Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 612 His Self-Inspiration
The empty and unpolluted grassland is extremely beautiful at night, with dense stars above the head that can never be seen in the city, and the moonlight is extremely white. The whole picture looks like a scene in an anime.

I walked with Xi Zhan for a day, and my body was already tired. When people are tired, they tend to get cold easily. I nestled in Xi Zhan's arms and couldn't stop shivering, but Xi Zhan hugged my body tightly without saying a word.

His big palm was still rubbing against my cheek.

It was very late and he said, "How about something to eat?"

I shook my head, "I'm not hungry."

Xi Zhan picked up the bread on the side, opened it, tore a piece, and put it in my mouth. I looked into his eyes and remembered the scene where he just ate raw fish, so I couldn't open my mouth, "I'm really not hungry."

Xi Zhan coaxed me and said, "Hey, listen to me."

I pursed my lips, then opened my mouth.

I don't eat food and he will always be worried.

And I need to eat food to maintain the function of the body.

It's just that the bottom of my heart is really uncomfortable.

I finished half a piece of bread with difficulty, and Xi Zhan took out biscuits from the bag and fed me two pieces before asking, "Do you want any more?"

I shook my head and said, "Enough."

The bag has a decent amount of snacks, but only enough to last two adults for two days, so I don't want to touch it unless I'm hungry.

Xi Zhan opened another corn sausage to feed me.

I was speechless and asked, "Then why do you ask me if I have enough?"

"I'm afraid you'll tell a lie, it's always okay to eat more."

My eye sockets turned red instantly, "I won't lie to you."

The man raised his eyebrows, "How often do you lie to me?"

I smiled awkwardly, "It's all harmless."

Xi Zhan didn't answer my words, but stared at me as I finished eating the corn sausage. I took the bag and found a bottle of milk, opened it and drank a couple of sips, then I passed it to his lips as if I couldn't finish it and said: " I can't finish it, second brother, help me drink half a bottle."

Xi Zhan looked at me probingly.

"Why are you staring at me?"

He was silent, but opened his mouth obediently.

Xi Zhan only drank one-third of the drink, and he put the rest aside, then he reached out and took off my black high boots.

What I regret most last night is wearing these boots to go out. Although it can prevent snow water from entering the boots, these boots are extremely not warm, and the socks I wear are very thin.

Xi Zhan stared at my feet and said, "It's blistered."

"After walking for a day, there are definitely blisters."

The man hummed in a deep voice, then put me on the ground, and held my feet on his legs.

I asked nervously, "You want to squeeze the blisters for me?"

Xi Zhan calmed me down and said, "It won't hurt too much."

I covered my eyes and said, "Then hurry up."

A few seconds later, Xi Zhan said, "It's ok."

I put down my hand covering my eyes, "I don't feel it."

I looked at my feet, "You're not crowded."

He put the boots on for me.

"Well, let's do it tomorrow morning."

Xi Zhan held me in his arms again, and I put my hand into his black coat and hugged his waist and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, who is going to deal with you? Do you know that pilot?"

The man put his chin slightly against my head and said, "Yes, he is one of the fixed pilots beside me. His background is clean and he is under the control of Assistant Yin. Because of this, I can't think of him for the time being. Where are the people, after all, I have so many enemies that I can't know all of them, I can only investigate after I leave here, and I will definitely give you an explanation."

I shook my head and said: "It doesn't matter if I want to explain it or not. I am mainly worried about your safety. There are countless people around you. You can't be on everyone's guard, but it is because of this that you are facing many unknown dangers! Today is just One of your many dangers, but this alone terrifies me."

Danger is commonplace for Xi Zhan.

But the pain left on him was real.

I thought again of his mottled scars.

A few more were just injured.

Thinking of this, I quickly got up from his arms and sat next to him. He looked at me with contemplative eyes. I hugged his arms and put my head on his shoulder and explained gently: "You are tired today, I I can't let you hug me all the time, good night."

I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. After 10 minutes, I carefully opened my eyes. Xi Zhan beside me fell asleep in a sitting position without even leaning on the rock behind.

