Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 24

"Sheng'er, you just had an operation and you should take a good rest."

I didn't die, Chu Xing forcibly took me out of Wucheng for surgery.

An operation with a one percent success rate.

But Chu Xing said that I was dying when he arrived at Shi’s villa that night. At that time, I was lying on the bed wearing a white skirt, my face was pale, lifeless, and I would be dead without surgery.

The surgery wasn't exactly a success, but it wasn't a failure either.

At least I bought myself some time.

Ji Nuan raised her hand to straighten the long hair beside my ear, and I opened my lips with difficulty. Seeing that I was so busy, she hurriedly stopped me and said, "You just woke up, and you still have instruments plugged into your body, so you can't speak yet. .”

I blinked my eyes in compromise, and heard Ji Nuan say: "A few days ago, we didn't take you away immediately. According to Chu Xing's suggestion, I called Gu Tingchen. When he came to see you, he thought you were dead and cried. Very sad, they also held a funeral for the funeral, and the lawyer read your will."

There was also a funeral for me.
Is there no one named Shisheng in Wucheng?
Thinking of this, my eyes are full of sadness.

Ji Nuan rubbed my arm that was stiff from lying down all the time, and said guiltily: "Chu Xing disguised you as a dead person to punish Gu Tingchen, make him sad and remorseful, and fill him with guilt for the rest of his life, but I... saw it at the funeral Crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound, he finally told him the truth with a soft heart."

crying sobbing
I remember that before I fell into a coma, Gu Tingchen came to find me at home and said sincerely: "During this period of time, I have been thinking about who I love. I love that woman who disgusts me."

He also said: "Be my Mrs. Gu, we will remarry."

I didn't promise at that time, and he didn't fulfill his promise either.

Gu Tingchen finally decided to marry Wen Ruyan.

I pursed my lips and asked with difficulty: "Don't you hate it?"

My voice is unusually hoarse.

Previously, Gu Tingchen imprisoned Ji Nuan for Wen Ruyan's sake, and life in it must have been like a year, but she never expected that she would retaliate with kindness and even tell Gu Tingchen that I was still alive.

"I hate him." Ji Nuan paused, then gently rubbed my arm and said, "I hated him all the time in prison, hated him for protecting Wen Ruyan, hated him for bullying my best friend My friend, but all the hatred disappeared when he knelt in front of your grave and cried heartbreakingly."

Ji Nuan couldn't bear to say: "I love Chen Chusheng so fearlessly, I understand the pain of losing the one I love, seeing Gu Tingchen like that is like seeing my former self."

Ji Nuan said that Gu Tingchen cried heart-rendingly for me. Before, I couldn't imagine that cruel man's emotional appearance, let alone his sincerity when he cried in front of my grave in front of everyone.

Gu Tingchen like this really makes people feel distressed.

I closed my eyes tiredly, and heard Ji Nuan ask me, "Do you still love him?"

I opened my lips and said hoarsely, "Love."

My love for Gu Tingchen has lasted for nine years. This kind of feeling cannot be wiped out in a moment. The current ending or another kind of fulfillment, wishful thinking is willing to bet and admit defeat.

Ji Nuan asked with concern: "Then will you return to Wucheng after you recover?"

I asked her in frustration, "Who am I after I go back?"

Ji Nuan suddenly hesitated and said: "Sheng'er, there is one thing I have been thinking about for a long time, and I have been hesitating whether to tell you, but I am afraid that you will not be able to accept this result, but I hope you can know the truth."

I asked her suspiciously, "What truth?"

I have already died once, what else can I not accept?

She said solemnly, "Gu Tingchen has an older brother named Gu Lanzhi."

It may be that I have just woken up, my consciousness is very vague, and my head is heavy.

"I know about it," I said.

Ji Nuan looked at me with pity and said, "They are twins, they look exactly the same."

I looked at her in astonishment and asked, "What do you want to express?"

"It wasn't Gu Tingchen you met nine years ago."

It was dark before my eyes, and I only heard Ji Nuan calling my name.

At this moment, my mind is empty and I can't think about anything.

It was really hard to understand what Ji Nuan meant by that sentence.

It took me a long time to understand what it meant.

I have a secret hidden in my heart——

I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years.

When he was young, he often followed behind him.

When she was older, she finally became his wife.

For nine years, I steadfastly guarded that man for nine years.

Guard that secret love with an uneasy and careful attitude.

Even if he doesn't give me love, even if he doesn't even have the slightest mercy.

I still stay by his side without hesitation.

Because my love is pure,

So far in my life, there is only one person.

But now Ji Nuan tells me that the man I love who is as gentle as the breeze and the moon is never him.

The so-called memory, the so-called deep love, was wrong from the beginning.

Thinking of this, my heart throbbed with pain.

I entered the emergency room again, and Chu Xing appeared in the ward after waking up again. Seeing my sad appearance, he stroked my head with his palm, and asked softly, "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"

Did I cry? !
I still remember the first time I saw "Gu Tingchen"; I still remember the warm tone calling me a little girl; I still remember the song he played for me in the classroom - the street where the wind lives.

There are very few memories between me and him, but I cherish them very much.

Like finding a treasure, hold it tightly in your heart.

But now someone told me, "It wasn't Gu Tingchen you met nine years ago."

If the man who called my little girl that year was really not Gu Tingchen! !

Then my Mrs. Gu for the past three years and the torture I have suffered are not a joke?
Haven't my loves been deceiving themselves? !
The pain in my heart was unbearable. I shook my head and didn't know what to do. It was like a huge hole had been gouged out in my heart, and there was a stream of blood flowing inside. This truth is indeed a result that is more unbearable than death.

Seeing me crying all the time, Chu Xing was so distressed that he hugged me in his arms with red eye circles, and softly coaxed me and said: "Don't be afraid of Sheng'er, you're fine, the doctor said you will get better, as long as We have enough time, as long as you listen to my words and recuperate, everything will be fine!"

I was at a loss and shouted, "Brother."

The tears couldn't stop, Chu Xing wiped them for me and said, "I'm here."

Life seemed to have lost all meaning, I held onto his arm tightly, and remembered that 'Gu Tingchen' who tied the scarf on me tenderly and called me a little girl when the snow fell that night.
He must be the man I really met nine years ago.

I limp in Chu Xing's arms and said, "I want to go back to Wucheng."

(End of this chapter)