Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 626

I promised Chris to let Kun go, but under this premise, I must follow Xi Zhan's opinion, and I will not act blindly to avoid any bad results. Keep me stress-free.

Perhaps Xi Zhan saw that I took the initiative to ask this matter and he intended to listen to my opinion. He asked lightly: "What is Yun'er thinking?"

I lowered my head and lovingly rubbed the tip of his tall nose with the tip of my nose, and asked with a smile, "Has Kun ever bullied you?"

Xi Zhan shook his head and said: "He is a silent child. Apart from bandaging me, he has been playing the cello by the lake outside the wooden house, and only sleeps in the corridor at the door of the wooden house at night. There was not a moment of communication."

I was shocked and asked: "He never talked to the second brother?"

The man said lightly: "Yes."

I was shocked and said: "Aren't you curious to ask him where this is? It's hard to believe that you have never spoken to each other for a few days! But it is understandable according to the second brother's personality."

Xi Zhan: "..."

Xi Zhan responded to me with silence for the first time since we met.

I was used to his taciturn state, so I naturally continued, "I promised Chris to let Kun go."

Xi Zhan said generously: "Then let him go."

"Chris told me that even if it wasn't Kun, it would be someone else. At least Kun let you go, and he can still forgive you."

"Yes, Assistant Yin explained it to me."

I worried and asked him, "Who is going to kill you?"

Maybe because I don't want to let me get in touch with the dark side, Xi Zhan explained in a few words: "There are countless enemies against me, and this time is similar to the dangers I have encountered before. Don't worry too much about it. Assistant Yin has already destroyed it. You don’t have to worry too much after joining that organization.”

Xi Zhan said it lightly.

But what happened the other day nearly killed us!
Especially his life!

And his eyes are still uncomfortable.

I suddenly understood that in the long life of the future, Xi Zhan would have to experience a lot of dangers, possibly even more dangerous than what he encountered now, and most of them would be that he would resist alone without my knowledge. All that peril! !
Thinking of this made my heart even more clogged.

But there is no good solution.

Because in this world, in this position where Xi Zhan is in, this is what he has to experience, and he must not give up his current position, otherwise he will be swallowed up like Mo Yuanlian once, and he will be swallowed like two years ago. He was hammered and hunted down by various forces like before, so he must hold his position!
To keep this position is to keep the family.

Only then can he keep the me that he wants to keep.

But keeping this position naturally cannot avoid danger.

It's like a dead loop! ! !

Don't look at Xi Zhan being so glamorous and powerful, but he doesn't have a comfortable life.

His life is doomed to travel and danger.

Thinking about this makes me feel sorry for him more and more.

I also thought about my life before I met Xi Zhan, it was indeed too much like a daughter of a daughter, the most unsatisfactory thing every day was being ignored by the man, that is, Gu Tingchen, and provoked by the mistress!
Now that I think about it, none of this matters.

At least it doesn't matter in the face of danger and life and death!

I also suddenly understood why Xi Zhan indulged me everywhere, because he is a man who is in danger all the year round. He has experienced too many vicissitudes, and his heart is very mature. Such a mature man knows how to cherish and he will not get angry. He will not have any doubts or misunderstandings about his woman and the people around him, even if Assistant Yin stays by his side, he will let him go!
After all, Assistant Yin used to belong to Mo Yuanlian.

And Mo Yuanlian was once a god!

I suddenly thought of the words he said to me when we were first together, "Our life is too short, and the life we ​​want to go on with you is even shorter, at least in the first 30 years of my life. You have never appeared in the movie, Yoona, you have to remember, misunderstanding, pain, concealment and other negative emotions will only lead to the distance between the two of us."

He also said: "No matter whether my emotions are good or sad in the future, I will not push you away from my side, unless... there are many unavoidable things in the world, which are not obstacles to me. I have this ability To solve it with the power, only your mind is within the uncontrollable range, I... can't drive it."

At that time, Xi Zhan was very transparent.

He also knew that the problem between me and him was my heart, so he often taught me how to love people during that time.

Even if I think I know how to love someone.

But there is a gap between this lover of mine and the lover in Xi Zhan's eyes. The lover in my eyes is to treat each other as well as possible, even if it is to compromise, even if it is broken!

But in the end, I was the only one who was moved! !
This kind of love is cheap!
It is the inequality in love!

In Xi Zhan's eyes, the lover is cherishing, self-respect and self-love, getting along with each other fairly, the only one who is sure in this life, never giving up, and trusting without reason!
I have been with him for two years, and his ideas have deeply influenced me in a subtle way. I have also learned to act like a baby to a man, and I have learned to show all my thoughts in front of a man without reservation. , I will never suppress and wrong myself as deeply as before!

Although I am usually weak and need Xi Zhan's protection all the time, of course I can be strong when he needs me to be strong, but when he is around, I am more like a little woman, because I enjoy his pampering and pampering Drown! !
Thinking about so many things on the fly, I secretly sighed in my heart that Xi Zhan is probably the most transparent person in the world. It is because of his transparency that he can make the most correct choice among many choices.

I was also able to clarify his three views in the communication.

His three views are extremely correct.

Sometimes what he said is obviously a great truth, but when he said it from his mouth, it seemed that he was very transparent about this issue.

It seems that he can always grasp the focus and explain people's doubts.

The man's gentle voice came, "What are you thinking?"

I recovered and smiled and said, "I miss you."

He smiled softly and said softly, "Always in a trance."

I hugged his body tightly and said, "I've thought a lot about the things between us, and I always feel that I was able to meet you."

Xi Zhan rubbed my head with his palm, then withdrew his hand and rubbed my cheek again, rubbing repeatedly as if addicted to playing, I suddenly opened my mouth to bite his finger and sucked, at this time Yuanyou pushed away After entering the door, seeing our actions, he quickly covered his eyes with his hands and said, "I didn't see anything! I came here just to tell you that I'm going back to Finland right now, so I won't disturb my second brother and Yun'er." We are reunited!"

Xi Zhan said in a cool voice, "Get lost."

(End of this chapter)