Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 204 The First Step of Reconciliation

I didn't succeed in the end, because I fell into Xi Zhan's arms, with my arms around his waist subconsciously.

The man didn't push me away and let me hold him.

He also drove back to the apartment with great patience.

Thinking of these minutiae things last night, my heart was terribly hot, and this cheek was also terribly hot, and I didn't know what to do for a while.

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this!
It's really a mistake to drink.

Besides, I have never treated Xi Zhan like this...

Although through the thin suit fabric.

He and I seldom have sex between men and women, and the only few times we didn't make gestures that went too far because of his dominance.

And now...

My heart that was about to collapse burst at this moment, and I got up sadly and opened the door like a ghost to go out.

Xi Zhan was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back facing me to answer the phone. I opened the door of the apartment silently and planned to leave quietly.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xi Zhan turned his body away. He twisted a pair of beautiful sword eyebrows, and there seemed to be a sense of boredom between the browbones.

He asked in a low voice, "Where are you going?"

His expression was cold, and a faint fear rose in my heart, as if I had returned to the way I was afraid of him when I first met him.

I murmured and explained, "Go find Tan Yang."

"She went to Wucheng last night."

"Oh, then I'll go to Wucheng to find her."

Hearing this, Xi Zhan put away his phone and walked to my side with a pair of long legs, sighed and asked, "How long are you going to hide from me?"

I lowered my eyes and remained silent.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Xi Zhan finally compromised, and he whispered: "It's raining in Wucheng, you change your clothes before you go."

I was still wearing the little black vest from last night. I instantly understood that Xi Zhan was stubborn in his feudal thinking. He hated me wearing such revealing clothes, but the more he didn't want me to be like this, the more I wanted to fight against it!

I ignored him and wanted to go out directly. Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me into his chest. He stared at me for a while with dark eyes, and suddenly touched my smooth abdomen with his cold palm.

I couldn't stand his teasing, so I stared at him suddenly, his voice was like a subwoofer, and he uttered a sentence, "Since when did Yooner become so disobedient? Huh?"

His last suffix "um" sounded slightly higher, which was too provocative. I blushed and said helplessly, "Quickly let go of me!"

Xi Zhan didn't let go of me but hugged me up. My legs hung in the air and I subconsciously clamped his waist, and my hands still hugged his neck. He slightly raised his head and looked at me with clear eyes.

I looked at the handsome man in front of me from top to bottom, his outline was like a knife carving, like a god descending from the mortal world!
He has always given me the feeling that he does not exist in this world, standing on the highest point and watching everything in the world indifferently, as if no matter what happens, nothing can enter his heart.

Even if I slandered him and bullied him, he never blamed me.

Thinking of what I did eight months ago, I felt guilty in my heart. I hugged his neck and said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

He looked at me with puzzled eyebrows, "Huh?"

"Yuanyou is right, I ruined you."

Xi Zhan led me into the army, "Don't you know me?"

I:"……"

If Xi Zhan used to be, he would never break me.

In the past, Xi Zhan would only let me direct and act on my own.

And he was a spectator.

Is he angry because I didn't recognize him yesterday?
I lowered my head and bit my lip, held back the tears that were about to burst into my eyes, and said sorry after a long delay: "I'm sorry, second brother, it's not that I don't want to recognize you, I'm just afraid of recognizing you! Because I have nothing I did not keep the successful ones, including your children... I was afraid to recognize you! And when I went to Finland to find you several times, you avoided me. I thought you didn't want me anymore, and I felt uncomfortable Feeling extremely depressed!"

Seeing my grievance, Xi Zhan didn't blame me, he turned around and sat on the sofa and rubbed my cheek gently with a palm, and comforted me in a low voice: "Don't let the things that have passed Let's talk about right and wrong, those two children...we have no chance to be their parents, besides, you are still young, and the technology is so powerful now, when you want a child one day, you can do test-tube babies, if you don't want to We don't want to be reborn!"

The crying I originally wanted to endure was because of his words, tears flowed like a fountain. I buried my head in his arms and cried non-stop. The grievances, depression, and boredom in recent days dissipated in an instant.

I am sincerely grateful to Xi Zhan.

I am grateful that he has no regrets for me.

I am even more grateful that he is willing to be near me again.

"Yun'er, you are the most precious to me. Everything else is just floating clouds. I don't want to and won't care about the past, and I don't have time to find out right from wrong. Have you forgotten what I said before?"

He said before that misunderstanding is not a reason to push me away. I have always kept this sentence in my heart, but I also remember that I have not seen him three times in Finland, and I was very shocked!
I cried and asked, "Why didn't you see me?"

I am vulnerable in front of Xi Zhan.

I am also willing to let go of my hard shell and rely on him!
This is completely different from the feeling when I was with Gu Tingchen. It's like the man in front of me is worth relying on for the rest of my life!

Xi Zhan didn't explain why he didn't see me. He has always been taciturn, and after he said that, he returned to his former deserted appearance.

I raised my head angrily and shouted, "Xi Zhan."

He hooked his lips and smiled lightly: "It's not big or small."

Once I called him Xi Zhan and he said that I am neither big nor young.

I'll see you correct it later, but just let me go.

I originally wanted to say that you are my man and it is only natural to call you by your name, but I remembered the absurd things I did last night in my mind.

I hurriedly got up from his arms, he looked at me with puzzled eyes, I reached out and wiped my tears and said, "I'm going to Wucheng."

I am still afraid of being in the same room with him now, maybe because I haven't been intimate for eight months, and I feel joyful and unfamiliar at the same time.

Besides, I should meet my parents too.

It's time to give them an explanation.

He said stubbornly, "Change your clothes."

Perhaps because of the stubbornness in my heart, I deliberately opposed him and said: "I'm too lazy to change, let's talk about it in Wucheng."

"Yun'er, listen to me and change your clothes."

Xi Zhan's face was quite cold, I didn't bother to say anything to him, I happily left the apartment with the car keys in my heart.

As soon as I went downstairs, Jing Ye handed me a windbreaker.

I frowned and heard him explain with embellishments: "Mr. Xi just gave an order. He said that the weather in Wucheng is a little cold. He was afraid that the Patriarch would be cold, so he asked me to prepare a piece of clothing."

Xi Zhan must not have said so much!

At most he could say, "Prepare a dress for her."

I took over and asked, "Are you still following Xi Zhan's orders?"

Jing Yi said: "Since Mr. Xi left the country, he hasn't had any contact with him until now. He just sent me a text message."

"Then you send him a text message now."

Jing Ye asked obediently: "What is the master's message?"

"Just say that my parents want to give me a blind date."

Jing Ye was surprised and asked: "The Patriarch wants Mr. Xi to be jealous?"

(End of this chapter)