Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 98 Gu Tingchen's Explanation
At that time, after Cheng said that sentence, I saw Song Yiran's eyes moisten instantly, as if she had suffered a great grievance and could not find comfort, she suddenly pursed her lips tightly as if she had made some kind of determination.

I didn't dare to ask Shi Cheng any more, but he kept rambling on: "Shi Sheng, we will eventually pay back what we owe Xiao Wu."

I asked lightly, "What about the debt owed to Song Yiran?"

Shi Cheng: "..."

Shi Cheng said violently, "None of your business."

It seemed that he had stabbed his heart, and he hung up the phone angrily. I put away the phone and said, "Sorry, I will communicate with him."

Song Yiran's tone suddenly resolute: "It's okay, I will handle this matter by myself, I will reject him! Xiao Wu has nothing to do with me, I don't need to donate a kidney to a stranger, I'm not that selfless, I even More selfish than I thought."

I don't know the truth of the latter sentence.

But Song Yiran in front of him seemed to be a different person.

No more hesitation and cowardice before.

She sent me to the gate of Chu's house. I got out of the car and saw her leave before I was about to enter the villa. I saw a certain man just as I turned around.

I wasn't surprised in my heart, because I knew he would come, and I wanted to avoid it, but I felt guilty by avoiding it.

I don't need to be afraid of him.

I even had to be honest with him.

I didn't want to talk to him, and wanted to go around him and enter Chu's house, but he grabbed my wrist and said word by word: "Shall we talk?"

I squinted at him, "Why?"

Why should I waste my time with him?

I was about to yell at him to let go, but the man hugged me straight away from Chu's villa, and then stuffed me into a car.

I was struggling to get out of the car, but Gu Tingchen suddenly tore off my skirt, and threatened me in a teasing tone: "You go in and get naked when Chu Xing sees you, why don't you follow me..."

He paused, and suddenly shouted dejectedly, "Sheng'er, I just want to talk to you, I am very concerned about your physical condition."

The skirt was torn off by him, revealing a large area of ​​my skin. I stared at him angrily, and said, "What does my body have to do with you? Gu Tingchen, what do we have to do now? Why do you touch me as soon as you show up?" Feet? Hurry up and find me some clothes and let me go, or I will be at odds with you. "

"Now that you and I are no longer at odds, do I still care so much? Shi Sheng, I'll take you to a place."

Gu Tingchen was afraid that I would run away, so he took off the belt around his waist and tied it around my wrist, then sat in front and drove away from Chu's house.

Gu Tingchen is completely kidnapping now, he took me away forcibly, and I was taken to the villa by him with no other choice.

It is a villa built by the sea.

Gu Tingchen parked the car on the side of the road, he came to carry me into the villa, but he suddenly saw that my skirt was wet.

He frowned and asked, "Why is it wet?"

I turned my head and ignored him, he hugged me horizontally into the villa, and then found a set of his clothes for me to change into.

His movements were gentle, as if he was treating something precious. The more he behaved like this, the angrier I felt.

After changing clothes, he hugged me tightly in his arms, took a deep breath and said obsessively, "I haven't felt your breath for a long time! Shi Sheng, I miss you so much these past two months, I'm going crazy!"

I gritted my teeth, "Let go of me!"

"Sheng'er, listen to my explanation."

The night outside the window was dark, and the lights in the villa were not turned on. I couldn't see Gu Tingchen's expression clearly, and I didn't bother to struggle when I was in his arms. Anyway, I couldn't escape his confinement if I struggled.

I was very tired inside, and asked calmly: "Explain what? Explain that you married Ye Wan just because you made a deal with Xiao Wu and wanted me to live? But what did I warn you before? I don't want Xiao Wu to save me! You don't want her to save me! But you disregarded my wishes and concealed my wedding with Ye Wan... Gu Tingchen, why do you think I should listen to your explanation now?"

He murmured to me, "Sheng'er..."

Gu Tingchen hugged me tightly, and I grabbed his arm and reminded me coldly, "I'm not fertile!"

"Sheng'er!"

Gu Tingchen said fiercely: "I don't allow you to say that about yourself...Sorry, I just wanted to drive you away that day."

drive me away? !
I couldn't bear the way Gu Tingchen asked me to explain and admit his mistakes every time he did something wrong, I struggled to get up in his arms and said, "Hurry me up and leave now, don't come here and look for me desperately!!"

I stared at him closely, my heart was full of anger, Gu Tingchen's eyes flickered, he turned his head and said, "I'm worried about you."

I asked him sarcastically, "Why are you worried about me? Let me tell you, except that I can't have a baby, I'm in good health now!"

"Don't take this to me."

He said suddenly, "Sheng'er, I feel uncomfortable."

Gu Tingchen got up and grabbed my palm, I shook him off fiercely, and said with a pooh, "Don't show me weakness!"

