Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 259 The Eve of Surgery
"Sheng'er, I know the feeling of missing out very well. You must have experienced it from Gu Tingchen. I hope you will have no complaints or regrets on this road of love. I will always support you in pursuing your own happiness."

My sister-in-law's words kept ringing in my ears, and the pain of losing Gu Tingchen emerged in my heart, especially life would be worse than death!
I quickly hung up the phone and opened the door, Jing Ye and the others were resting next door, I didn't want to disturb them and left alone.

When I entered the elevator, my steps were weak, and I was in a trance. I shook my head and went to the side of the road to stop the car. After a while, there was another person beside me. It was the familiar clear breath deep in my memory.

I turned my head and was stunned, "Why are you here?"

The man's voice was unusually gentle and he explained: "What happened last night was due to the Gu family's negligence of duty. Ji Nuan and you are like sisters. I know that you feel uncomfortable in your heart. Originally, I wanted to find you last night, but you and Xi Zhan Together... Shenger, I want to be with you."

Gu Tingchen wants to be that man by my side.

He wanted to replace Xi Zhan, but he didn't dare to say so!
I didn't want to get entangled with him, so I simply ignored him. Instead of feeling embarrassed, he asked me, "Where are you going?"

I still didn't respond, Gu Tingchen asked me in an aggrieved tone, "Sheng'er, it's been two years, are you still angry with me?"

There is a big difference between Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan's personalities. Xi Zhan is a very tough man, he does what he says and does what he says, and he doesn't even bother to explain. The whole thing is a cold machine!

But Gu Tingchen is different, he can bend and stretch when things happen, and he can show weakness in front of me, but I am a person who is particularly soft-hearted.

Gu Tingchen is aware of this. He stared at me with dull eyes, and said in an aggrieved tone: "I did do some things wrong before, but after that I never thought of hurting you! If I let you If I choose again, I will still do that. Compared with the pain of losing you, the other is nothing, I am willing to bear it, but I never thought that the woman who loved me so much and was willing to marry me would be halfway through Get out of the car and fall in love with other men!"

Gu Tingchen's words pierced my heart, and I couldn't let go of my breath. My whole body was in pain, and my head was so dizzy that I shook my head and whispered softly: "Actually, the decision you made that time I can understand, because if it were me, I would do the same, but I have been hurt by you too many times before, so I built a wall in my heart to block you out!"

It had rained in Wucheng before, the ground was very wet, and my high heels were covered with muddy water. It was disgusting to see, I took a deep breath, and said firmly: "Sorry, there are regrets between us, but I still want to say, I love Xi Zhan."

I love Xi Zhan, the man who has a cold expression all the year round, but protects me tightly and gives me infinite pampering.

In this life, in my limited life, I only recognize him.

I'm going to find him right now!

I want to be by his side.

But there was a bloody smell in my throat, I forced myself to swallow it and said to Gu Tingchen, "I'm leaving first."

I stopped a taxi and got on. In the car, my energy suddenly became weak. The driver asked me where I was going. It took me a long time to remember that the seaside villa that Xi Zhan said was there.

I reported the address, and just blurted out this sentence, my throat was itchy and I couldn't stop coughing, the driver cursed and said: "Unlucky!"

I covered my lips and kept coughing, and I didn't have time to pay attention to him. Gu Tingchen knew about my condition, he hurriedly opened the car door and asked me how I was doing. I opened my hands and found that the palms were full of blood.

I was stunned, Gu Tingchen helped me get out of the car and got into his car with a worried expression, I sat in his car and said with a smile: "Tingchen, I can never get his forgiveness again, take me to the hospital .”

"Sheng'er..."

I burst into tears, the despair in my heart was so deep, I murmured to myself: "Although I have no children, I am not qualified to be a mother after all, but I still want to live! I want to be by his side , but why does God have to treat me so cruelly? I just want a healthy body."

Hearing this, Gu Tingchen burst into tears and said, "I'm sorry, I caused you to be like this, and I took away your health with my own hands!"

Indeed, my uterine cancer was given to me by him!

It is he who makes me always hover on the verge of death!

I hate him, I hate him so much I want to kill him!

But it's me who should be blamed the most!

It was I who let him abuse me back then!
My spirit is too fragile, so weak that I don't even have the strength to talk to him, it seems that there is a touch of coldness falling on the corner of my lips, I reached out and touched it lightly, I don't know what it is!
When I became conscious again, I was in the hospital four hours later. At that time, I was lying on the hospital bed, and Gu Tingchen was by my side. He held my palm tightly, as if he was afraid that I would disappear!

I withdrew my hand from his palm, and his eyes dimmed and he said to me: "The doctor said your condition is getting worse."

I closed my eyes and said, "I know."

Gu Tingchen was silent for a while, and then said softly: "Although medicine can restrain your condition, it is only restraint. You can no longer spoil your body, no more illnesses, no more injuries. You must keep warm at all times, and don't be too emotional. low."

I hummed coldly, Gu Tingchen didn't care about my attitude, and continued: "The doctor gave a suggestion, and he said that the best treatment for you now is to remove the uterus to prevent the disease from getting worse. I think the suggestion is good, at least it can make you feel better. ..."

I interrupted his words and asked in a disappointed tone: "Can it increase my chances of surviving? Cancer can never be cured, right?"

Hearing that Gu Tingchen was silent, I laughed at myself and said, "After my operation two years ago, Assistant Yin said that I was cured, but now the disease has relapsed. How can there be any real recovery?"

Seeing me in pain, Gu Tingchen bent down and hugged me into his arms, I silently shed tears and my heart was sore.

I just want to live.

But why is it so difficult to live?
I pushed Gu Tingchen away, "You go."

He didn't force me to stay. He told me to take a good rest and left the ward. I stared at the infusion tube all night. In the morning, the doctor came to make rounds and asked if my body was still in pain.

I nodded and said, "A little bit, it doesn't hurt much."

After drinking the medicine and taking the infusion, the pain in my body eased a lot. The doctor recorded my condition and stood in front of my hospital bed. ...But now it is to control your condition..."

He was afraid of me, so he kept his words secretive.

For fear of offending me.

After a night of emotional precipitation, I am now very calm in my heart. I lowered my eyes and asked him, "Will there be any side effects from the operation?"

(End of this chapter)