Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 21 Gu Tingchen's Regret
I stopped and asked, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know, I just regret it!"

I sneered and asked, "Why? Because of the Chu family?"

Gu Tingchen suffocated, "Who do you think I am?"

I sneered and asked, "Then who did you take me from the beginning to the end?"

If you want it, you want it, if you don't want it, you kick it away? !
Am I that cheap?
I left school quickly, and then hid in Shi's house for several days.

Until Ji Nuan dragged the prison guards to find me.

When I saw her, I saw her face was pale, but her eyes were unusually calm.

I sat across from her and asked wearily, "How are you doing? Have they bullied you?"

Ji Nuan shook her head and said softly, "I want to see you."

Ji Nuan has been in prison for more than a month, and I have less and less days left, I sighed and said: "Don't worry, you will be able to leave here in a few days, and you will spend this year's New Year with Chen Chusheng. "

Chu Xing promised me that he would get Ji Nuan out of prison before the new year.

She shook her head, and suddenly said inexplicably: "I don't know why, I miss you very much recently, and I feel uneasy in my heart. I always feel that you will leave me, leaving me quietly like Chen Chusheng."

I was taken aback, and said with a smile, "Idiot, I've been here all this time."

"Sheng'er, I always feel that you have something to hide from me."

……

After leaving the prison, I hesitated for a while and went to the town. I happened to meet his grandma pushing him out to relax. I followed them from a distance and didn't bother him until his grandma left.

I know that he is not stupid, he is waiting for me to pass at this moment.

Before I got close, I heard him ask, "How is she doing?"

I asked in a low voice, "Who?"

He replied, "Ji Nuan."

"You know her?"

"I'm not stupid, so I naturally remember."

I asked, "Why did you play dumb until then?"

After a pause, I smiled and said, "Is it because of low self-esteem? Do you feel that you are not worthy of her?"

Chen Chusheng was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm not good enough for her."

Although the man in front of him had disabled legs, his eyes were clear. If he hadn't been in a car accident, if he was healthy, even if he was a gangster, he would still be able to break out of his own world.

It's a pity that fate tricks people.

Unfortunately, we all met a woman named Wen Ruyan.

"Chen Chusheng, all she wants is you."

"I'm a useless person."

The scenery of the town is always charming. Looking at the icy river in front of me, I said sadly: "At least you are still alive. Chen Chusheng, you still have the ability to love, and I... cancer, the rest of my life It's only been a week or two, maybe it's tomorrow, I don't know, I have no future."

Chen Chusheng was shocked, I laughed and said, "Give yourself a chance to be happy."

"you……"

"Do it for yourself, don't let Ji Nuan down."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and left. There is no need to say too much.

It was already night when I returned to Wucheng, and I was tired and lay on the bed at home. In the middle of the night, my stomach hurt so badly that I had to get up and take a lot of painkillers, and finally vomited all on the ground.

I lay on the ground and originally wanted to call my doctor in charge, but I know my physical condition best. According to the current situation, I should not live to be 23 years old.

I closed my eyes, I couldn't tell what it was like, I didn't even have the slightest fear, it seemed that waiting for death became a natural thing, but I suddenly missed the past.

The more I get to this situation, the more I miss the person I used to be.

If I could do it all over again, I still want to slowly follow behind him.

Day after day, month after month.

I just hope we don't see each other again.

So that he can live forever in my heart.

It won't let me have extravagant hopes, nor will it make me sad.

When I was in extreme pain, I got a call from a guy.

His gentle voice called to me, "Shi Sheng."

"Gu Tingchen, what's the matter with you?"

"Will you forgive me?"

(End of this chapter)