Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 42 I Like Him Very Much
The street where the wind lives—

In fact, the wind never lived here, or stayed here, he just passed by, when you and I were young, swept away our time, you left here after such a gust of wind, and I have been waiting in place, but the wind has already gone.

I waited in place for nine years. The once-determined youth and the definite love are all jokes today.

I loved the wrong person and my whole life was a joke.

The familiar melody rang in my ears, lingering in my heart over and over again like in a dream, I sighed and stood up.

The moment I stood up, the music stopped abruptly, and the man's eyes passed through countless audiences, and fell on me accurately. His eyes were clear and faint, and I seemed to really see the touch of Gu Tingchen. Said mercy.

I smiled calmly, at this moment, Ji Nuan and Yu Luoluo in the first row cast their puzzled eyes behind.

When she saw me, Ji Nuan hurriedly got up and came to look for me.

I looked at Gu Lanzhi calmly, he suddenly played the piece again, and I left the concert hall in a hurry.

Ji Nuan followed me out and asked, "Why are you here?"

I pointed to the advertisement at the door, and explained with a smile: "I wanted to listen to music on a whim, but I didn't expect to meet him..."

Ji Nuan knew about my affairs and could understand my feelings very well. She reached out and hugged me and said, "Everything will be fine."

Remembering that Chen Chu had just left her side, I patted her on the shoulder lightly and said, "Everything will be fine."

I don't know if this sentence is comforting her or myself.

Ji Nuan suddenly said, "Walk with me."

"Well, hasn't Chen Chu contacted you all this time?"

The wind in March was slightly cool, I tightened my clothes and heard Ji Nuan calmly say: "No, I don't want to think about him anymore, I don't like this feeling of worrying about gains and losses... Chen Chu, he... I I thought love could conquer everything, but I still couldn't overcome the inferiority complex in his heart, we just lost in reality."

It only took a few months from sweetness to happiness to reality, Ji Nuan was willing to put everything down to accompany Chen Chu, but that man still couldn't live up to the so-called self-esteem in his heart.

I can understand, and I can understand that the feeling of humbleness in front of the one I love cannot be easily erased.

Ji Nuan understood his humbleness, so she didn't look for him this time, because it would be useless if she found him.

She couldn't convince that man just like she couldn't convince him to forget him. Everyone has different obsessions in their hearts.

"Why do you give up so vigorously in love? Ji Nuan, you and Chen Chu, at least the two of you are in love."

I don't even know who I love myself.

And Gu Lanzhi doesn't love me at all.

Besides, Gu Tingchen lost his memory, let alone love me.

Moreover, the belief nine years ago was crumbling, and my heart began to lean towards Gu Tingchen three years ago.

"Sheng'er, love can't solve all problems."

I:"……"

The two of us walked in the alley, and it took about half an hour before I remembered that the car was still parked in front of the concert hall.

When Ji Nuan and I came back the same way, we saw Gu Lanzhi and Yu Luoluo at the door. Seeing Ji Nuan, Yu Luoluo laughed and shouted, "Senior Ji, your bag is still here."

Ji Nuan hurried over and took it in her hand to say thank you.

Yu Luoluo shook her head and said, "You're welcome."

Then she glanced at the Rolls Royce parked by the side of the road, and asked me expectantly, "Sister Shi Sheng, we didn't drive, it's remote and it's not easy to take a taxi, can you take me and brother home?"

This proposal is not excessive.

I have no reason to refuse.

I looked at the man who had been silent all this time, put my hands in my pockets and asked, "Do you want to go home? Drop you and Luoluo off along the way."

Gu Lanzhi nodded, with the black hair on his forehead rippling slightly in the wind, he said in a polite tone, "Miss, I'm sorry."

I shook my head and said, "It's okay."

Then I looked at Ji Nuan and asked, "Will you go back to Shi's house with me?"

Hearing this, Ji Nuan quickly shook his head and refused, saying, "Your villa is too big, I'm not used to living in it, so take me back to your own home."

Although Ji Nuan lived with Chen Chu in the town for a few months, she has a house in the urban area and has certain financial conditions, while Chen Chu has nothing.

Plus that man values ​​self-esteem...

