Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 561 I am sure about Xi Zhan

I heard the conversation between them in a blur, but I suddenly remembered what Ji Nuan said. She said that a good brother of Gu Tingchen was assassinated and died very early. Then I remembered what the flower shop owner said last night. Could it be the same person? !
"Azan, you are stubborn again."

"Tingchen, I can go back to Wucheng, but I have to ask him to take me home, otherwise I won't...don't try to persuade me."

It's not moral to eavesdrop on other people's conversations here all the time. I was about to leave here, but Gu Tingchen turned around suddenly.

He was startled when he saw me, "Sheng'er, why are you here?"

I explained, "I bought a rose."

Hearing this, the owner of the flower shop said to Gu Tingchen, "Tingchen, this is the lady who wants flowers, please give her the one in the shop."

Gu Tingchen nodded, then said, "Yes."

He walked into the flower shop with both legs, and then took a rose and handed it to me. I wanted to give him money, but he didn't accept it!

Instead of arguing with him because of the 23 yuan, I said politely, "Thank you, I'm leaving."

Gu Tingchen called to stop me, "I'll see you off."

I hurriedly said: "No need..."

"Sheng'er, I'm just seeing you off."

I:"……"

He left the flower shop in a few steps, and when she couldn't hear us, he said: "Her fiancé is my younger brother, but my brother... died a long time ago."

Yes, dead for many years.

Yu Luoluo also said that Gu Tingchen knew who the murderer was.

But Gu Tingchen never took revenge.

This can only illustrate two points.

Either that enemy has a very important relationship with him.

Either that enemy is too strong.

Someone stronger than Gu Tingchen?

As far as I know there are not many.

I didn't have much interest in this matter, just said to him: "I bought a rose here last night, and she talked to me at that time. Yan was just a stranger and she told me about her."

"She was usually too lonely," he said.

"Well, she said so herself."

Gu Tingchen hummed and explained: "She lives in City A alone, and she is also blind. She is usually too lonely! So I have to talk about these things with the flower buyers, otherwise she is afraid that she will forget these things after a long time. After all, she's a poor woman."

"Well, it's really pitiful." I said.

"Sheng'er bought flowers for Xi Zhan?"

Men are smart and can guess right.

"Well, it is."

The man was silent for a while, and he followed me for another ten meters before saying leisurely, "If you hadn't... the owner of this flower is me."

His eyes have been on this rose.

I held the flower tightly and said: "There is no if, but if we are still together, I might not do such a romantic thing, because the way I get along with you has never been an easy moment. When I faced you back then, I was only careful to please you." .”

I thought about these things just before I went out.

Gu Tingchen was silent again, I raised my hand to stop the car, his low voice came, "If there is no Xi Zhan, will you be with me again? Shenger, I have never been reluctant to let you go, but I don't want you I am in a dilemma, I am tortured all the time in my heart, and I don’t know how to save myself.”

I lowered my arms and looked at Gu Tingchen's expression.

Man is sad, even grief.

He regretted missing it, regretted that year.

But those days are already in the past.

Since it is the past, one must look forward! !

I thought about it for a long time, and said carefully: "Gu Tingchen, I sometimes thought about this question, what it would be like if I kept walking with you, I think it should be happiness, but it's just another kind of happiness, I I'm sure I'm not as happy as I am now... Maybe I'm too happy now, so I only think that happiness is what I want most!!"

The man said with difficulty: "It's good that Sheng'er is happy."

I hesitated and called him, "Gu Tingchen."

"I'm here," he said.

"I used to think that my love was for this whole life and only this one person, but after all, it was my own good intention. People still have to face the reality. It's not because I don't want to, but because I can't do anything! Because the trajectory of life changes with the passage of time, there are thousands of things in the world, and there are too many things in the future that are uncertain, and the most important thing is to grasp the present, such as you, Ye Ge is now your fiancee."

What Gu Tingchen should grasp right now is Ye Ge.

"Then will you be separated from Xi Zhan in the future?"

I shook my head and said, "Absolutely not."

"Then why are you so sure of it?"

Why am I so sure of this?

Because of experience.

My experiences with Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan are completely different. Gu Tingchen and I have no love together. After three years of hard work, we have gained nothing, but Xi Zhan and I have made love in these two years. each other towards each other.

"When I was with you, I had a one-way secret love. I was always unsure of your thoughts. You made me feel insecure. I couldn't even be sure of your love! I always wondered if you loved me or not. I always think about this question, and I lose myself! But when I was with Xi Zhan, we were in love, no matter what happened, I was sure that he loved me, and I believed him wholeheartedly, no matter what happened I believe that this man is my whole life, so if you ask me why I can be sure that I will not be separated from Xi Zhan in the future, I can give you the answer."

My expression was firm, and my words were so firm, Gu Tingchen took a step back and asked, "What's the answer?!"

"Even if I will be separated from him in the future, my heart is very determined. No matter how much turbulence and tenderness there is in the outside world, I will only recognize him in this life, even if I am doomed to be lonely."

……

It was almost noon when I returned to the apartment. Seeing me coming back so late, Xi Zhan asked caringly, "Did something happen on the way?"

"Yes, I met Gu Tingchen."

I have nothing to hide.

The man let out an oh and didn't ask any more questions.

I said frankly: "I met him by chance. I chatted with him for a few words. It was nothing more than talking about me and you. He asked me why I recognized you so much. Guess how I answered?"

The man echoed, "I can't guess."

I used to squat beside him and hugged his arm, and said softly: "I said I love you, I said that we have been together for two years, we have experienced too many things, nothing can separate us, even if I will trust you even if we are separated!"

Xi Zhan raised his lips gently, and I put my cheek into his palm and said softly: "I love you, even if one day you suddenly disappear from my life, I will guard for you."

"Silly girl, you're talking nonsense again."

The man asked softly, "How could I disappear from your life?"

(End of this chapter)