Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 380 I can't hold it anymore
When I got to the door of the villa, I remembered Xi Zhan's threats vividly. I lay on the door and saw that the light in the study was still on, and Xi Zhan was still busy with official business inside. I stretched out my hand and opened the door with confidence.

As soon as he opened the door and took two steps, he heard a cold voice behind him asking in a low voice: "Don't you understand the meaning of not being an example?"

I ran as fast as I could, and Xi Zhan caught up with me and immediately hugged me in a firm princess hug. I subconsciously hugged his neck and raised my eyes to look at him, while he narrowed his eyes and looked at me, "How dare you turn back?" Home?"

I put on a smirk and said, "I'm definitely going home."

He rolled out the word "um" from the back of his throat, and I thought about Ji Nuan and hurriedly asked: "When will Chen Shen hold the wedding? It feels like it has been delayed for a long time. He won't regret not marrying right away?"

If Chen Shen doesn't marry Zhou Mo, he will always pester Ji Nuan.

I don't want him to pester Ji Nuan now.

Because I can sense Ji Nuan's current intentions.

She was stable with Mr. Lan, and she looked forward to him with every look in her eyes, and she couldn't wait to leave to pick him up at the airport.

Xi Zhan asked me in a low voice, "How to marry?"

I asked curiously: "Why?"

Xi Zhan hugged me into the room and explained: "Chen Shen's marriage to Zhou Mo is only a temporary solution. He will not marry her. He is just delaying the time to solve the problem. But when the problem has not been resolved, Ji Nuan suddenly has a relationship with Lan. Shang received the certificate, which caught Chen Shen by surprise and caught him off guard. He doesn't care about the wedding with Zhou Mo at all now. He only thinks about how to snatch Ji Nuan from Lan Shang's hands. Although Lan Shang Not troublesome but not easy to deal with at all."

After entering the room, Xi Zhan didn't let me go, but carried me up the stairs. I leaned into his arms and heard him whisper: "Although that man Lan Shang seems to be indifferent to the world, he is very ambitious. In the past few years, his hands and feet have been stretched to every corner. It is very difficult for Chen Shen to deal with him, and he himself understands this reality, so he contacted me not long ago, and wanted me to deal with Lan Shang with him."

Chen Shen actually contacted Xi Zhan in private? !

I worried about Ji Nuan and asked, "You agreed?"

Xi Zhan's steps were firm and steady. He didn't answer my question, but took me back to the room. I got out of his arms and lay on the bed. The fatigue all over my body was relieved instantly.

Xi Zhan came over and knelt down on one knee to take off my high heels. I made a fool of myself and put my foot on his cheek. Putting his feet into his arms, he said in a deep voice: "Mrs. Xi, no one in this life is as bold as you and can commit the following offenses again and again. You are really bold and fearless!"

Xi Zhan has always paid attention to his own dignity and does not allow others to violate it. I used to call him Xi Zhan, but he always reminded me that he was not big or small, and he always kept a cold face and dared not let anyone approach him!

I laughed out loud and asked, "Am I not qualified?"

Xi Zhan pursed his lips, "Guess."

He's interested in joking with me now.

I rubbed my feet against his arms and said, "Others must not be qualified. I think Mrs. Xi should be qualified. What do you think?"

Xi Zhan said nothing, he let go of my feet and stood up to turn off the lights in the room. I sensed a bad breath, "What are you going to do?"

Xi Zhan's faint voice came from the room, "Mrs. Xi, I'm not just talking about this word, do you understand?"

My heart tightened, "Then what are you going to do?"

"Do what you don't want to do," he said.

I immediately guessed what he meant by that!
I hurriedly begged for mercy: "Second brother, I'm tired."

I do feel physically tired.

"I know, I never break my promise."

When I lay tired on the bed and looked at the energetic man on the balcony, I kept scolding my mother. He knew that I was tired, but he still tossed me for a long time, and he still used the usual posture.

I was very sore down there, and when he wasn't paying attention, I forced myself to get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower. I also drank anti-cancer medicine, medicine for body recovery, and some vitamins in the bathroom.

I ate a lot of miscellaneous things, and the people who ate them were disgusting.

Nausea is fine as long as the body is recovering.

As long as it doesn't continue to deteriorate, I can accept it!
But lately I get tired very easily.

Perhaps the body is weaker than before.

This kind of weakness is not the recurrence of cancer, but the body is not as strong as before, so I get tired easily and want to rest all day long.

I came out from the shower and hugged Xi Zhan's body from behind on the balcony. Thinking of the fact that we had already obtained the certificate, I thought I could give him the Xi family, because no matter what happened later, we could not divorce. He is my last lover!