I suddenly felt that he was not suitable for Ji Nuan.

After all, the love of the right family is longer.

Love doesn't solve everything.

Including the reality gap.

If Chen Chu wants to truly walk together with Ji Nuan without any barriers, unless he himself has to make changes to become stronger.

Thinking of that man with clear eyes...

I suddenly felt that he had his own plans.

He may just be away temporarily.

……

Ji Nuan is the closest to here, so I will take her home first.

Then came Yu Luoluo.

Yes, Gu Lanzhi insisted that I take her back home.

Even though Yu Luoluo kept flattering her and said, "It's so late, brother, can you let me go home with you?"

Gu Lanzhi didn't respond, I thought for a while and asked hesitantly, "Why don't you let her come with you? This way I can save a trip."

His voice was beyond doubt: "Miss Shi, send her back home."

I suddenly understood his unfeeling a little bit.

As a last resort, I will send Yu Luoluo home first.

I didn't drive the car too close, and parked 200 meters away from Gu's house. Yu Luoluo got out of the car with a pout and reluctantly followed us to say goodbye. I answered her with a smile on my face.

She sighed and said, "Goodbye, brother."

Gu Lanzhi hummed lightly.

Yu Luoluo looked at him in despair, and then at me, with an imperceptible unwillingness in her eyes.

I understand her thoughts.

After all, the two people sitting in the car...

At least in her eyes I was a threat.

The little girl's mind is really very simple.

I grinned and said, "Luoluo, goodbye."

I started the car and left without asking Gu Lanzhi's address, but I vaguely remembered the community where I sent him back last time.

Because only Gu Lanzhi and I were left in the car, there was an unusual silence. I saw his eyes staring at me through the rearview mirror. I withdrew my eyes in fear, and asked to hide my panic: "Mr. Gu, Do you have a concert going on?"

"Gu Lanzhi." He said.

I subconsciously asked, "Huh?"

"Little girl, call me Gu Lanzhi."

He would call me little girl when no one was around.

"Oh, um, good."

I seem to be too nervous.

"I didn't arrange a concert, I just thought of it today." He said in a gentle voice, "Thank you for coming to my concert. The street where the wind lives... is for you."

The street where the wind lives...

He said, for you.

The voice is deep and warm.

My heart trembled uncontrollably.

I can't describe that feeling... It's like the scene when we first met; it's like the time when I was young; it's like I waited for nine years and finally got a little response from that person.

I'm ecstatic even if it's not about love.

I don't like you anymore...

The text message I sent the day before yesterday shattered in an instant.

my heart tells me,

I like him very much,
I like him who used to play the piano for me,

I like him who calls my little girl.

Even though I just thought my faith was shaky,
Even though I thought my heart was leaning towards Gu Tingchen.

But as long as he speaks,

A word that cannot be called sweet,

The dam I stand on can fail.

Yeah, how can you give up so easily?
How could it be so easy to give up on him?

I can't do it, but I dare not approach it either.

Because I am a person who does not even have health.

My love will only be a burden to him.

Besides, he didn't have me in his heart.

I don't necessarily love him, but he loves me.

I swallowed the bitterness in my heart and said, "Thank you."

I heard him play this piece nine years ago outside the classroom, and I asked him about it the night before.

I also heard him play in concert nine years later.

I even heard him play in that classroom again...

Is he playing it all because of me?

The car moved forward at a tortoise speed, Gu Lanzhi was reticent and not very talkative, so I didn't make any noise to disturb him.

He and I couldn't coexist in the same space, because my heart kept beating wildly in my chest, but luckily we got there soon.

I parked the car at the entrance of the community, he opened the door and got out of the car, and just as I was about to leave, he said softly, "Let's chat, little girl?"

Although it is a question, it reveals affirmation.

I pursed my lips and looked at him from the car window.

This man is clear and handsome, gentle and unconventional.

I want to refuse, he bent down slightly and whispered in my ear, "I know what you think about me, some things should have been made clear nine years ago, but I have delayed until now... sorry little girl , I came too late to hurt you so much."

His meaning was clear, and in an instant, I stared at him with moist eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "What do you mean?"

"Little girl, would you like to be with me?"

(End of this chapter)