Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 799 Correct Position

When Tan Wen sent me home, the two children were already awake. Yue Chun and Tan Wen's nanny were playing with them in the living room. I was tired and took off my shoes, squatted on the ground and hugged Yun'er in my arms. Kissing her on the cheek, she obediently called mom and dad, and then kept calling me for dad.

She wants her daddy...

But her father was lost by me.

I lost Xi Zhan.

This is the saddest thing for me.

My eyes couldn't stop being wet, and I hurriedly kissed her cheek again and said, "Good boy, dad is away on business, and he will be home later."

Yun'er still shouted, "Father."

Hearing that she wanted a father, I felt very uncomfortable, and my body was exhausted to the extreme. I gave the child to Yue Chun and told him: "Father is not at home for a while, so you will take care of your younger brothers and sisters. We will stay in Tongcheng for a while. Your school in Wucheng...can I ask Tan Wen to transfer for you first? If you don't want to, I'll ask Tan Wen to find you a tutor. "

I asked Jiang Chen to arrange a school for Yuechun in Wucheng before, and there is still some time before the winter vacation. I don't want to delay his studies, but I haven't thought about leaving Tongcheng in a short time.

I want to stay here for the time being to deal with the affairs of the Xi family.

For example, the third young master and Zhao Jin.

And I have to wait for Xi Zhan.

Yue Chun was well-behaved and sensible: "Let me hire a tutor, so that I can take care of them conveniently, and you will be less worried."

I put my arms around Yuechun's body, "Thank you."

Yuechun is really the best gift God gave me.

I went back to the room and lay on the bed. After all the ups and downs, my body should be exhausted to the extreme, but my mind was a mess and my heart was depressed, which caused a splitting headache.

I have a terrible headache. I have a premonition that my mental state is not very good. I can't put too much psychological pressure on myself like this. I need to guide myself, and I need a psychiatrist to guide me, but this doctor must not be Mo Yuanlian.

Because it was only last night that I understood the position between me and Mo Yuanlian, and also understood why he wanted to be a stranger to me.

Because I am Xi Zhan's wife.

Even if I have no love for him anymore, in the eyes of others, I am... In the eyes of others, Mo Yuanlian and I are too close. Although Xi Zhan didn't say anything, he still cared in his heart.

He is a man, he has no reason not to care.

Especially when I said something like that last night...

I suddenly remembered what Yun Wan told me in Country N. He said that I am Xi Zhan's woman after all, don't let people other than Xi Zhan think that Xi Zhan's woman doesn't cherish him very much.

They all have a point.

It makes sense for Mo Yuanlian to keep a distance from me.

just myself...

Just me being a stupid woman!
From now on, the relationship between me and Mo Yuanlian can only be that of a stranger as he said, and I am willing to return to my previous position, and I also want to learn a lesson from it.

From now on, I can't make Xi Zhan sad anymore.

I never wanted to make him sad.

After all, I didn't think carefully.

It's because I didn't care deeply about his feelings.

This is also Xi Zhan's fault.

If you care, why didn't you tell me?
He said it, and I didn't know it!
But how can I blame Xi Zhan?
Because he himself is a tolerant man, he has always condoned what I do, even if he suppressed his unhappiness, he never thought of having any emotions with me.

Thinking about these things, my head was so painful that it was about to explode. I couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning, so I found Liang Younian from the address book. He is currently a psychiatrist who can calm my emotions.

After he answered the phone, I told him all my experience and emotions, and he asked me to go to his place for a face-to-face consultation when I had time. I thought I couldn't sleep, and I agreed in Tongcheng.

I came to the villa I visited before, and Liang Younian asked me in a black suit, "Do you want to go to my clinic?"

I nodded and said, "Well, that's fine."

On the way, I remembered the hypnotist Jin Mo-nian that Eisman mentioned last night. The difference between Jin You-nian and Jin You-nian is only one word, and one is a psychiatrist and the other is a hypnotist. Their occupations are similar. Will there be any differences between them Inevitable relationship? !

(The correct one is Jin Younian, not Liang Younian, sorry for misremembering before, I will correct it here!!)

Thinking of this, I asked Jin Younian.

Hearing this, he frowned, "Have you seen him?"

I shook my head and said, "I haven't seen it before, but he hypnotized me, and he used the sound of bells. Do you know him?"

"Yes, my brother."

Jin Mo Nian is Jin You Nian's older brother...

"He's critical."

I wonder how he hypnotized me.

I want to know why I blurted out Mo Yuanlian.

I stopped and asked, "Where is he?"

Jin Younian shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, the blood relationship between our brothers is weak, and I haven't seen him for seven or eight years."

I told Jin Younian exactly what he did to hypnotize me last night. He frowned and said, "I'm a psychiatrist, and I'm not very good at hypnosis. You can ask Brother Mo Yuanlian for help."

I can never ask Mo Yuanlian for help.

Then only Jin Mo Nian was left.

I picked up my phone and contacted Tan Wen.

I asked, "Can you find Jin Mo Nian?"

"Is it the Jin Mo Nian that Eisman mentioned?"

"Yes, he appeared on the cruise ship last night. You help me investigate him and bring him to me before tonight."

"Yes, master."

Jin Younian took me to his clinic.

It's a small hospital.

He has his own office.

I went in to chat with him, he relieved me, I smiled and asked him, "Can I sleep with you and wait for him?"

By him I mean Jin Mo Nian.

Jin Younian said to me in a gentle tone: "Of course it is possible, there is a bed in the room, and I will change a new quilt cover for you."

"Thank you, Dr. Jin."

Maybe it was the reason after talking with the psychiatrist, my mood was relieved a little, I lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly tired, but before I fell asleep, I sent my address here to Tan Wen, waiting for him Everything will be clear.

Jin Younian closed the door of the room and went back to the office to make a phone call, "Brother, Miss Shi is here with me now."

The other party asked her, "How is she doing?"

"The spirit is not stable, and I want to find Mo Nian to hypnotize herself to recall the scene at that time again. She wants to know what she didn't finish saying at that time. She said that she definitely didn't want you..."

Hearing what Jin Younian said, Mo Yuanlian's mood didn't fluctuate in the slightest, because this was the truth he had always known.

"Jin Mo Nian is in Tongcheng."

"Brother means to let them meet."

There was surprise in Jin Younian's tone.

"She has doubts in her heart and wants to solve it, so let her solve it, but people can't just give it to her, otherwise she will suspect that someone is helping her, and find another way for Tan Wen to find out your brother's location."

"Brother, do you want to hide when you treat her well?"

Jin Younian felt wronged for Mo Yuanlian.

Mo Yuanlian didn't care. He told Jin Younian in a cool tone: "With our profession, it's easy to know whether a person is sick or not. The current lady... feels very depressed because of me. I'm not suitable for showing up." With her by my side, for many years to come I hope we will have nothing to do with each other."

"But brother will still treat her well."

"Another year, she is happy."

Mo Yuanlian hung up Jin Younian's phone call. He sat on the balcony silently looking at the endless stream outside the window. His heart had never been so peaceful, because he had never been so determined to guard her. , it doesn't matter if you don't see it in this life.

"Miss, I will no longer be your pressure."

He will find the right place to stay.

"Shi'er, Mo Yuanlian will no longer be your pressure."

(End of this chapter)