His back was injured, and it must be very painful to lean on.

But sitting and sleeping like this is also very uncomfortable.

I sighed secretly in my heart, then I stretched out my hand and hugged him into my arms. His head was resting on my chest. If he was normally vigilant, he must have woken up, but now he is pale, snuggling quietly and obediently. in my arms.

The man was very quiet when he was sleeping, and his breathing was shallow. Looking at his handsome and pale face, I couldn't help but reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and said in a low voice, "Good night, Xi Zhan."

I cry because I feel sorry for him.

The night was extremely cold, and it took me a long time to force myself to fall asleep. In the middle of the night, I felt movement in my arms. I wanted to open my eyes, but my will was weak. I simply continued to sleep with my eyes closed. During the two or three minutes of falling asleep, I felt my His shoes were taken off.

Immediately the pain hit the upper cranial nerve.

I whispered subconsciously, "Ah..."

A gentle voice comforted him: "Be good, bear it."

Is it a dream? !

It's like a dream but not a dream.

The next moment I was hugged into his arms, maybe because I was too tired to open my eyes, I just rolled over in his arms and fell asleep, and woke up the next morning.

Without Xi Zhan by my side, I got up and found that my feet didn't hurt at all. I took off my shoes and saw that the blisters were gone!

I remembered what happened last night and whispered, "So it wasn't a dream."

I got up and looked for Xi Zhan nearby again, and I found Xi Zhan at the same place last night. He was looking into the distance.

In the distance is the endless grassland.

And under his feet are fish bones and internal organs.

Did he eat raw fish again?
I shouted loudly, "Xi Zhan."

Xi Zhan kicked subconsciously, and the fishbone under his feet fell into the river, and then he walked towards me with his legs.

I sighed and asked, "Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry, wait for you to eat something and we'll go."

I pretended to be ignorant and asked, "What did you eat?"

"There's no shortage of fish around here," he said.

"We have no fire, do you eat raw fish?"

Xi Zhan rubbed my head, "I have fire."

Xi Zhan did not directly deny it and changed the subject.

He took the lighter out of his pocket and gave it to me.

I took over and asked, "Then why didn't you light the fire last night?"

"This is grassland, and there are no dead branches nearby to start a fire."

I concealed the deep pain in my heart, "Well, I'll keep it for you, maybe we can go to a warm place after another day of walking."

We went back to the rock, and Xi Zhan stared at me as I finished eating the leftover milk and bread from last night before taking me on the road.

There are many rivers nearby, but they are all shallow. We usually take detours. Xi Zhan wants to carry me across the river at places where we can't. I will refuse because I am concerned about his injuries.

But this man never cared about my rejection.

I pressed his wound and was carried by him again and again, until the afternoon I bypassed all the rivers. We both drank drinks on the way, and kept the bottle filled with water and put it in the bag.

In the afternoon we got closer to the people, as I found a few small trees, and the temperature was getting warmer, at least at night it was not as cold as before.

Xi Zhan found a rock and arranged for me to rest and then left my side. I knew he was checking the wound and looking for food.

But there is no river nearby.

What will Xi Zhan have for dinner tonight?

I followed him quietly, and found that he was not looking for food, but was sitting on the grass looking at the distance with messy eyes. He seemed to be suppressing something with his palms on his head.

I hid behind a tree and heard him saying to himself: "Hold on Xi Zhan, if you walk another day according to the geographical environment, you will definitely meet people, and you must take her away."

He is warning himself.

It is also encouraging myself.

The grief in my heart welled up, and I held on strong for two days because Xi Zhan’s words burst into tears. These two days, I seem to love to cry. I cry not because of any suffering I have suffered, but because of That strong and forbearing man! !

He never revealed his pain to me.

Nor will you expose your fragility to me.

Because he knows that if he shakes me, I will be afraid.

I hid behind the tree and cried so hard, the more he forbears me, the more pain in my heart, in fact, I hope he can also be vulnerable.

The man said to himself again, "If you give up, what will happen to her?"

(End of this chapter)