Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 185 He Didn't See Me

The villa was dimly lit, there must be someone inside, I didn't knock on the door again, but took out my phone and sent a text message to Xi Zhan.

"Second brother, it will be New Years in two hours."

I don't know if he still uses this number, but this is my last hope, and Xi Zhan didn't call me back.

My palms were red from the cold, and I took a deep breath and walked back and forth. The snow on the ground had penetrated my shoes and soaked my socks. My body felt extremely cold, and I wanted to leave quickly.

I am pregnant now so nothing can happen to my body.

I couldn't hold on any longer, and after thinking about it, I sent another message to Xi Zhan, "Today is my 24th birthday."

Last year on this day I experienced the greatest grief in the world.

And this year it still is.

I lost the man I loved the most.

And I pushed it away with my own hands!
The text messages I sent were like disappearing into the sea. At this moment, I finally understood that Xi Zhan and I were really strangers.

I am no longer the woman by his side.

So I can no longer enjoy his connivance and pampering.

Thinking of this, my heart hurts so much that I can hardly breathe.

I stretched out my hands to cover my chest and warned myself to be calm, but the more I did this, the deeper the sadness in my heart became.

The window on the second floor was pushed open, and I was surprised and happy in my heart. When I looked up, I saw Yuanyou with an unusually cold expression.

He was Xi Zhan's third brother first and then my third brother.

I knew in my heart that he hated me.

I opened my mouth to ask him where Xi Zhan was, but before I could ask, another person appeared at the window
He Ming, the illegitimate son of the He family.

His relationship with me has never been bad.

But at the moment he also looked at me with indifferent eyes.

He frowned and asked, "What are you doing here?"

I whispered, "I'm coming to him."

Yuan You continued, "Him?"

He frowned again and asked, "Who is he?"

Yuan You knew that I was looking for Xi Zhan but deliberately made things difficult for me.

I looked up at him with red eyes and said, "I know I was wrong, can you let me see him?"

Yuan You was about to say something, He Ming patted him on the shoulder to stop him, looked at me and said, "He's not here."

Today is New Year's Eve, everyone's homecoming night, and the villa here in Espoo is his real home.

Where could he be if not here?

And both He Ming and Yuan You are here.

I'm sure Xi Zhan must be in the villa.

And he must have heard my voice.

Thinking of this, I know I won't see him today.

I bent down and put the box in my hand at the door of the villa, then raised my head and smiled at Yuanyou and the others, "Happy New Year."

Seeing that He Ming withdrew his gaze, I turned around and left the villa, and sat back in the car to warm up a lot.

I didn't tell the driver to leave until the bell rang around twelve o'clock, and I said to the driver in front of me with wet eyes: "Happy New Year, let's go."

I meditate in my heart,

Happy New Year, Xi Zhan.

The car drove away slowly, and I turned my head slightly to look out the window, and the snowflakes were falling in abundance. The snow-covered sky is the most beautiful, as quiet and pure as that man.

Because Wucheng is often rainy and snowy, I used to not like snowy days very much, it was always wet and cold.

But now I like the weather, especially the snow in Finland, especially Espoo.

Because a person falls in love with a city.

This is what the old Patriarch of the Xi family said before his death.

When I sighed and was about to look away, through the heavy snow all over the sky, I suddenly saw a tall and resolute man standing by the window on the second floor of the villa.

He was still so handsome, with a cruel and ruthless face.

It turned out that he was really in the villa.

I didn't dare to blink, and I didn't dare to tell the driver to stop, I was afraid that the phantom at this moment would disappear in an instant!

But the speed of the car was so fast, he disappeared from my sight within a few seconds.

I turned around quickly, but there was no man by the window.

Is it my hallucination? !
I reached out and stroked my stomach and closed my eyes.

……

It was five o'clock in the morning when I returned to Tongcheng, and I lay down on the bed and slept when I got home, and it was already noon the next day when I woke up.

The New Year's concubine was not here today, so I got up, poured a glass of milk, sat down on the sofa and scrolled through WeChat. There were many New Year wishes.

Tan Yang said, "Happy New Year, wait until I come to play with you tomorrow! One more thing, He Ming asked me to be his woman yesterday."

I smiled and asked, "How did you respond?"

As soon as I sent it, Tan Yang replied to me, "How can I respond? I will only become an adult in August or September next year, and He Ming is 13 years older than me. If my mother finds out that I am looking for a partner this age, she will not interrupt me." legs!"

I smiled when I saw her message, and when I was typing to reply to her, she sent me another message, "The thing I fear most in this world is my mother, our whole family is afraid of her!"

I sent a crying emoji and asked, "Then do you like him?"

What I am asking is to put aside the external factors of age.

Tan Yang directly sent me a voice message this time, "I don't quite understand what it's like to like someone, because I haven't experienced it so far, maybe this is the reason why I rejected He Ming!"

Tan Yang's words showed that he had no intentions towards He Ming.

In fact, I don't quite understand whether He Ming is serious about Tan Yang on a whim or not. He doesn't look like a man who fell in love at first sight.

I spoke back to Tan Yang and said: "He Ming will be almost forty when you are 27 years old, and he is indeed a bit too big for you! You are still young, and you have more time to choose the future Your other half, when you grow up a bit, there will be more sons from wealthy families chasing you, and you will be picky by then!"

I suddenly remembered that not long after I became an adult, the threshold of the Shi family was broken by the big families, and they wanted to make a marriage contract with me in advance.

At that time, I refused all of them until the Gu family approached me.

Thinking of these, I can't help but sigh in my heart.

Tan Yang didn't reply to me again, I quit the chat interface with her and saw that Yu Luoluo also sent me New Year's greetings last night.

Not only her, but also Gu Lanzhi's text message.

He said, "Happy New Year, little girl."

He has always been a gentle man.

I replied: "Thank you and happy new year."

Half an hour after I finished replying to WeChat one by one, Ji Nuan sent me a voice message last night, "Sheng'er, I'm in Ireland, and this is Chen Shen's home. Only when I got here did I realize that Chen Shen is actually A very warm person, he took me to meet the aunt who raised him since he was a child, and his aunt has a very handsome son, that child is very cold, he pretended not to hear anything Chen Shen asked him, but I But he discovered his little secret! He likes the little girl next door, but that little girl doesn't like him very much!"

Ji Nuan's voice was full of joy, I could tell that she was very happy now, and Chen Shen made up for the grief that Chen Chu's death brought her.

When I was about to reply to her, Gu Tingchen called me, and I hesitated whether to answer his call.

But my parents are in his hands.

I took a deep breath to relieve the depression in my heart, connected and asked, "Why are you looking for me?"

(End of this chapter)