Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 383 Why Don't You Call My Brother?
The car window was wide open, and the breeze was blowing. I saw Ji Nuan's face full of inferiority complex. At this time, she should feel the most uncomfortable, especially when facing the scene last night.

Especially when she said it!
I held her hand tightly, "Well, I'll accompany you."

She sighed: "I was in peace with him last night, but I blamed myself for accidentally falling on top of him, we kissed naturally, his kiss was very shallow, and my face is still recovering... Blue Shang didn't show any disgust at all. I thought I would let him go last night, but he pulled away in the end. At that time, I saw the coldness in his eyes. I can understand the coldness as disgust. Sheng'er, he has a brow Very clear, gentle eyes but calm and cold man, I can't guess his thoughts, although I feel at ease by his side, but I tend to feel inferior and worry about gains and losses."

Ji Nuan used the word "scrupulous about gains and losses"...

This shows that she has begun to care about Mr. Lan from the bottom of her heart.

Maybe it's still not about love.

But she gradually put him into the bottom of her heart bit by bit.

She began to care about his existence.

I don't know how to comfort Ji Nuan, but I still said sincerely: "A man like Mr. Lan is willing to let you be Mrs. Lan, maybe he doesn't care about your past or your identity at all."

But everyone has a standard for choosing a mate in his heart. Even if he cares about it, he compromises because it is a certain person.

Xi Zhan said, "A divorced woman is worthy of my liking?"

Yuan You said that Xi Zhan has a mental cleanliness addiction, so this is what he cares about, but there is no way, he just met me who was divorced!
It's like Mr. Lan met Ji Nuan today.

We are not perfect, but there are too many things in the world that we cannot control. Ji Nuan and I do not want to get to where we are now. Although we feel guilty and regretful towards them in our hearts, we will never Will not regret having loved, because whether it is good or bad, it is our life, we cannot deny it!

And Ji Nuan and I have worked hard, we have gone through fire and water for the so-called love in our hearts, but it is not our fault that we did not get a good death. We are glad that we can meet another better him now.

Xi Zhan is to me.

Young Master Lan Yu Ji Nuan.

It is no exaggeration to say that this is our savior.

I met Xi Zhan when I was on the verge of desperation.

A man who pulled me out of hell and death.

And Ji Nuan met Mr. Lan.

A man who is willing to give her a family and stability.

What about Chen Shen? !

I never thought about the significance of Chen Shen Yu Ji Nuan.

It was probably the only thing Chen Chu could rely on after his death.

Gradually, she began to be greedy for this dependence.

When this dependence hurt her all over her body, it was very difficult for her to leave, and she was in pain, but she knew that being humble would not get love!

Although Ji Nuan's status is ordinary, she dares to love and hate!

You see, at Chen Chu's stage, Chen Chu didn't hurt her, and even saved her with his own life, which made him disabled!
So what about Ji Nuan at that time? !
Chen Chu treated her well, so she kept guarding the love in her heart. When everyone told her that Chen Chu was dead, she never believed it!
Because Chen Chu never hurt her, she persisted in this love until the end, and she didn't accept a new life until Chen Chu really left!
This is different from the situation when she left Chen Shen. Chen Shen hurt her, so she didn't wait for him, didn't stubbornly guard that love, and didn't even give Chen Shen a month or two, and just had nothing to do with Mr. Lan. Received the certificate silently, and caught Chen Shen by surprise!
Although Ji Nuan was soft-hearted, she was facing Chen Chu who had never hurt her.

Ji Nuan was ruthless, but it was Chen Shen who had hurt her.

In fact, it is Ji Nuan who is most clear in love.

I thought about it for a long time, and sorted out the relationship between us. Ji Nuan took a deep breath and comforted himself: "I know that I have nothing for him, and no matter how inferior I am, I can't be inferior. Because I am already in the dust, and he is in the clouds! It's just that I still can't believe that I am his Mrs. Lan."

"Ha, I still can't believe that I'm Mrs. Xi! Nuaner, our two experiences are too similar, we are both imperfect women, but are we both qualified to be loved by another man?"

Hearing this, Ji Nuan was surprised and said, "Be loved by another man again?"

I asked her back, "Don't you want to be loved by Master Lan?"

Ji Nuan quickly denied, "What are you thinking? It's something that can't be solved, I just feel that last night... the moment he stopped made me feel chilled, and I felt disgusted. I mentioned before that I wanted to fix it. ***, it's not because of inferiority complex or because I love him or something, I just want to please him and make him feel less uncomfortable."

I asked: "What do you mean by the discomfort in your mouth?"

"Sheng'er, he is a clean and self-sufficient Mr. Lan, and he has never had a woman by his side. I don't want him to regret his first time."

Unexpectedly, Mr. Lan has never experienced personnel affairs!
He has too many similarities with Xi Zhan.

It's just that he is a hermit, while Xi Zhan is a world enlightened.

I asked simply and bluntly: "Sorry about your fault?"

"Well, he's a man. Even if he doesn't mind it, I said that I want to please him in my heart."

"As long as you decide, I will accompany you." I said.

Ji Nuan is deliberate in everything she does, so it's useless for me to say more.

And I don't see anything wrong with her doing it.

It's just that she was wronged to suffer this trip.

"Well, I'll send Lan Shang a message first."

Ji Nuan took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Young Master Lan. She still used her respectful title, "Mr. Lan, I'm on my way, and I'll locate you later."

Mr. Blue...

I suddenly understood why Xi Zhan didn't let me call him Mr. Xi.

This title is indeed too unfamiliar.

Mr. Lan quickly returned her, "Well, what do you want to eat?"

Ji Nuan replied politely: "No, thank you."

Master Lan replied, "You're welcome."

She replied, "Well, Mr. Lan."

I rested my head on Ji Nuan's shoulder, and kept staring at her phone. After replying to Mr. Lan's message, she kept replying to other people's messages, some of which I knew and some of which I didn't.

These are all irrelevant questions.

After a while, Mr. Lan sent her a message back. It was a very clear voice, "A Nuan, why don't you call me brother?"

I made fun of Ji Nuan out of my voice, "Mr. Lan still has this fun?"

Ji Nuan clasped the phone tightly and explained with a hot face: "I have always been interested in painting. He taught me some skills when he lived in my house before. He is very good at instructing people to draw, but he is too lazy to teach me often. Later, I found out that his sister called him brother coquettishly on the phone every time he asked him for something, and I learned it at that time! Every time I want him to teach me how to draw or I do something wrong, I will call him Brother, but this was all five years ago, I thought he didn't remember!"

"Then you guys had quite a colorful life in those few months..."

(End of this chapter)