Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 676 Miss Think I Did It?
Mo Yuanlian's words...

I also said two days ago that I would treat him as family.

But today it hurt him.

He must be very disappointed, right?
I want to send Mo Yuanlian a message to apologize now, thinking about how he hurt Shang Wei, I think he is really angry.

You can't provoke him at this time.

Shang Wei, who came out of the emergency room, was bloodless. I felt so sad seeing him like this, but I was also angry with him!

Who told him to find trouble on purpose this afternoon? !
I was about to enter the ward to accompany him when the doctor stopped me, "Mrs. Xi, the patient's condition is probably not optimistic."

I was stunned and asked, "What do you mean?"

"I need to get his test results for the specific situation. Wait for me for a few minutes, Mrs. Xi, please follow me to the office."

I followed the doctor to the office, and a few minutes later he got the test results. He stared at the report for a long time before saying: "The patient's condition is getting worse. I mean, his blood cancer has started to spread again, and his hearing is gradually deteriorating. He has no hearing at present, and has been relying on hearing aids. If the condition continues to deteriorate, his hearing will disappear completely! The condition I am talking about is not his blood cancer. Apart from the blood cancer, the patient’s hearing and vision are also deteriorating. According to this test result, he should be in a state of being unable to distinguish colors."

I felt cramped in my heart, tears welled up in my eyes instantly, and I felt extremely uncomfortable, "You said he couldn't see the colors of the world clearly?"

"It should be. We have to wait for him to wake up and check."

I walked back to the ward with difficulty. Shang Wei's face was very delicate, not inferior to idol stars, but it was too pale.

Such a paleness like a dead man.

He didn't wake up until half an hour later. The moment he opened his eyes, he blamed Mo Yuanlian for his murder.

How can I tell him that it's his own fault?
"You are tired of work, you go to provoke him!"

What color am I in Shangwei's eyes?
He raised his lips and said with a smile: "Aren't I bored? Who told him to bully me when I first arrived in Wucheng? I'm here to avenge myself!"

"Who told you to provoke him first."

"Why do you keep talking for him?"

I wiped my wet eye sockets, stared at the wound on his body and said: "Don't do this again, my mother should have worried a lot about you before, now you can let me worry less."

Shang Wei suddenly asked in a serious tone: "If you can't follow your own preferences, what's the point of such a life?"

"But will you be happy that way?"

Shang Wei replied very quickly, "Yes, because the people I hate are the ones I provoke, and seeing them angry makes me relieve my anger."

I was curious in my heart, "Why do you hate Mo Yuanlian?"

"He killed Hua Wei's father, and then he pretended to be a philanthropist and adopted Hua Wei, making Hua Wei work for his father-killing enemy. Why don't I hate such a man?"

I asked in surprise, "How do you know these things?"

Did Mo Yuanlian really do these things? !

I wanted to explain it to him, but I didn't know the truth.

After all, he has done too many bad things in the past! !
"I've always known." Shang Wei said.

"Then why didn't you tell Hua Wei?"

Shang Wei explained in a helpless tone: "Mo Yuanlian is her belief. She has been supported by this belief until now. What should she do if she breaks her belief? Sheng'er, you once asked me what belief is. Answering you said it is fate, Yu Huawei said that Mo Yuanlian is her fate, once she deviates, life would be worse than death, it is better to hide her matter than to make her life worse than death."

Shang Wei cares about Hua Wei from the bottom of his heart.

It's just that he doesn't admit it.

I hesitated and asked: "You care about her so much, do you like her? Shang Wei, don't be afraid to admit this because of your body. If you really like her, be brave..."

Shang Wei shook his head and interrupted me, "Perhaps she is a little special to me, but these special things are not enough to make me want to spend my whole life with her. I said in the afternoon that if Huaerlu is really mine, I will I am willing to take on some responsibilities that a father should have, but she has nothing to do with me... The child has nothing to do with me, Hua Wei has nothing to do with me, because she belongs to Mo Yuanlian, so she will be Mo Yuanlian's person for the rest of her life! With my Sheng'er, there are too many complicated things in the world. I can't judge that Hua'erlu has something to do with me just because of some self-guessing. Although Hua Wei and I didn't wear a condom when we did that, my body didn't. It's so easy to conceive, for Huawei... I don't feel any guilt, because there are countless women who have been treated like this by me. It is impossible for me to treat her differently just because she is Huawei. I hate Mo Yuanlian because of her I also hate to find a reason to hate Mo Yuanlian, it should be just like this, this is my true thought, I didn't lie to you, there is no need to lie to you."

Every word Shangwei said is sincere.

I suddenly understood that Shangwei's way of thinking is different from ours, because his attitude of doing things and being a man is always doing whatever he wants since he was a child.

He couldn't empathize with anyone.

Let alone be cherished by anyone.

He likes that I'm just my mother.

Because of the blood relationship between me and my mother.

The only thing he cares about in this world is his mother.

My mother is gone, and I am the only one left.

I suddenly remembered what the doctor said...

Shang Wei has lived in the three characters of "short-lived ghost" since he was a child. It is absolutely impossible for such a person to let him pity others.

Hua Wei may have lost here.

"Even if what you said is true, I won't ask you any more about these things, but what happened to your eyes? When did you start not seeing colors? Don't try to lie to me!!"

Shang Wei's face was ashen, "You know?"

……

I left the ward and went to the bathroom to wash my face, trying to wake myself up with cold water, but I still remembered what Shang Wei said, "I forgot, it's probably been longer, I couldn't tell you apart for a while before I met you, but The day I met you, I was able to distinguish all the colors, and I wore white flowers for you... some time ago, it sometimes recovered, but recently it has completely lost its color."

When I first met Shangwei, he wore white flowers for me.

He smiled and said, "White is festive."

I don't understand why white is festive.

Didn't realize it was the color of the funeral until now.

He was always ready to die.

I left the bathroom and sat in the corridor, and after thinking calmly for a while, I mustered up the courage to call Mo Yuanlian.

It took him a long time to connect and he called indifferently, "Miss."

"Brother Yuanlian..."

He interrupted me and asked softly, "Is there anything you can do for me?"

I asked guiltily, "Are you angry?"

"I know that Shangwei is deliberately looking for trouble."

He knows that he can digest everything.

But isn’t this kind of digestion too depressing?

"Shangwei is in the hospital, I..."

Mo Yuanlian took over and asked, "Miss thinks I did it?"

"Huh? What I want to say is..."

(End of this chapter)