And I trust him completely!
It's like trusting myself!
The feeling of being with Gu Tingchen is completely different!

Xi Zhan turned around and stretched out his arms to hug my body, the two of us sat on the sofa on the balcony, I snuggled into his arms and suggested to him: "Second brother, can I run the Xi family for you?" ?”

Xi Zhan frowned and asked, "Why do you suddenly have such an idea?"

"You and I are both busy, you can't get away in Finland, and I have Xi's family, which makes us two often separated! I don't like this, I want to give you the Xi's family, and then I will take the children Live with you in Finland, shall we go back to Wucheng once in a while?"

Xi Zhan said that it is very good to settle in Finland. He likes Finland, and I don’t like Wucheng very much, so he can go wherever he wants, as long as he doesn’t separate the two places, I can accept it!

Xi Zhan asked me wisely, "Because we have obtained the certificate and you trust me completely in your heart, are you planning to give the Xi family to me?"

Xi Zhan guessed right, but it hurts to say so directly.

I quickly lied and denied it: "It's not like that, it's not that I didn't trust you before, it's just that I think..."

Xi Zhan interrupted me, "I refuse."

I shouted in astonishment, "Second brother."

"Yun'er, the Xi family was taken away from me by your father and left to you. No matter what happens in the future, you must guard it firmly."

My father used to be Xi Zhan's father.

"But after marriage, it belongs to our husband and wife."

"That's the reason, but he doesn't want to."

The he in Xi Zhan's mouth refers to my father.

I was puzzled and asked, "Why?"

"Yun'er, the Xi family has too many secrets. Your father has too much hatred for me and my mother. Many things cannot be explained clearly in a few words. But remember, I am your father's enemy."

"Second brother, I don't understand what you mean." I said.

I remember who once said that my father sank his three sons into the lake, but the reason why he sank into the lake was that Xi Zhan and Gan Shuang interfered!
Yes, Xi Wei said it!
That's why Xi Wei killed Xi Zhan at the beginning!
I seemed to understand a little bit, looking at Xi Zhan's lonely expression, I didn't say anything, but hugged his arm to comfort him and said: "Second brother, let's not think about the past anymore, if you don't want to take over the Xi family, then I won't." Mention this matter! I’ll listen to you, live in Wucheng for a while, and Finland for a while, it’s not bad, I just want to be with you well and happily.”

He hummed and lowered his head to kiss my cheek, and said softly and showing weakness: "Yun'er, my life has been too rough, so I don't want to explore those things in the past, I only care about the future."

"Well, then bury all those secrets and hatred."

Xi Zhan suddenly tilted his head and kissed my lips, and I responded enthusiastically. Just when I was about to get to the point again, my phone rang.

I got up and went back to the bed to pick up the phone and saw that it was my mother calling me. Why did my mother suddenly call me at this time? !
I connected and asked, "Mom, what do you want me to do?"

"Sheng'er, Jiu'er has been throwing up non-stop."

Xi Zhan and I rushed to the hospital. At the door of the ward, I heard Jiu'er calling for her mother. I asked my mother, "How is she?"

"I keep throwing up, crying and fussing all the time, the child misses his mother, and he's in a bad mood, so I didn't call Shicheng at this late hour!"

When I entered the ward, I saw Jiu'er's face was very pale, she kept crying for her mother, the little face was full of tears, her eyes were red, her nose was also red, as if she had suffered a great grievance!

I yelled softly, "Jiu'er, give me a hug from my aunt."

"No, I want my mother, I want my mother!!"

Jiu'er will be two years old in three months. A two-year-old child is very respectful, especially when he is sick, he wants to rely on his mother.

I looked at my mother helplessly, and my mother suggested: "Jiu'er has been arguing for three or four hours, she must be missing her mother, Sheng'er, please call Miss Song and ask her to come and accompany the child !"

I nodded and said, "I'll contact her right away."

I went out and called Song Yiran, but there was no answer there, and Jiuer's crying sound came from the ward again, my heart was full of worry and anxiety, so I kept calling Song Yiran!

It took a long time for her to connect, "Miss Shi."

Her voice was low and soft.

I called out in a low voice, "Miss Song."

She asked weakly, "What do you want from me?"

"Miss Song, Jiu'er has been crying and fussing. She is not in good health. She was vomiting just now. I wanted you to come and accompany her."

Song Yiran called me softly, "Miss Shi."

I responded softly to her, "Miss Song, what's the matter?"

"Miss Shi, I can't hold it anymore."

(End of this chapter)