Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 194
It was snowing lightly in Tongcheng, I blinked but didn't hear Gu Lanzhi's answer, I felt that I shouldn't have asked so many questions from my standpoint, but I didn't want him to misunderstand.

I carefully explained: "Tan Yang refers to Xi Zhan, because she was raised by Xi Zhan, and in Tan Yang's eyes, she is the person she has followed all her life, but they are innocent, Tan Yang To have no love for him is to be a role model and follow in career, do you understand what I mean?"

Gu Lanzhi asked intelligently, "Why are Xi Zhan and Tan Yang involved?"

He was going to get to the bottom of it. I wasn't sure if I should say it, so I asked him first, "How much do you know about Tan Yang?"

Hearing this, Gu Lanzhi's expression froze for a moment.

I knew instantly that he knew nothing about Tan Yang.

I thought about it: "Tan Yang is a little girl who was protected by the Tan family and the former Xi family."

The former Xi family refers to the era of Xi Zhan.

Gu Lanzhi asked me suspiciously, "Why does the Xi family protect her?"

"Gu Lanzhi, she is a young genius."

Gu Lanzhi's expression was suddenly in a trance, as if he remembered something from the past, I said briefly: "There are many things I don't know whether I should tell you, but Tan Yang's Shuangshang is higher than ordinary people, and he sees things better than you and me." Clearly, my mind is more sensitive than yours and mine."

Gu Lanzhi closed her eyes, and said softly, "I'm a little troubled."

My caring voice asked, "What?"

Gu Lanzhi slowly opened his eyes and looked at the snow outside the window, and said in a sad voice: "Tan Yang clearly rejected me last night."

I was stunned, and suddenly realized that the usually indifferent man in front of me really fell in love with that little girl!

Yu Luoluo didn't impress him during the decades of chasing him, but lost to Tan Yang whom he hadn't even met a few times.

Why is this? !
I asked, "What reason did she use to reject you?"

Tan Yang thought He Ming was too old.

And Gu Lanzhi in front of him is bigger than He Ming.

Gu Lanzhi lowered her eyes and thought for a while, pursing her thin lips and said, "You are old and old-fashioned and feudal."

I couldn't help laughing and asked: "She said you are old-fashioned and feudal?"

Gu Lanzhi gave a low hum, and I got up and walked to him and said with a smile: "I used to think that Xi Zhan was old-fashioned and feudal."

Xi Zhan usually likes to wear a black suit the most. He looks meticulous and rigorous, and likes painting and calligraphy and is taciturn.
Gu Lanzhi changed the subject and asked, "Did you see him yesterday?"

I feel depressed when I mention this sad incident.

"No, he deliberately avoided mine."

Gu Lanzhi didn't know what to say anymore, he raised his hand and gently patted my shoulder, encouraging me: "There is no such thing as everything goes well in this world, the most important thing is that you have a clear conscience."

Gu Lanzhi is best at comforting people. He withdrew his arms and said word by word: "A person's life is not long, so if you want to do what you want, you can do it. You are Yu Xi Zhan, and I am Yu Tan Yang. Do you understand what I mean?"

I nodded and said, "I hope you can be together."

"Well, I don't usually help He Ming less." He said.

Hearing that he mentioned He Ming, I quickly explained with a smile, "I never helped him. One time when he was in Finland, he snatched my mobile phone and sent Tan Yang a message. Other than that, we didn't have much contact."

Hearing what I said, Gu Lanzhi's expression turned serious, and he said, "Tan Yang did go to Finland some time ago."

I:"……"

Just as Gu Lanzhi finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. I went to open the door and saw that it was Tan Yang. She was lying at the door with a thick head and a tiger head, smiling innocently and saying: "Shi Sheng, my dad just called me Let my brother and I go home, so I have to go first!"

"Then I'll see you off." I said.

Gu Lanzhi whispered in my ear, "I'm taking my leave too."

"Well, I'll take you downstairs."

I moved away to let Gu Lanzhi go out first, Tan Yang came in from Gu Lanzhi's side, took my arm and smiled and asked: "Shi Sheng, I'm going to Finland in a while, will you accompany me? "

Gu Lanzhi's footsteps stopped, he turned his head and asked first, "What are you doing in Finland?"

Tan Yang said frankly: "Yuan You just called to invite me over, saying that he would take me skiing and climbing, mainly for him."

Gu Lanzhi asked patiently, "Who is he?"

I thought it was Heming's instruction from Yuan You to call and invite Tan Yang to Finland, but Tan Yang said without any concealment: "Xi Zhan, Yuan You said that Xi Zhan needs me, so I have to go to Finland."

Gu Lanzhi didn't ask any more questions, Tan Yang continued to explain: "Xi Zhan needs someone who can learn computers, and I can just help."

I've heard that Tan Yang is very strong in technology, but this is the first time for a computer. However, Tan Yang is so smart and knows countless things. She is the one who can help Xi Zhan now.

and I?
I can't help anything!
Only as a bystander.

Gu Lanzhi left the room, and Tan Yang said in a low voice: "The youth class and the people who used to be beside Xi Zhan are all gathered in Finland. According to Yuan You, I may stay there for several months."

Xi Zhan is planning to reshape his network and power.

I suddenly envied Tan Yang being able to stay by his side.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Tan Yang asked, "Are you with me?"

Remembering that I didn't see Xi Zhan twice when I went to Finland, I sighed heavily and said, "Tan Yang, I won't see him."

Tan Yang asked suspiciously, "What?"

"I had a fight with him and broke up."

Tan Yang asked puzzledly: "If you say we are together, we are together, if we say we are apart, we are separated. Is the relationship between you adults just like this?"

I:"……"

In Tan Yang's perception, I have changed several men, so she should have misunderstood me, but whether it is Gu Tingchen or Xi Zhan, which one is I really willing?

I'm always being forced to leave.

And this time I hurt the man.

"Tan Yang, I love him very much." I said in a daze.

Tan Yang said intelligently: ""I will convey it to you for him. "

I smiled and asked her, "Do you want us to separate?"

Tan Yang shook his head and said, "I hope you are happy."

"Thanks, we will."

Xi Zhan and I will be happy.

……

I went downstairs to see them off and went back to the bedroom. Not long after I took the tocolytic and lay on the bed, my stomach became more and more painful.

I was very vigilant and hurriedly took Jing Yi to the hospital.

After the physical examination, the doctor kept persuading me to abort the child in my stomach, but I refused to grit my teeth and ask him, "It's hopeless?"

"Yes, but very small."

"Even if there is even a glimmer of hope, I will try."

"Then don't go through any setbacks anymore, go to the hospital for examination on time, but I advise you to take care of yourself in the hospital."

I said obediently: "Well, I will be hospitalized tomorrow."

I plan to go to S City tomorrow to stay in the same hospital with Song Yiran, so that I will be accompanied by others, and I will take this opportunity to learn more about the structure of Xi's family.

The doctor suddenly said, "Miss Shi, there is one more question."

"what?"

He looked worried and said: "It's best to do a deformity removal."

I was stunned and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Your body is weak, and it's not easy to get pregnant. In addition, the situation is unstable. I suggest that you have an excretion tomorrow."

With a livid face, I said, "You say my child is deformed?"

"Miss Shi, I mean just in case."

(End of this chapter)