Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 815 Nonsense, it's man-made

"Then Yun'er, tell me, how can I be willing to hate you?"

Before Xi Zhan said this, I was always in a nervous mood, afraid of his attitude towards me, and I didn't know how to explain it to him, let alone how to express my attitude to him.

And now, I am at ease.

Because Xi Zhan has always been in my heart.

No matter what kind of wind and rain we go through, he will definitely be me.

I grabbed the corner of his clothes and thought about how to respond to him. I must dispel his resentment towards me, and this time I must make it clear that I can't end without a problem like before.

I was deliberating in my heart, just when I was about to speak, Xi Zhan suddenly put his arms around my shoulders and moved me closer to him, I was stunned, and softly called out, "Second brother, I..."

Xi Zhan's voice softened a little, not as cold as before: "I know your feelings for me, I know your situation that day, and I know that you have no love for Mo Yuanlian. I have always trusted you, but The meaning of Mo Yuanlian to you is no longer so simple."

Xi Zhan said that the meaning of Mo Yuanlian to me is not simple...

I think that's what he cares about too.

Xi Zhan paused and continued: "You care about his safety and his emotions. I don't prevent you from interacting with each other, but it's beyond what I can tolerate...Shi Yun, I'm your husband, if I don't care about the close contacts between you, so do you think I care about you?"

Xi Zhan is right, he has the right to care about these things.

Because he is my husband, he cares about me because he loves me!

I said guiltily, "This is my fault."

Xi Zhan turned his eyes to look at me, he suddenly stretched out the other hand to straighten my ear hair, I stared at his eyes carefully, Xi Zhan suddenly smiled and said: "The wet eyes look at me and do it. What? Could it be that I bullied you? "

"I'm afraid of the second..."

I stopped my pitiful tone and said, "I'm afraid Brother Ci Jing will be angry."

Xi Zhan pursed his lips and smiled, "I can't get angry with you like this."

Having said that, the contradiction between us still exists.

It's just that Xi Zhan forgives me first.

Could it be that what Tan Wen just said worked?

Tan Wen didn't explain anything in detail, but said that my health was not very good.

Is Xi Zhan unwilling to be angry with me because he is worried about my body?

After all, he still loves me.

Xi Zhan's slender fingers stroked my cheek, which was itchy but very reassuring. I rubbed his palm and heard him say: "Both men and women are jealous, but men are better at keeping it in their hearts, because He doesn't want to appear too stingy in front of his wife. Whether it's me, Lan Shang, or Gu Lanzhi, we are all equally possessive, but he doesn't want to restrict you too much. I hope you are clear about your principles. I said So much... Yun'er, Xi Zhan is an ordinary person with flesh and blood just like you, what he longs for is a warm family and a wife who loves him deeply, other than that, he has no constraints on you .”

This is Xi Zhan's mood, the simplest wish.

And I didn't satisfy him.

I hugged his body tightly and sucked his breath greedily and said: "It's my fault, I've been avoiding him before, but my second brother told me to do things with a clear conscience, that's how I got close to Mo Yuanlian I didn’t blame you for the reason, I just ignored your feelings while having a clear conscience, so I was always confident, so that I got closer and closer to him... I always wanted to take him as my own Family, but think about it carefully that he is the one who loves me, how can the one who loves me treat me as a family member? How can I let a person who loves me be by my side against my husband? So this matter has always been I mishandled it, and I confused what you said about having a clear conscience at the very beginning, these are my thoughts! I have always wanted to tell you!"

I've always wanted to tell him, but I didn't have the courage before! !

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Xi Zhan's expression. He was indifferent and didn't mean to be angry. Instead, he was waiting for my next words. I took a deep breath and said, "Mo Yuanlian has been treating me with hypnosis before. He also misses me and staying away... I want it myself... It's useless to say more, that time on the cruise, before you showed up, he talked with me privately, and he said that he wanted to go back to the previous position with me and make a fight Stranger, he said that he would treat him as a stranger when we meet again in the future, and I agreed to him at that time, but at that time I didn't realize that you and I would have conflicts because of him, and that hypnosis, I What you want to say is not what you hear!"

Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "Those are not important."

Yes, Xi Zhan wants my attitude more.

But I still wanted to explain to him: "I found Jin Mo Nian and asked him to hypnotize me again. I want to prove that what I thought was not what I said. I remember clearly that I said I wanted Mo Yuan Lian is happy, but he has never been an obstacle between me and my second brother, if one day you are in a hostile relationship, I will definitely stand by my second brother's side without hesitation!!"

I finally said everything I wanted to say.

No matter what Xi Zhan thinks, these are my thoughts!
He suddenly turned sideways and put his palm on my back, gently stroking and said: "Mo Yuanlian is a master of psychology, it is impossible for him not to understand the problems between us...Forget it, it is inconvenient to mention him now."

Xi Zhan hesitated to speak, and then continued: "At that time, I also thought about how to find an excuse to convince myself...to convince myself not to blame you so much, but I also want you to understand that I am not so indestructible. I'm sorry that time has neglected you, but I also have my reasons."

I asked him nervously, "Second brother, did you forgive me?"

Xi Zhan kissed my forehead, it was cool but very happy.

He comforted me softly and said, "It's not just one party who did something wrong in the conflict between husband and wife. You are indeed at fault in this matter. It's also wrong for me to neglect you for ten months and not contact you."

I felt wronged and said, "I haven't contacted you for ten months. In fact, I should have contacted you, because I was the one who did the wrong thing first, but I didn't have the courage. I was mainly afraid that you would not forgive me."

Xi Zhan sat up, and I also sat up and hugged his neck from behind and put my head on his shoulders. He held my hands with his left hand and said in a low voice: "We need time to calm down, and I also need to recuperate. I also did another thing, I will take you and your child to see it in the new year."

I'm curious what Xi Zhan is talking about, but I know he won't tell me.

Otherwise, he wouldn't say wait for the New Year.

I specifically mentioned what happened just now: "I am most afraid that you will neglect me. I can bear it after a short time, but I...my health is not good. What if one day I am gone and can't wait for you?"

Xi Zhan scolded me in a low voice: "Nonsense, it depends on human effort."

(End of this chapter)