Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 84

Gu Tingchen forcibly took me to the hospital, the results of the examination did deteriorate, and I needed chemotherapy to maintain my condition.

I refused chemotherapy, Gu Tingchen reprimanded me with a serious face: "Shi Sheng, the body is the most important thing, hair can grow again if it is gone."

He thought I was afraid of losing my hair and being ugly.

I snuggled into his arms weakly, and said softly: "My condition has deteriorated to such an extent that it is hopeless. I don't want to spend the rest of my life lying on the hospital bed."

He looked at me with moist eyes, "Are you waiting to die?"

Gu Tingchen's face looked sad, I raised my hand and held his palm tightly and said tiredly: "Actually, living is quite tiring."

He hugged my arm tightly, "Sheng'er."

It is a lie to say that he is not afraid of death, but I don't want him to feel too uncomfortable, and I know in my heart that he will go to Xiao Wu when he is desperate.

I warned him: "There is something between me and Xiao Wu that cannot be resolved. If you dare to find her, I will dare to commit suicide in front of you."

In any case, I don't need Xiao Wu to heal me.

Gu Tingchen spat out two words, "Stubborn."

I laughed, "You don't understand."

Gu Tingchen was extremely helpless and carried me back to Shi's villa. I fell asleep in his arms until I was dizzy.

When I woke up the next day, my mental state was much better, and the man beside me was still asleep.

He seemed to be sleeping very restlessly, frowning slightly without relaxing for a moment, I raised my hand to smooth him up.

I went into the bathroom to take a bath, and when I came out Gu Tingchen was still sleeping, I went over and kissed his cheek and said softly, "Thank you."

Thank you for being kind to me.

He and I have experienced too many hardships, and now we finally opened our hearts together but lost to the disease.

Although this cancer was given by him, I don't want to blame him anymore, even though I still miss the lost child in my heart.

If he hadn't killed the baby in my womb, I would be healthy now and have a healthy baby.

But life doesn't have so many ifs.

I really admire myself for being able to forgive him again and again, maybe it's because I haven't resisted the warmth of reality after all.

I surrender to his love, the warmth he gives.

Thinking of this, I feel sad for myself. I have lived too lonely in this life, so I want to grab a little bit of warmth.

Hold on tightly and won't let go.

Gu Tingchen, you gave me the greatest pain in my life, and you gave me the deepest love in my life. I can't tell whether to blame you or hate you, but in this life, I chose you after all. I still have to rely on you.

I hope you will stop doing things that make me sad.

Maybe I disturbed him, Gu Tingchen woke up.

My lips were still attached to his cheek, he opened his eyes sleepily, put his arm around my shoulder and brought him into his arms.

Gu Tingchen rubbed my face affectionately, and asked me in a low voice, "Are we going back to S city? I asked Chu Xing last night, if another operation should be able to stabilize the condition, and the new drug they developed has a new direction , and it should be successful in a few months."

The word Gu Tingchen used the most was should.

There was still a hint of fear in his voice.

I hugged his neck and asked, "What's the success rate?"

He pursed his lips and said with difficulty: "Five."

The success rate is 5.00%. If I fail, I will not get off the operating table. I should gamble on this opportunity.

But what if the operation is successful?
My disease cannot be cured, and it will last for a few months at most.

However, the new drug that Gu Tingchen was talking about was very difficult at first glance, how could it be successfully developed in a few months?

The final hope still lies with Xiao Wu.

I whispered, "I don't want to have an operation."

"Well, then we won't do it."

I was surprised, I didn't expect Gu Tingchen to be so easy to talk to.

I didn't know then that he had made up his mind.

Gu Tingchen and I lay on the bed for a while, he was reluctant to get up but still had to get up and go to the company.

After he left, I changed my clothes and drove to the hospital. When I arrived, I saw that the ward was empty.

I asked the nurse who made the bed in the room.

The nurse said she was transferred in the morning.

I took out my phone and sent Ji Nuan a message asking where she was.

She quickly replied to me: "Chen Shen's apartment."

I had nothing to worry about when Ji Nuan and Chen Shen were together, I drove back to the company, and Ye Wan contacted me not long after.

I didn't want to answer her call at all, but thinking that it must be because Mr. Ye had punished her for calling me at this point, I hesitated for a while and decided to add insult to injury.

I picked up the phone and put it next to my ear and asked, "What's the matter?"

Ye Wan on the phone was furious, she accused me and said: "Shi Sheng, are you telling my dad that the personal grievances between us are interesting? What is the difference between you and a little kid who was bullied outside and went home to complain to an adult? ? You are naive, unable to afford to lose, and angry from embarrassment."

I smiled sarcastically and reminded her: "You invited me in the name of the Ye family, how can it be considered a personal grudge?"

Ye Wan panicked, "You are shameless!"

