Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 849 He Doesn't Want to Go Far Away

I went back to the bedroom, Xi Zhan was taking a shower in the bathroom, I sat on the edge of the bed and adjusted the corner of the child's quilt, he went to the balcony after he came out, I went out with the hair dryer and saw him smoking.

I asked him, "Is there anything bothering you?"

He shook his head slightly and asked, "Are you still sleepy?"

Xi Zhan exhaled a smoke ring, I plugged in the hair dryer and dried his hair from the left side. His hair was of good quality, soft to the touch, and the color was pitch black. God loves him so much.

I dried his hair and put the hairdryer aside to hug his body. The nightgown on his chest was slightly loose, and my hands slowly slipped in to caress the scar on his chest.

Here, is my scar.

I still feel guilty.

There are too many scars on Xi Zhan's body. Many of them are shallow after the passage of time. They are not so scary, but there are also many scars left in the past two years. They are so scary. This man once What I have experienced is unimaginable. I know that it is not easy for him. I also hope that he can let go of everything in his hands and be an idler. It is just the father of the child and my husband. It is not easy to let go of everything.

Mo Yuanlian is the best example.

The world is too dangerous. We want to live an ordinary life. The most important thing is to hold on to it. He and I both have heavy burdens on us, and we must hold on to our current position.

"Don't move, do you know what happened?"

Xi Zhan never hides his desire for me.

I stopped my palms and asked him, "Second brother said before that he wanted to quit his current position, have you thought about how to quit?"

Xi Zhan took a puff of cigarette, and the smoke was floating in the air, he said silently: "Send Yunyi to a higher position."

What Xi Zhan was talking about was Yunyi, not Mo Yuanlian.

"Yunyi..."

"Yunyi is Mo Yuanlian, and Mo Yuanlian is Yunyi. If I want to withdraw from the center of power, I have to send Yunyi to a higher position, but this position must be below me and above Lanshang. The three of us form a tripod. We can maintain peace and tranquility for a period of time and wait for our children to grow up... But before that, Yunyi and Mo Yuanlian must be unified, I'm talking about his spiritual world, and Mo Yuanlian's mental illness must be healed."

It turns out that Yunyi means Mo Yuanlian.

"What if you don't get healed?"

"The world will be chaotic, and he himself will collapse."

"What's his status now?" I asked.

"It is understood that it is a state of suppressing oneself."

Mo Yuanlian is suppressing herself...

I then asked, "Will Mr. Lan be an enemy?"

Xi Zhan shook his head and said, "Although Lan Shang has a deep scheming heart, he doesn't have much interest in power. His scheming only targets those whom he hates and those who are not in the interests of the Lan family. Indifferent to fame and fortune."

"Can I understand that he doesn't take the initiative to provoke trouble?"

Xi Zhan looked at me sideways, and suddenly he lowered his head and kissed my lips and said, "Well, Lan Shang doesn't take the initiative to provoke trouble, but he will never allow himself to be bullied, so it can be regarded as a trouble, after all, in this In the world, as long as it is a big family, as long as it stands in a conspicuous position, it will be targeted by others."

I told Xi Zhan my thoughts: "You can suppress Mo Yuanlian under you, and above Mr. Lan, he can suppress Mr. Lan, which is equivalent to linking each other... Actually, this is not the best. The solution, if the three of you cooperate... Although I say this is whimsical, but if the three of you cooperate, the major families below will no longer have the courage to provoke you, and this will form a long-term peace. "

Hearing this, Xi Zhan hooked his lips, he looked away and took a puff of cigarette, then turned his head and spit on my face, I coughed a little, Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pulled me towards him, he took The lips that smelled of tobacco fell between my lips and teeth, I subconsciously opened my mouth to cooperate with him, his palms penetrated into my pajamas, and the gentle rubbing was not too much.

After a long time, he let go of me, and put his forehead against mine. I smelled his breath and heard him answer the question I just said: "There is no long-term peace. In the short term, your suggestion may be feasible. Yuanlian Lanshang and the others negotiate, but it will not work in the long run. Moreover, Mo Yuanlian's current mental state is not suitable for forming an alliance with us. Besides, under the three-legged power of ours, there are still families that have always surpassed us, and there are also families that are better than blue. Sooner or later the world will change.”

"Second brother means that you will be seized sooner or later?"

He bent his lips, kissed me again and said: "No one can occupy a position for a long time, including me... because the world belongs to young people after all, all I can do is send my own flesh and blood to that position, but they still Small... But fortunately, you found me a 14-year-old Yuechun."

I was surprised and asked, "Do you want Yue Chun to succeed you?"

"It's not just me, Mo Yuanlian also wants to."

"What does that mean?" I asked.

"Mo Yuanlian met Yuechun in Mohe."

I know this, Yun'er took his candy two days ago, because of this matter Xi Zhan made up his mind to give up candy for Yun'er.

"He saw Yuechun because he wanted to..."

"No matter what he thinks, he will not deal with Yuechun, so sending Yuechun to my position is my best way to retire. Of course, before that, I need to wait for him to grow into a person who can sit in this position. For those of you, this time will take seven or eight years or even longer, no matter how long it is, it will be more than ten years shorter than Qing Ying."

That is to say, Xi Zhan needs a short-term peace before Yue Chun takes this position, and this peace is not a negotiation but a suppression.

Xi Zhan put out the cigarette butt and put his arms around my waist, saying, "I don't need short-term peace, I can keep this position by myself, but baby, I was never afraid of danger in the past, but now I am. Without fear, with someone I care about, I always think what would you do if one day I didn't come back to you? You love to cry, your mind is sensitive, you love to think wildly, and your body is still so weak, if I wasn't by your side Who takes care of you? Relying on my three children who haven't grown up?"

Xi Zhan's voice was low and deep but gentle and gentle: "Although they are your flesh and blood, you have to believe that they will grow up eventually, and will go far away to wander their own world, and they will not be by your side For the rest of your life, you have always been talkative, so what if you want to say something in your heart and no one will listen to you? So, only Xi Zhan will be by your side for the rest of your life. Because of this, I am afraid when I go out. What danger do I have? This is an emotion I have never had before. I am afraid that if I am gone, who will coax you when you are wronged, and who will help you if you are bullied. I think the only person who can do this is Xi Zhan, so, I want to be by your side and I don't want to go far away, so I won't make you worry anymore."

Xi Zhan has never expressed his emotions to me like this before, and I was moved by his consideration for me in every aspect.

I never thought he cared so much about me.

I also understand that the man who used to be fearless has a weakness because of me, and this weakness will directly kill him.

Xi Zhan's love...

Xi Zhan's love is moving.

Fortunately, I was the one he loved.

"Second brother, thank you for letting me meet you in this life. Compared with you, I realize that all my obsessions are trivial jokes. Your view of love makes me understand what faith is."

He let me understand what is this life, the only one.

He made me believe in this love unswervingly.

"Although there will be conflicts in our marriage, I want to say that our marriage is the most perfect marriage because of you."

(End of this chapter)