Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 221 Yu Luoluo Plans to Get Married

I went to bed early last night mainly because I was tossed so hard by Xi Zhan, so I fell asleep in bed after finishing the work.

When I woke up in the morning, the sky outside was slightly bright, and there was a slight morning light on the border of the distant mountains. It is estimated that the sun will rise later.

I lowered my eyes and saw Xi Zhan's brows were slightly raised, as if he was hiding sorrow, I reached out to smooth him out, as if I knew that I was by his side, and his vigilance was relaxed at this moment.

If this was normal, he would have opened his eyes long ago!
I got up and got out of bed, got dressed and opened the door of the cabin to go out. There were patches of daffodils floating in the wind. I squatted down and rubbed the petals with my thumbs and said to myself, "It's so beautiful."

Suddenly there was a bird song in my ear, I got up and followed the chirping sound and saw a few small sparrows, they were shuttling through the woods, and a strong crow flew over after a while.

I laughed and said, "The early bird catches the worm."

I braced myself and was about to return to the cabin when I inadvertently saw an old stone tablet on the grass in the distance.

I ran over curiously and saw that there were a lot of block letters written densely on it, and at the end were the names of two people.

Xi Fu, Rao Nian.

Xi Fu is my biological father's name.

Rao Nian should be my biological mother.

And Wushan Yuemo is their place of love!
My biological father kept talking about his love for my biological mother on the night of his death, but how can a man with countless concubines be called infatuated? It's just touching himself!

Of course, we don't know what happened between them, so I can't make rash comments. I squatted on the lawn and read the block letters on the inscription carefully, "I was born before I was born, and I am old when I was born. When I met you, you were married and had children. Although my heart is clear, my worries are burning, but I will die with you in the end. I hope that your future will be bright, and you will not forget the old love. When the fate is reunited, I hope that you will be dead."

This passage is very simple, you can see my biological mother's affection for him, but you can also see her determination when she knew he had a family, especially the last sentence, she said that she hoped that when she had a fate with him again He was dead, revealing a hint of viciousness.

My biological mother must have resented him.

Otherwise, I wouldn't be sent back to Xi's house.

Although I was sent to the Shi family by the mistress.

But it must be because she resented him that she didn't want me, otherwise she wouldn't have married a Frenchman so quickly!

But these are my guesses.

I breathed out and said, "He's dead."

Xi Fu, the old head of the Xi family, my biological father, he lived at the pinnacle of power all his life, but he couldn't love him after all.

can't love...

How many people in the world get what they love?

Yu Luoluo, Gu Lanzhi, He Ming, Gu Tingchen, Xiao Wu, Song Yiran, Shi Cheng, etc. are all inseparable from love!

I squatted on the ground for a long time before I got up melancholy, turned around and saw the man in front of the cabin, staring at me intently, I smiled and asked, "Why are you up?"

He replied softly: "Appreciate the sunshine and the morning sun."

At this time, the sky is already orange-red, and the sun is slowly rising, and it is estimated that the top of the mountain will be completely exposed in a few minutes.

And standing in front of the orange and red is Xi Zhan's tall and straight figure, the man against which is dreamlike and unreal.

I hurried over to hold his arm, as if afraid that he would disappear, and he lowered his eyes and asked me, "What are you looking at there?"

"My biological mother is called Rao Nian."

I blinked and said, "This is the first time I know."

It is rare for Xi Zhan to ask me too much, "Did you blame her?"

Blame her?
I've thought about this question before.

But I never thought about it since I took over the Xi family.

Because at that time I was harassed by Xi Zhan's mother for a while, and I was still sad because she was only thinking about her son for a while, but after knowing that my biological mother was not her, I breathed a sigh of relief and never Didn't think about her deliberately.

It was like letting go of her.

I shook my head and said, "Everyone has their own choice. Her choice back then was to give up on me. In addition, I haven't met her before, so I can't complain. What's more, she gave me a kidney. I now She gave me every second of my life."

So what right do I have to blame her?
And at my age, I can already think about many things, especially since I have given birth to a child myself, I can understand her to a large extent, and I can put myself in her shoes.

It's understandable, but I don't want to recognize her no matter how clear I am, because she hasn't thought of contacting me until now.

I was never her daughter in her heart.

Maybe she just couldn't bear to donate a kidney to save me.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Xi Zhan commented: "You are quite transparent."

I smiled and said nothing, the morning sun had already risen completely, I took his arm and sat down on the rocking chair in front to enjoy the rare morning light in Wucheng, I asked him curiously, "Do you like this place very much?"

Everything here is exquisite, and Xi Zhan obviously put a lot of thought into it.

"Well, it is considered a quiet place."

Is there any other reason besides this?
I think it's not just that!
I leaned my head on his shoulder, remembering the dream I had last night, and shared it with Xi Zhan: "I had a dream last night, in the dream there were two lovely children of mine and Jiu'er. In the villa at home, my parents and children and grandchildren are around their knees, and they are naturally happy."

But that dream was very strange, in the dream there were my child, my parents, Shi Cheng and Jiu'er, including Xiao Wu, we all lived in Shi's villa, except Xi Zhan and Song Yiran.

Only there is no lover of me and Shicheng.

Seeing that I mentioned my child Xi Zhan was silent, maybe he didn't know how to comfort me, so he got up after a while and said, "Let's go down the mountain."

On the way back, I was exhausted again, and I didn't want to say a word on the co-pilot. When I passed by the villa, I saw Xi Wei bent over and cleaning the fallen leaves of the phoenix trees in the courtyard.

Seeing my gaze outside the window, Xi Zhan's faint voice reminded me: "It is the property of the Xi family. He is not guarding this villa for your father, but for you. If you like this place, you can Come to Wushan for a small residence at any time, especially in winter."

I turned back to him and asked, "Why is it winter?"

"Winter in Wushan is the most beautiful."

I groaned, Xi Zhan saw that I was depressed and kept silent, but a sense of irritability gradually began to rise in my heart.

That dream was very scary, because I couldn't see the faces of my two children clearly, but I was inexplicably firm in my heart that they were my children!
Just when I was sad, Yu Luoluo sent me a WeChat message, "Sister Shisheng, I want to get married on New Year's Day."

Yu Luoluo's news hit me like a thunderbolt, I sent her a message and asked her, "Why do you suddenly think of getting married?"

"It's just that I suddenly want to get married."

Yu Luoluo's tone didn't seem voluntary, as if someone was forcing her.

She asked me again, "Can you be my bridesmaid?"

(End of this chapter)