brothers very indifferently." , but we have admired him from the beginning to the end! Because he is very powerful, he can cover the sky with his hands, and he can protect all the people and things he wants to protect. He is an admirable father, at least among my three brothers I thought so before I died."

I gently pressed my cheek against his cold cheek to comfort him and asked, "Then what?"

"I was the first to walk into Xi's house. The three elder brothers left behind me, and my father sank them into the lake with his own hands in front of me."

No one knows how the other three heirs of the Xi family passed away. I used to have countless guesses. I even thought that a tiger's poison does not eat its children, but this is the most accurate truth that Xi Zhan told me.

The kind old man who touched my cheek the first time he saw me really killed his son, and he seemed to have no guilt before he died.

Xi Zhan was about 20 years old back then. He returned to Xi's house full of expectations and saw his father with great joy.

In the end, he saw with his own eyes that the person he admired the most killed his brother who was related to him by flesh and blood.

I trembled and asked, "Which lake?"

"The lake you fell into today."

I couldn't help being sad when I thought of the three innocent souls at the bottom of the lake. I silently shed tears and heard Xi Zhan continue: "I wanted to save them, but I couldn't beat my father at that time... Since then I have been It is clear that the Xi family is a feudal and pedantic family, and sooner or later it will decline as he gets old."

Today's Xi family, Xi Zhan, doesn't plan to take it anymore, so it's a matter of time before it goes into decline. The women in this old house will either disperse or stay here for the elderly.

No newcomers will set foot here again.

I kissed Xi Zhan Guangjie's forehead, he suddenly opened his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I blamed him, hated him, and even seldom came back here. After taking away his power, he became a man as powerful as him, and naturally became a man as cruel as him!"

I shook my head and said, "No, you are different from him after all! Xi Zhan, you know what you want, you never wrong yourself, you stick to one thing, and you are different from him after all."

Hearing what I said, Xi Zhan suddenly stood up and leaned against the head of the bed. He raised his hand and gently brushed across my tears with two fingers, raised his lips and said, "Well, I am different from him after all. He has the Xi family, and has indelible responsibilities, while I..."

Xi Zhan paused, and said for a while: "In the final analysis, I have nothing to do with the Xi family. The only thing I care about is you, that's all."

I have nothing to do with the Xi family, I didn't know the meaning of this sentence at the time, but Xi Zhan looked at me with firm eyes.

I seem to understand love from it, and I learned from him what is firmness, what is constancy, and what is full of trust.

All I care about is you,

That's it.

I am Xi Zhan's nothing more.

This is nothing more than a ray of spring light shining on the dark and damp land deep in my heart, and I suddenly clearly understand why I had to choose Xi Zhan to follow him.

Because he knows love.

He cherishes those he loves.

No matter where I go, no matter what danger I meet, no matter what scenery I see...

Whenever I turn around he stays where he is.

This life is all.

I was so touched that I bent down and hugged him. He put his arms around my shoulders and said softly: "Yun'er, don't leave me in this life."

"I will never leave you in my life."

Unless he doesn't want me.

Otherwise, why should I leave him?
I can't bear it, I can't bear him for the rest of my life.

The love he gave me was so different from the love Gu Tingchen gave me, and I began to regret it in my heart, if only I had met him sooner.

"I'm sorry I didn't meet you sooner."

His voice was dark, "It's just right now."

I gave a low hum, and suddenly remembered what his biological mother said in my mind, and I began to feel inferior.

I more or less kept a little inferiority complex in front of him.

I really don't deserve such a perfect man.

But in the future, I am willing to trust him wholeheartedly.

Love him with a whole heart.

"Second brother, I want to marry you."

(End of this chapter)