"Ye Wan, the real victory or defeat is not about fighting for a moment of quick talk, but about solving each other without bloodshed! Look at you, what can you win besides pouring red wine on my face? You are afraid of losing the qualification of the two heads of Ye Shi and Ye Family. It’s hard to move forward, after all, the Ye family has other shareholders, even though you are the heir of the Ye family, you can’t prevent someone with a heart from suppressing you, you really lost your wife and lost your army.”

Perhaps when it came to his heart, Ye Wan became annoyed and said: "Shut up! You think I'm afraid of you? You just gained power early. When I take over the Ye family, I will make you lose!"

I asked back: "Do you have a chance to take down the Ye family?"

Ye Wan: "..."

Reluctantly, I reminded her again: "Ye Wan, you just can't distinguish the situation. I told you before, whether it is the Chu family in S city, the Fu family in Tongcheng or the Gu family in Wucheng, As long as one family resists your Ye family, it will be difficult for you to gain a foothold, not to mention that these families are currently in my hands."

Ye Wan asked me in a dazed tone, "Do you think you can really make those men fight against the Ye family for your sake? Do you think Gu Tingchen will turn against his aunt for you?"

She still can't see the situation clearly.

I asked her back, "Didn't I tell you that I am beautiful? Which man doesn't love beautiful women? Who made you not look as good as me?"

"Shi Sheng, you are really shameless."

Ye Wan repeated these few words over and over again.

I felt bored, and said in a bad tone: "You can try, Ye Wan, Mr. Ye's qualification to dismiss your person in charge shows that he is afraid of me, and he knows that those who know current affairs are outstanding, so don't ruin his Ye family anymore, I advise you You'd better be a man with your tail between your legs!"

"Shi Sheng, you are really unreasonable!"

Ye Wan hung up the phone angrily, I was confused thinking about what she said, who is unreasonable?
I directly put Ye Wan on the blacklist.

I put down my phone to process the documents, and when I couldn't hold on at noon, Shi Cheng called me.

He said bluntly: "I want to go back to Wucheng."

I was surprised and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to go back to Wucheng?"

"Shi Sheng, I want to stare at her."

The she in Shi Cheng's mouth refers to Xiao Wu.

I was naturally overjoyed when Shi Cheng was willing to go back to Wucheng, so I hurriedly said, "That's fine, I'll drive over to pick you up later."

"Well, I still want to rent a house."

I originally wanted to say that I have a house here, but thinking of Shi Cheng's rejection of Shi's family, I quickly blocked this sentence in my throat.

I picked up the car keys and went to the town, drove for three or four hours, and when I arrived, I saw that Shi Cheng had already packed his luggage.

And beside him stood a pale woman, who looked at him with aggrieved eyes, as if she couldn't bear him.

Doesn't this woman follow him back to Wucheng?
In fact, I can understand Shi Cheng's current situation, one is a woman who looks like Xiao Wu, and the other is the real Xiao Wu.

He also faces a difficult boundary of choice in his heart, but I think he should not let down the woman who has been by his side all the time.

But I think it's just that I don't have the right to say anything in their relationship, it all depends on their own choices.

Shi Cheng loaded the luggage into the trunk, and when he was about to leave, the woman said weakly, "Ah Cheng, have a safe journey."

She has no humble retention.

She let go frankly.

But her red eyes told me that she loved the man in front of me. I couldn't bear it, so I turned my eyes away from her.

Shi Cheng said impatiently: "Well, you go in."

She shook her head and said, "You go, I will watch you go, and I will go when you go, I wish you happiness and health in the future."

The woman Shi Cheng found was very sensible.

Sensible people feel uncomfortable.

I drove away slowly, and saw in the rearview mirror that she had been standing in the same place, with a thin and weak figure, until we turned the intersection and could no longer see her.

I asked Shi Cheng curiously, "You two broke up?"

"You are in charge of me."

Shi Cheng was in a low mood, and I was too lazy to deal with bad luck. I took him back to Wucheng and accompanied him to rent a one-bedroom, one-living room. He said, "You first lend me 3000 yuan."

Shi Cheng only had 1 yuan, so I transferred 5000 yuan to him from WeChat and asked, "Are you looking for a job in Wucheng?"

He frowned and said, "You transferred me two thousand extra."

I said softly, "Let's pay it back together at that time."

Shi Cheng would have no money after renting the house, but he still wants to live in the huge city of Wu, so I transferred an extra 2000 yuan to him.

I never thought that Shi Cheng's life was so unsatisfactory before, with only 1 yuan for his whole body.

But even though he was so poor and troublesome, that woman was willing to stay by his side!

After renting the house, Shi Cheng wanted to find a job, and he didn't want me to follow him, so I drove back to the company. When I first arrived at the company and saw the man sitting in my seat, I was a little at a loss.

I lowered my head obediently, he stood up and walked towards me, asking in a cold voice: "Forgot what I said?"

(End of this chapter)