Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 889 Strange Dreams

I never thought that Xi Zhan would have the heart to learn the piano, because I think that a man like him would never touch the shortcomings that he has never touched, so I never thought of teaching him.

It never occurred to him that he would bring it up now.

"Well, I'm a very strict teacher."

Xi Zhan sat beside me, "Tomorrow."

I snuggled into his arms and said in a soft voice: "Well, I can do anything, I'm a little tired now, I want to sleep for a while."

"Okay, rest in my arms for a while."

The man's voice is gentle and soft, refreshing to the heart.

I have always been sleepy recently, and I always have some weird dreams. In my dreams, there is always Xi Zhan, whether in reality or in dreams, he is always by my side.

Wherever Xi Zhan is, no matter where it is, even in the hell on earth, as long as he is there, I feel a great sense of security. Thinking about it carefully, I have been relying on him for so many years, almost without him When I was with him, and in the past, I didn't give him a sense of security. Every time I think about it, I feel guilty, and I want to treat him as hard as possible.

But I don't treat him as well as he treats me.

He's always on the side of great giving.

My Xi Zhan is the best man in the world.

Nestling against his chest, breathing in the cool breath of his body, his thoughts quickly relaxed, and his consciousness was in a daze.

I fell asleep in his arms again.

I had another long dream.

In my dream, I returned to the old Xi family house.

I met my biological father in a courtyard.

He was sitting on a wooden wheelchair with his back on his back and he was very thin. I walked a few steps and stood by his side and saw that his face was old and pale, but his eyes were firm and cold.

These eyes are very much like Xi Zhan.

The yard is full of life, and it is the season when peach blossoms and pear blossoms are in full bloom. My father looked up at the tall trees in the yard and said suddenly: "She likes this place and hates it."

The she in his mouth refers to...

I looked at the yard carefully, and it seemed a little familiar. It seemed to be the place where Gan Shuang lived before his death.

The few big trees I saw were all withered.

It was Ganshuang who was drowned to death with boiling water day after day, year after year, and was not as vibrant as it is now.

I yelled, "Father..."

He suddenly looked up at me, "Father?"

I frowned and asked, "Huh?"

"You lived in Shi's family since you were a child, and in your heart that person is your father, and I'm just your father in name, only a blood-related father."

I'm confused, what is this mess? !
Is this a dream? !
This must be a dream! !
"Sheng'er, I'm sorry for your mother."

"What do you mean by that?" I asked.

I had a dream, the father in the dream was in Ganshuang's yard, I vaguely guessed what he meant by that.

"Zoe and I have known each other since we were young. We are childhood sweethearts. She was born as a daughter of everyone. She has a tough personality. People in the family persuade her to restrain her temper, but I don't think it's a problem. Maybe it's because I am too deeply restrained by the strong feudal family. Depression, so what I like happens to be her character. I like her cheerfulness and her insolence. I even hope that she is domineering and unreasonable, so that she won't be bullied by others. This is what I hope for her, at first She, I love her..."

Zooey is his affectionate name for Gan Shuang.

"Father, what do you want to say?"

As soon as the screen turns, time is rapidly rewinding.

In addition to this old father, there was another man with a tall figure and a handsome face. I guessed who he was, because the sharpness and coldness in his eyes were exactly the same as those of Xi Zhan. This was my father when he was young. Wearing a black suit unique to that era, and wearing a pair of gold eye sockets, he was sitting at the desk processing documents, with a calm and serene appearance.

Not long after, there was an extra person in the office.

He said: "Mr. Xi, your memory is fragmented. According to the degree of spread of your illness, you will not remember everything in a short time. According to your previous plan, you still have things to complete."

The man's eyes darkened, "Got it."

Then the screen turned again.

I know this place.

The dark room below the nectar room.

There is a very big stage here.

The current scene is like the one I heard on the tape recorder. The young and beautiful Gan Shuang is wearing a costume, and the handsome man is watching from the audience. They said a lot of words, but in my mind I only remember Gan Shuang said that if you betray me, I will do the same, and I will definitely retaliate!

In reality, Gan Shuang has been taking revenge all her life!

"Sheng'er, I am ashamed of her."

So what about my mother? !

"Yun'er, are you having nightmares again?!"

I suddenly opened my eyes, only Xi Zhan's handsome face was in sight, I looked at him with lingering fear and said, "I dreamed about my father, but there are some things I don't know what to do..."

The father in the dream reminded me of his past.

His once only included Ganshuang.

What about my mother?
The person he really loves deeply is Gan Shuang? !
"Including my mother?"

"Well, I also dreamed of her when I was young."

I told Xi Zhan all my messy thoughts, and the man was silent for a long time before explaining to me: "You didn't know much about the past between them in your heart, but you don't know much about the things you don't understand. The more curious you are, the more you think about it every day and dream at night, there is a certain reason for it, it’s just a dream, no one knows the truth, so don’t worry about it all the time.”

I carefully recalled the scenes in my dream, one is Ganshuang’s courtyard, the other is the stage, and the other is my father’s office before his death. Neither dreamed.

How could I suddenly have such a messy dream.

I don't usually think about it.

It's just something like this that comes to mind every once in a while.

I didn't go any further, but Xi Zhan suddenly fell silent.

I asked him concerned, "What's wrong?"

He shook his head and said to me, "I'm thinking about my mother, her obsessions, and what she's done in her life."

The father in the dream said that he hoped that Gan Shuang would be domineering and unreasonable. He hoped that she would be defiant and tough.

"She...I don't know what to say..."

"My mother couldn't figure out why the man who loved her so much suddenly stopped loving her all her life. She told me...she said Zhan'er, how can people be so fickle?"

"Father has lost his memory." I said.

Who can be blamed for the torment of the disease?

"There's one thing I regret to this day."

There was some sadness in Xi Zhan's eyes.

I cupped his cheek and asked, "What's the matter?"

"The night my father passed away, I didn't pay attention to what he said at the time. It was only later that I realized that he wanted me to..."

(End of this chapter)