I couldn't laugh or cry and asked, "Didn't I feel bad two months ago? You thought I would accept Xiao Wu's treatment?"

"I know you can't, I have a way to make you do it." Gu Tingchen's clothes were a little messy, he closed his eyes and said, "As long as you can live, even if I knock you out, I will make you take medicine!"

I was so angry that I raised my leg and kicked him, "Get lost."

My temper is very irritable, as long as I think of the scene that happened in front of the church two months ago, I can't forgive Gu Tingchen.

Why did he come to explain to me after hurting me again and again, why should I let go of my grudges and forgive him?

no, I can not!
I will never forgive him again in my life.

Even though I still love him in my heart.

Gu Tingchen didn't hide, I kicked him and slipped and sat on the ground, he squatted down and hugged me, and murmured in my ear: "Sheng'er, we love each other... If not, you Why did you reject Gu Lanzhi and choose me?"

Even though it was summer, but I felt the bone-chilling cold, I turned my eyes to Gu Tingchen and asked, "It's true that I love you, I even forgive you again and again, but do you think I can forgive you for the rest of your life?" ? Gu Tingchen, I have been with you for three years, what kind of sweetness have you given me during these three years? Never before!"

What he gave me was hurt again and again.

My cancer was given to me by him!
He also gave me my infertility!

This scar on my face...

It was he and Wen Ruyan who left behind.

I suppressed the pain in my heart, and said clearly: "You said that I am infertile, but who caused it for me?"

Gu Tingchen felt extremely uncomfortable, he hugged me tightly, it seemed that some moisture rolled into my neck, it was scorchingly hot.

Is he crying?

It seems that this is the first time I see Gu Tingchen crying.

Even though Ji Nuan described how he was crying in front of my tombstone, I still couldn't imagine how this man cried.

He seemed to calm my emotions, patting my back once and for all, I sat on the ground in a daze and heard him say in a low voice: "Sheng'er, you have vomited blood for the past two days, your physical condition is terribly poor , I got home at night and you have been sleeping in a daze! I know in my heart that you are going to be overwhelmed. I am terrified. I would rather you live than you hate me! I thought I could bear you But when Xi Zhan emerged from the majestic rain and took you away without saying a word..."

Gu Tingchen let go of me, he stared at me with tears on his face, and suddenly said in a very hoarse voice: "He is so powerful, he is so excellent, I'm afraid... I panic, I'm afraid that you and him..."

"Sheng'er, I took Xiao Wu to Chase Tongcheng that day, but you were lying in the operating room, and the man was leaning against the wall and guarding the side without saying a word, looking at me indifferently, as if I invaded him How can I have such an idea? How can I count it as an invasion? Obviously you belong to me, and he is an outsider!"

Gu Tingchen's face was very decadent, as if he had suffered a major blow, he said: "He didn't allow Xiao Wu to save you, he said it was your wish, I asked him, is it because you can't save you even if you die?"

I can probably imagine that Xi Zhan would look back on Ting Chen with a cold face, he is such a dull person.

I thought it was a word, but Gu Tingchen suddenly said: "He said you won't die, I don't know the confidence from him! But in fact, you are fine, you can live without Xiaowu medicine Well, he did what I didn't do to you, so that's pretty good, at least you can live!"

"At least you can live..."

Gu Tingchen kept muttering these words, although I blame him, hate him, and resent him, but when he is like this, I don't feel good, after all, this man in front of me is a man I have loved deeply.

I gave up the obsession nine years ago in exchange for it.

I was very sad, but I clearly understood that I couldn't forgive Gu Tingchen. I hurriedly got up to leave this suffocating place, but he suddenly grabbed my ankle and tripped me to the ground.

There was a thick blanket on the ground, I didn't feel any pain from falling, but Gu Tingchen suddenly pressed on my body.

He kissed my lips along my neck, I lay motionless on the ground, he suddenly let me go bored.

Maybe more helpless.

Gu Tingchen got up and rubbed my head, his voice softened deliberately: "Sheng'er, don't hate me anymore, okay?"

I can't say that nice word.

I stood up in silence, Gu Tingchen subconsciously grabbed my wrist, and I said coldly, "It's best to let me go!"

I am not afraid that he will deal with me and hurt me, but I am afraid that he will show weakness to me. I am soft-hearted, and Song Yiran is a soft-hearted woman.

Gu Tingchen let go of me, but suddenly hugged me up the stairs, I didn't have the strength to struggle even if he didn't.

I threatened desperately in my heart: "If you don't let go of me again, I will definitely make you feel that life is worse than death!"

Gu Tingchen turned a deaf ear, he carried me back upstairs to the room, the moment he put me down, I ran to the window and jumped off without hesitation, only heard his roar, "Sheng'er!"

(End of this chapter)