Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 365 I Was Never My Father
This letter is extremely short—

"This is the No. 12 year of loving you, and it is also the third year of marrying you. I am very lucky that you can be my wife, and I am very lucky that I can be your husband, but I will never be able to love you forever!

Zooey, my memory is getting worse and worse. The doctor said that I will forget the people around me soon, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, or even after I leave this secret room.

I am really afraid, very afraid that I will forget you.

I thought I could escape,
pity……

I still can't escape my fate.

Zooey, after forgetting you, I may not think of you again, and even forget everyone in the family, but I can't let anyone know about this, including you!Because I am the head of the Xi family, my mission and responsibilities do not allow me to be vulnerable.

Sorry, Zooey.

I will get to know you again.

Believe me, I will never let you down in this life. "

I opened other envelopes, all of which were written by Gan Shuang, but the first one was the last one, in the third year of marrying Gan Shuang, which means that my father has not entered this secret room for more than 30 years. , not only the 27 years that Xi Wei said!

Jing Ye suddenly realized: "No wonder when I was sorting out the relics of the old Patriarch, I saw a thick diary next to his pillow. The name on it was Rao Nian, and it should be the old Patriarch and Rao Nian. It’s just the little things between the owner’s mother, but that diary was later brought to Finland by Mr. Xi.”

In these letters, he wrote about his past with Gan Shuang!

Everything was detailed, everything I did today was clearly written, and it took me time to find the answer in the last letter.

"I suffer from amnesia, intermittent amnesia, sometimes I remember the past, sometimes I don't remember, I have been doing rehabilitation treatment these years, but the doctor said that my condition is getting worse. One day in the future, I may not Will remember Zooey again!"

My father suffers from amnesia.

But no one knows this secret.

Including Xi Wei beside him.

He kept it a secret all his life.

Because he is the head of the Xi family.

He can't show any vulnerability.

So he wrote what happened in his diary!

That's why he remembered that he loved my mother!
So he never leaves this room!

So he married many concubines after forgetting Ganshuang!

Later, I met my mother in Wucheng!
But my mother is luckier than Ganshuang.

Because my father remembered everything with her, but perhaps he forgot the password of the secret room, so he buried her together!

And my mother...

The book named Rao Nian has always been by his side!

In fact, in the final analysis, it was my father who broke his promise first!
With a trembling voice, I asked, "Only that one book?"

Jing Ye was surprised and asked: "What does Patriarch mean?"

"He should have recorded everything in the diary, otherwise how could he have survived until now? Moreover, it is really not easy to support the Xi family for so many years with the memory on paper!!"

"Yes, there are several books, all of which were taken away by Mr. Xi! The mistress refused to keep Mr. Xi, all of them are in Finland!"

Jing Ye suddenly reminded me: "Patriarch, there is a CD!"

"Can I play it?" I asked.

Jing Ye left quickly, and after a while, he hugged a player that could play CDs. He said that he couldn't see the picture, only the sound!

Jing Ye played, and Gan Shuang's voice came first, "Brother Shen Nian, I have learned Huangmei Opera at home, how about I sing it to you?"

At this time, Gan Shuang's voice was particularly youthful.

With a touch of naughtiness.

A calm male voice replied to her, "Yes."

Gan Shuang babbled and sang, but she didn't sing very well, she happily asked him, "Brother Shen Nian, can I sing well?"

As if wanting to get some praise.

The male voice replied indifferently, "Yes."

Gan Shuang complained, "Brother Shen Nian is so indifferent."

The male voice replied dotingly, "Nonsense, you always know that I'm just not very good at sweet talk, but I've never been indifferent to you."

Gan Shuang smiled and said, "Then I know that Brother Shen Nian will marry me."

"Well, you are the wife I will be marrying in the future."

"Then brother Shen Nian will marry as many concubines as your father did? If you marry them, I won't marry you!"

The male voice smiled softly, "No, I was never my father, I know what I want, and you will be my whole life! Zooey, we have known each other for many years, childhood sweetheart, you have been passionately chasing me for so many years , how can I be willing to make you sad?"

He had indeed made her sad all her life!

Made her paranoid all her life!

Treated her indifferently for a lifetime!

And my father became his father after all!

Then there was a burst of babbling and babbling.

At the end of the ending, I heard Gan Shuang smile softly, "I will not betray you, and I hope you will not betray me in this life, otherwise I will never forgive you! I don't care, brother Shen Nian, anyway, how many cuckolds you will wear for me in the future I will pay you back double, and I will do what I say!"

Ganshuang did it!
Hang out with all the bodyguards around you!
She also gave birth to Xi Zhan.

I left the secret room in a hurry and went to the hall. Xi Zhan saw the panic on my face, and said with a condensed expression, "What happened?"

The coffin has not been closed yet, I saw her pale and bloodless face from above, and her young appearance appeared in my mind, babbling on the stage singing Huangmei opera to the man I love, she was innocent at that time , my heart is full of happiness!

Seeing me looking at Gan Shuang all the time, Xi Zhan got up and hugged me into his arms, I asked her with red eyes, "Xi Zhan, what kind of woman is she?"

Xi Zhan couldn't answer this question clearly.

I asked another question: "How did your father treat her?"

Xi Zhan thought for a while and replied: "I have always treated each other indifferently."

The man Gan Shuang loves has always been in love with her, but his memory is not very good, and he fell in love with someone else halfway through!
The man she blamed all her life didn't give him an explanation until he died, so I hurriedly turned around and left to find Xi Nuo to return the letter!
I carefully read the rest of the letter, it was all the bits and pieces of Gan Shuang and my father's past years, the one she called the most was Brother Shen Nian, she was as attached to him as she was when she was a child.

Gan Shuang hated her all her life.

Also loved all my life.

But in the end, she didn't even understand why her husband, the man who treated her so well, suddenly changed as soon as he said it!

At the end of the letter she wrote——

"My elder brother Shen Nian is the most ruthless yet gentle and affectionate man in the world. He can marry me alone regardless of my father's objection, so that I can pick Gesang flowers that bloom for Qingming from the remote and dangerous Qinghai-Tibet. Even when in danger, he always protects me in his arms for the first time, facing the enemy with his soft place, and gently comforts me when I am injured, saying that I am fine!

He used to be so gentle!

He used to love me more than anything.

But why did she suddenly not love her again?
I still can't figure out this question, and even wanted to ask him for an answer on the day of his death, but he didn't give me the answer, he just accused me of betraying the identity of the mistress of the Xi family!

Accused me of betraying him!
His accusations are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people!

But obviously he was the one who betrayed me first!
It was he who betrayed our love.

It was he who made me miserable in this life!

If he had said from the beginning that this love has a limit; if he had told me from the beginning that he would quit in the future; if he had never treated me so tenderly, I would never have married him!
He lied to me!
It was him who ruined me.

Brother Shen Nian,

You are a total bad guy! "

(End of this chapter)